Kessa || MCR 5 Days
@kessaskcals.bsky.social
EDtwt veteran, 27, she/her || 21+ mdni, non ED dni
I'm going to leave this account up but I will not be posting to it. Find me on X @/kessakcal
August 4, 2025 at 2:38 PM
I'm going to leave this account up but I will not be posting to it. Find me on X @/kessakcal
Going back to ed/twt
August 1, 2025 at 2:04 PM
Going back to ed/twt
Can't bring my boyfriend to my dad's because my dad is racist Nazi fuck and I just can't do that to someone. Just cause I'm stuck with this creature for a parent doesn't mean I have to involve anyone else in it.
July 30, 2025 at 1:38 PM
Can't bring my boyfriend to my dad's because my dad is racist Nazi fuck and I just can't do that to someone. Just cause I'm stuck with this creature for a parent doesn't mean I have to involve anyone else in it.
Idk what to do. I'm just a disappointment again and honestly close to cutting ties to my dad again because I just can't perform. Sucks that my family is conditional
July 30, 2025 at 11:57 AM
Idk what to do. I'm just a disappointment again and honestly close to cutting ties to my dad again because I just can't perform. Sucks that my family is conditional
Annnnnnd I'm a pussy who's flaked on every plan I've made in the last year. I'm not going
Surprise beach trip this weekend, I am going to lose it :( I'm going to go completely off the rails this time and just outright refuse to wear a bathing suit. For the record, I don't even know how to swim so I'm not missing out
July 29, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Annnnnnd I'm a pussy who's flaked on every plan I've made in the last year. I'm not going
Really close to going full feral over a new favorite character. I watched T W O (2) episodes on Friday and now I'm current in all 144 chapters of the manga. Show/Manga is Gachikuta and it's sick af. Character is Rudo
a cartoon character with white hair and a white robe
ALT: a cartoon character with white hair and a white robe
media.tenor.com
July 28, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Really close to going full feral over a new favorite character. I watched T W O (2) episodes on Friday and now I'm current in all 144 chapters of the manga. Show/Manga is Gachikuta and it's sick af. Character is Rudo
Surprise beach trip this weekend, I am going to lose it :( I'm going to go completely off the rails this time and just outright refuse to wear a bathing suit. For the record, I don't even know how to swim so I'm not missing out
July 28, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Surprise beach trip this weekend, I am going to lose it :( I'm going to go completely off the rails this time and just outright refuse to wear a bathing suit. For the record, I don't even know how to swim so I'm not missing out
Rediscovering my love for manga 🫶
July 26, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Rediscovering my love for manga 🫶
I haven't eaten in a few days and I'm not hungry at all.
.... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping
.... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping
July 23, 2025 at 10:37 AM
I haven't eaten in a few days and I'm not hungry at all.
.... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping
.... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping
I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm depressed as hell. So I keep doing things to improve my confidence and I workout in non destructive ways now. It keeps getting worse.
July 22, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm depressed as hell. So I keep doing things to improve my confidence and I workout in non destructive ways now. It keeps getting worse.
I wish I could go back and talk myself out of gaining weight. Cause clearly I didn't recover at all, just gained weight
July 17, 2025 at 10:42 AM
I wish I could go back and talk myself out of gaining weight. Cause clearly I didn't recover at all, just gained weight
Being current in 0ne P!ece sucks. This is how I end up returning to fanfiction I bet
July 16, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Being current in 0ne P!ece sucks. This is how I end up returning to fanfiction I bet
Shout out to oomf from the old app who suggested keeping your bread frozen. Makes it harder to binge + always fresh
July 15, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Shout out to oomf from the old app who suggested keeping your bread frozen. Makes it harder to binge + always fresh
I get closer to relapse slowly. Just need to bide my time
July 13, 2025 at 1:33 PM
I get closer to relapse slowly. Just need to bide my time
Been on a BG//3 kick. That's been good
July 12, 2025 at 9:25 PM
Been on a BG//3 kick. That's been good
Fucked up at work after already feeling pretty bad. I'm kinda just in my room waiting for the day to end. I'm so tired
July 9, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Fucked up at work after already feeling pretty bad. I'm kinda just in my room waiting for the day to end. I'm so tired
missing my old x moots :,/// the ones who stayed behind
July 8, 2025 at 4:52 PM
missing my old x moots :,/// the ones who stayed behind
I'm going to call my dad today, gotta do it. I've been talking about it for weeks
July 8, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I'm going to call my dad today, gotta do it. I've been talking about it for weeks
too scared to weigh myself or count cals but I've been roughly maintaining. however that won't last if I keep drinking
July 8, 2025 at 12:27 PM
too scared to weigh myself or count cals but I've been roughly maintaining. however that won't last if I keep drinking
desperate enough to consider therapy
July 8, 2025 at 11:48 AM
desperate enough to consider therapy
we got post notifs....but not private accts 😩 bite my ass bro, where's my priv accts???
July 8, 2025 at 11:47 AM
we got post notifs....but not private accts 😩 bite my ass bro, where's my priv accts???
Idk what to do. I hate my life so bad. I can't find a way to get stability
July 7, 2025 at 11:30 AM
Idk what to do. I hate my life so bad. I can't find a way to get stability
If working out doesn't give me endorphins does that mean I'm not doing it right
July 5, 2025 at 5:46 PM
If working out doesn't give me endorphins does that mean I'm not doing it right
Gonna do a workout then idk maybe nap? Cry? I keep procrastinating calling my dad. I need to get this figured out, I have just six months to move
July 5, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Gonna do a workout then idk maybe nap? Cry? I keep procrastinating calling my dad. I need to get this figured out, I have just six months to move
I just need to replace my bookshelf and it will be the first time I've had furniture I *want* in my room and not what I *settle* for
July 4, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I just need to replace my bookshelf and it will be the first time I've had furniture I *want* in my room and not what I *settle* for