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Aki🗝
@keyjester.bsky.social
She/they/it/gay. Disabled gaymer and introvert with DID and StPD. Likes: Keys, Cats, Art, Genshin Impact, Infinity Nikki, FFXIV, ACNH, Pokémon GO, and more~
I could never be a content creator, as the amount of work that goes into that is just too much for us, emotionally and physically, and I don't have the patience to aquire the skills I would need.
I absolutely salute those that are up for that work tho, I see you and appreciate you! 👏
December 22, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Generative AI is a fucking abomination that never should've been created. I have ZERO respect for people that use it.
December 16, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Real tired of finding new things to watch that says it's about witches, excitedly thinking "yay, women being powerful and badass" only for it to ALWAYS devolve into revolving around MEN.
"Bonus" points if one of said MEN is the fucking devil, or something similar.
I'm so fucking disappointed.. 😮‍💨
December 14, 2025 at 7:08 PM
Reposted by Aki🗝
I still haven't figured out which, if any, modem I could possibly work towards, but I did indulge in some pasta and sauce additions to the wishlist, since the internet bill shenanigans cost me my usual poverty rations.
Let me hit ya with the
✨evergreen links✨

Direct Aid >> paypal.me/asinametra
A**on Wishlist >> www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
December 12, 2025 at 7:10 PM
That moment when a friend asks about your current hyperfixation and unleashes the flood gates o.o
December 11, 2025 at 3:44 PM
Forever sitting in a corner, screeching at the wall about moon goddesses and the Hexenzirkel, cause no one else will listen 😖
December 10, 2025 at 3:29 PM
Ya'll my head is so cold all the time I may have fucked up 🤦‍♀️
December 7, 2025 at 3:47 PM
If I had a nickel for every time I had a minor breakdown and shaved my hair off, I'd have 2 nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
December 6, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I was not prepared for the emotional roller coaster that was the archon quest of Luna III, I need someone to hold my hand 🫠
December 4, 2025 at 9:38 PM
The amount of realisations I've made this past year that are strong reminders of the amount of therapy I need is staggering.

I am doing better now than I ever have - moving here ABSOLUTELY changed my life for the better - but boi howdy am I also doing so much worse in a lot of ways.

I'm tired..
December 2, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Desperately dodging all the HW:AoI video spoilers showing up everywhere as if I'll ever have a chance at playing it myself within the next few years or so 🥲

Am big sad it's a Switch2 exclusive, as the HW games are some of my favourite ones to play.
November 21, 2025 at 10:06 PM
Reposted by Aki🗝
So anyway, the only meal I can usually rely on, any given day, is dinner. I haven't had dinner in a few days.

I tried haha-funny. I tried softy-sincere.
Here's a shot with point-blank-brutalism.

I'm disabled and queer and benefit-less and starving.
Let me hit ya with the
✨evergreen links✨

Direct Aid >> paypal.me/asinametra
A**on Wishlist >> www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 21, 2025 at 8:09 AM
I've never been great at anything.
Ever. Heck, barely even good.

It's something I never talked about to anyone, but, one of my biggest struggles in life is that I'm so damned mediocre in every single aspect of existence that I might as well not exist at all.
Wouldn't make a difference.
November 18, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Feels like all of my creative sparks have just.. died. I've completely stopped creating. No drawing, no writing, no crafting.. Nothing.
It's been a rough year, in a multitude of ways, and what used to be my coping mechanism have completely died on me.

I'm just feeling so lost..
November 17, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Reposted by Aki🗝
I invoked some dark Hunger Games humor last time but I'll just be blunt:
My family's only income got cut this upcoming week and we could really very extremely use help getting groceries.
$50 would cover some essentials.
$100 would ensure dinner every night.
Let me hit ya with the
✨evergreen links✨

Direct Aid >> paypal.me/asinametra
A**on Wishlist >> www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 16, 2025 at 2:40 AM
We've had full-blown winter here for the past couple of days, with freezing temps and a thick blanket of snow.
I'm just in a constant state of sad..
November 14, 2025 at 9:35 PM
It's been nearly two weeks, it's been rainy and cold - a bit of snow the other day - and as much as it hurts.. I highly doubt the little ones are alive. I think I have to give up on them. 😓

This entire thing has just utterly broken me. I can't seem to find joy in anything anymore..
November 12, 2025 at 11:31 AM
I've been out searching for the past 3 days, but the area is too big with too much forest and misc abandoned buildings, and with no sightings I have no clue where to focus the search. I'm running on empty and fear I have to give up..

I'm just heartbroken 💔
November 8, 2025 at 1:04 PM
I ran into the woman that took 3 of the kittens while I was out searching, and she told me the vet estimate them to be about 4 months old. Apparently she and some neighbours has been out searching all summer for the whole family, but never managed to catch mama and the two little ones.
November 6, 2025 at 3:36 PM
2 kittens confirmed NOT caught, so most likely the two I saw a month ago that was with their mama then. They have not been seen since, however... No one knows where they are, or if they're alive 😮‍💨
November 5, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Just got informed that catmom was found dead. Hit by a car.

I don't know anything in regards to the kittens. Someone had taken in 3 of her kittens a while back, but it's unclear if it was any of the 2 I saw or if she had more.

I'm heartbroken right now.
I feel like I failed her 😭
November 4, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I've been on the couch all day, and I'm still so exhausted. I was already running on low, so all this just dropped me to zero. I just wanna sleep. Forever.
November 4, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Was up before the sun today, but the good news is that the hot water tank isn't broken, thank fuck. Apparently it was an issue with the water pressure, so the plumber had to install a device to alleviate things. I didn't dare ask the cost of it... But at least I don't have to get a new tank! 😅
November 4, 2025 at 9:11 AM
Water is still spewing out all over my basement floor, and I'm not excited to see what it looks like down there tomorrow when the plumber comes..

This year has been so much shit, I don't even know how I'm still standing. If I didn't have cats I can't abandon, idk if I'd still be here tbh..
November 3, 2025 at 9:32 PM
Sure do love stepping in water as I enter my basement. The hot water tank deciding to spring a leak was exactly the icing on the cake that I needed right now. And my glasses falling apart as I'm scrambling to deal with said leak is just.. Grand.
November 3, 2025 at 1:44 PM