Lacri ♡
@lacriamana.bsky.social
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✿ terminally online gremlin trying her best ✿ music eater ✿ i like rhythm games sometimes ✿ i might potentially repost 🔞 so lurk w/ discretion ✿ 🇵🇭 | she/they | 21+
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𝒜𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝑒𝒸𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹, 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒𝒹, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒.

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should've posted this a few days ago, but I finally have bangs!

but I realize now having bangs actually feels more like this most days 😭
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my crackpot take is that clair obscur is actually a rhythm game
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But yeah, I finished the game. PLEASE go play Clair Obscur if you love strange dark fantasy worlds, turn-based RPGs with unique (ragebait) mechanics, or even if you're a sucker for stories that'll both awe-inspire you and hit you deep in the existential gut at the same time.
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I didn't think I'd get so invested in Clair Obscur, but I did... Tiny thematic spoilers, but what an absolutely amazing story of grief and escapism. I'm so glad I picked it up randomly after the initial hype, because I don't think I would've done the game justice if I FOMO rushed
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Birthday hypertrance WIP I just started today

#producer #dtm #hypertrance
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Finally boarded the first connecting flight
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At the airport. It's a couple hours before my first flight. This is gonna be a long journey back home...
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Flight back home is tonight but I have been developing allergy coughs for like the past week and it still hasn't went away 🙃
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big urge to listen to Kpop again... it's been so long.
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knocking out a few things in my mental "watch/look at this later" list before I have to fly back home this week so I went ahead and watched Kpop Demon Hunters last night

... why did I hold it off for this long, that was amazing 😭
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When I first got told news of my mom getting hospitalized back home and the fact that she specifically called out for me, I thought the worst case scenario was happening... but nah, she's stable. I'll still be by her side during the recovery process, though.
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Thought I'd be leaving a lot sooner, but uh... Been told that a typhoon's hitting the PH soon. Thank goodness I didn't book that ticket yet, but guess mom has to wait.

Least of all, she's stable though, and not in the worst case scenario... So I guess I can afford a little delay
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My mental is in the toilet, and my heart is a mess, and although I really do want to disappear at times, I'm still alive somehow. Both in real life and on the internet.

I'll make it work, even if the road was paved with nails.
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I know that there's barely anyone online that could care about what happens with my music, but for anyone that has cared about me and my musical growth to some capacity, even if I don't have much to show

Thank you
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Postponed indefinitely. Emergency family matters means I have to go back home to The Philippines very soon and I don't know how much that will affect my music making.

My heart is a mess, my mind is scrambled, and this shit hurts so much... but this is something I can't ignore.
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Maybe if I lock in hard enough, I could probably make and finish some music by the time Halloween rolls up. Could be gothic, who knows.

But that's just a game theory 🙂
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How to get cracked at music in a month and a half w/o overwhelming myself to tears: DIFF->BEYXND
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finally watching a few tutorials on song structure (because I sorely need it to lock in) and it got me thinking... why tf didn't I do this years ago? It's no wonder I had a bad case of loop-itis this entire time
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ngl i'm very anxious about this but... yeah, I finally did it 😭
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That's it. That's my arbitrary deadline so I can push myself to release something on my YouTube for once in nearly a year. If I don't do it, y'all can just pinch my cheeks or some shyt
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Maybe if I lock in hard enough, I could probably make and finish some music by the time Halloween rolls up. Could be gothic, who knows.

But that's just a game theory 🙂
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Art is personal for everyone sure, and I'll still try my damnedest no matter what happens to me, but I do still want my music to stand with my peers in some capacity.

At the very least, I'm not A/I, and thank goodness for that
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Me: Feeling good about my WIPs. Maybe I'm not so cooked after all 🥹
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