Kathleen Berry Author/Blogger
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I'm a mystic and intuitive who loves immersing myself in nature. I write about intuition, spirits and how to receive divine guidance. My book is "A Reluctant Spirit: A True Tale of God, Ghosts and a Skeptical Christian." www.kathleenberry.com
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You feel what you feel and that is valid. I feel what I feel and that is valid. I respect what you know.
You may find Dr. Douglas-Klotz book "Revelations of Aramaic Jesus" of interest. It is quite enlightening, and the first book I've read that jibes with my experiences with the Higher Power.
Jesus never said he was God in the ancient Aramaic. In the classes I've taken from Dr. Neil Douglas-Klotz--Jesus shared how we all had the ability to commune directly with the Creator. How we all possess that mystical connection. How we are to love everyone as we are connected to all of Creation.
Also, early versions of the Bible were badly translated due to Constantine's wishes for the Bible to back up his empire, which relied on slaves. Who really knows what Luke's original version was like? Sorry to prattle on. I keep thinking of new things to share.
This is a reason why the Bible sat wrong with me. Also--Luke didn't even know Jesus. What he presented he presented second-hand based on oral traditions. Then he wrote it in Greek which wasn't context-based like Aramaic. Many don't want to hear this.
Understandably, you feel that way. Over the centuries, the Bible has been shaped by rulers, popes and wealthy landowners. When you look at translations from the oldest Aramaic Bibles to English--it's different. I.e., the word used for God in the Lord's Prayer is not masculine. It is gender neutral.
I should've DM'd you! The character count limit is tough. Also, translations of ancient Aramaic are heavily influenced by context. So, having not lived in that time, we can't be sure what the context was.
After that night in the haunted hotel, I shed the fear and unworthiness that I'd carried with me since my Evangelical years and this happened decades after I left that church. I've had mystical experiences since I was a child and that church didn't approve of that even though God gave me this gift.
I went to many Christian denominations as a child. My family wasn't religious, so I went with my friends. In college, I became an Evangelical. That was never a good fit for me. I believe in unconditional love, not a fire and brimstone God.
For me, Jesus has always sung to my heart. I've studied Jesus' teachings translated from his Aramaic directly to English by a PhD linguist (Dr. Neil Douglas-Klotz). They are very mystical translations. No one can definitively know for sure what Jesus meant, since it wasn't immediately written down.
I respectfully disagree. I dug in about not writing my story, but I kept getting "compelled" to share it. I didn't want grief for my story's weirdness and how others would judge me. After I self-published, I heard from people how it empowered them. You could do the same.
My mystical Christianity is not understood by many. I've been criticized by family, friends and others of colluding with Satan. My goal is that people find their own relationship with the Universe that resonates with their souls. I agree that your profound event shows you're on the right path. 💜
Once again, I said No. Then my boss heard about it. He told me I HAD to go. That night shattered my perceptions of reality and my religious/spiritual beliefs. Spirits wanted to get my attention--they engaged all my senses. In 12 hours, my life abruptly changed direction and it opened my 3rd eye.
I arranged for our ghost teachers to go with the news team. Our lead instructor asked me to come and I said No--I had nothing to add to the story. Then, the anchor asked me to join. I struggled with my health and I didn't believe in ghosts, psychics and such. He wanted me to be the team's skeptic.
I worked in a college noncredit division as the marketing manager. Part of the classes offered were in the paranormal. A TV anchor asked me to set up an overnight ghost hunt at a rumored haunted site. I set one up in Central Nevada's Goldfield Hotel, which hadn't been opened as a business since WW2.
Thanks for bringing up "compelled" that makes the Jung quote make more sense to me. It's good you are paying attention to that and not digging in.

The story revolving that event in my life is a long one (I wrote a book about it). But here it is in a nutshell (over several comments).
No I haven't seen it. Interesting! I'll have to think on this one. Thank you for sharing Ceejae.
I understand. When the Universe wants us to do something, it will be relentless until we act on that message!
You deserve major kudos! I'm so proud of you. Many can't face the darkness arising from childhood trauma. I had a late start as well (in my mid-40s after a 12-hour whirlwind spiritual awakening) and I've had to take on shadow work as well. Thank you for sharing--you empower others.
I love this!! I'm going to start doing that. Thank you!
Yes!! You are tuned in. I'm sure it took some work for you to get to that point.