kelz 🩵
@kisskgs.bsky.social
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MAIN ACCT ♏️ 26, she/they. minors DNI! no discourse // ⚠️ TW mentally (and physically) unwell! 3d ⚠️ cashapp below to help pay for medical bills (i’m disabled & unable to work, no benefits bc the gov hates me) // https://cash.app/$didihamen
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kisskgs.bsky.social
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
Donate to Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey, organized by Morgan Lynn
UPDATE July 10th: I have a (benign) tumor in my spinal canal. Also, my dis… Morgan Lynn needs your support for Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey
gofund.me
kisskgs.bsky.social
the logical part of my brain is saying “are you dumb? your condition is part of the reason why these meds exist! TAKE IT! you can’t control your chronic illness.”
but the ED part of my brain is saying “you’re just a fat, lazy loser trying to follow the ozempic’ trend.”
HELP! i need reassurance!!! 😅😭
kisskgs.bsky.social
i’ve been BOTH overweight & underweight! i’ve had an ED since 7th grade & i turn 27 y/o soon!
but… my dumbass brain is telling me “if you take this medication? you’re just a fat loser & chasing a trend…”
despite the fact that my DIAGNOSED condition is causing issues & a GLP1 WILL improve my health.
kisskgs.bsky.social
before GLP1’s were abused for weight loss, i was prescribed “Wegovy” for my PCOS.
PCOS causes insulin resistance & in turn weight gain/weight loss issues.
welp! i just got prescribed a GLP1 again bc of my blood test results.
so dumb question… are people going to invalidate my ED if i take the GLP1?
kisskgs.bsky.social
just got paid another $30 from the facebook class action lawsuit i signed up for a while back
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kisskgs.bsky.social
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
Donate to Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey, organized by Morgan Lynn
UPDATE July 10th: I have a (benign) tumor in my spinal canal. Also, my dis… Morgan Lynn needs your support for Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey
gofund.me
kisskgs.bsky.social
aye sometimes you NEED to take a break to take care of yourself! i’m sorry you were so sick, but i’m happy you got meds to help!
kisskgs.bsky.social
i was genuinely SOBBING! but an hour later? i’ve been able to catch my breath and chill LOL
but i’m still BEYOND grateful for the dono!!!
kisskgs.bsky.social
now you’re making me cry even more 🥹 i appreciate you so much. we WILL get through this! thank you for being so understanding.
kisskgs.bsky.social
i saw your post about being lonely earlier & all i could do was “leave a like”…
i’m so sorry i can’t be a more present mutual/friend but just know: i see your posts, i know you’re struggling too, and i wish/pray & BELIEVE things will get better for you.
you & i can both get through this rough patch.
kisskgs.bsky.social
like i literally can’t stop crying… holy shit i need to catch my breath.
kisskgs.bsky.social
I JUST GOT A $200 GOFUNDME DONATION FROM ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!
brb i’m sobbing uncontrollably 😭🩵
kisskgs.bsky.social
but NO ONE (unless you’re rich af) could afford the surgery i need. what else am i supposed to do? i’ve exhausted ALL my other options (minus constant pain meds/management but that’s not an option in my state bc i’ll become an “addict”). idk i tried everything… i REALLY did! but i’m out of options.
kisskgs.bsky.social
idk… i’m just so exhausted & tired of it all… ya know? i tried my best, but clearly my “best” isn’t enough. i am truly a failure… i’ve tried to improve my physical health by getting diagnosed, but the surgery i need? i can’t afford that! if my physical health improved, so would my mental health!
kisskgs.bsky.social
omfg… ***MY friends, not “me.”
also i’m emotionally ***INTELLIGENT, not “intelligence.” 🙄
kisskgs.bsky.social
i’m at a point where i can’t even respond to my friends (irl & online). all i do is sulk… my spine surgery, that i DESPERATELY need, cost THOUSANDS! i can’t afford that. i’m already $7,000 in medical debt… all i do is drain the people around me; financially and emotionally. i feel ashamed to exist.
kisskgs.bsky.social
and i do nothing all day except be in pain & cry…
is that a life worth living? just constant physical and mental suffering?
and what do i bring to the table? sometimes yes, i help me friends & family when they’re in tough spots (bc i’m v emotionally intelligence), but outside of that? nothing…
kisskgs.bsky.social
i’m just so sad and lonely y’all…
but i don’t even have the energy (both physically or mentally) to respond to anymore…
kisskgs.bsky.social
i appreciate you & your words SO much… 🥺
but idk if i’ll ever be able to “live my best and brightest life,” ya know?
i’m SO deep in this hole of depression (which is 1000% exasperated by my disabilities). idk if i’ll ever -be able to- crawl out & reach the surface. i fear i’m stuck like this… 💔
kisskgs.bsky.social
i’m “bitches” too 😅
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oatbliss.bsky.social
when life gets a little hard bitches get su!c!d&l

im bitches
kisskgs.bsky.social
remember to share this GoFundMe to your irl accounts! i need this link to spread beyond the bluesky space.
and if any of your irl’s ask how you know me (and they don’t understand internet friends)? we met at summer camp, we met in college, we met at work, we met at the hospital! etc etc!
kisskgs.bsky.social
hence why (as i stated above) all of my doctors AND my probono lawyer agree that i should get disability benefits. but as of recently… i got denied AGAIN! my lawyer & doctors FULL-HEARTEDLY believe i keep getting denied bc i’m “only” 26 y/o AKA “too young to be disabled” according to the government.
kisskgs.bsky.social
OMFG!!! YES. people think getting disability is easy…
“you’re disabled, shouldn’t you get disability benefits?” nope! bc gov officials decide if you’re “disabled enough” or not! not medical professionals! ALL of my dr’s agree that i should be on disability, but no - their opinions don’t matter!
kisskgs.bsky.social
i also haven’t replied to my penpals (i’m so sorry) because i’m simply too depressed to do much of anything. and i thought “wow, i can’t even respond to the people that have put their time & energy to reach out to me because i’m a PoS.” like i truly SUCK!
anyways… the spiral is spiraling!!! 🌀
kisskgs.bsky.social
but then butterscotch jumped up and cuddled with me. for a second i thought, “oh that’s why i’m still here!” but then i remembered that butterscotch & teddy won’t be here forever so after they’re gone? we’re back to square one! no one will ever love me because i bring nothing to the table! HAHA 🤣😅😭