Love you so much my sweetheart 💜

I feel like death. I need someone to look after me. Send care, cuddles, soothing headpats and little kisses.

My cat is being a menace. I know it's because she's worried and anxious. Partly because of me being ill and struggling but also because my @rubythepuppy.bsky.social isnt here anymore. Poor thing.

It occurs to me my mental health has been shit this month probably because I've not had therapy at all this month. No healthy outlet for all my bullshit doesn't help I guess. Well hopefully I'll be able to afford it soon.

#Feminists and #Witches are old friends

...these old posters almost seem pro-feminist today ;) :D

#webcomic #funny#witches #feminism #lgbtqia #lesbians #digitaldrawings #bodypositive

Danse Macabre

#Art by Apterus Graphics

QUAGSIRE CONFECTIONER CAFE REMIX

#art #pokemon #quagsire #ヌオー #pokemoncaferemix #clodsire #ドオー

Oh that's a big stretch

#Repostober #Cat #Art #pink

Eating spicy pizza in bed while I catch up on my stories (critical role S4). Feeling like shit but this is helping.

Tired but body is full of energy, keep stimming. Weird energy today

Been a fuckin weird day today. Trying to sleep but it feels kinda impossible. Mind is racing and I feel myself starting to spiral

Well that was an interesting to be woken up by. Several calls from a private number. A voice I didn't recognise said "I want to be your dog" and laughed, I hung up. Then they kept calling back so I answered again just let them talk to see what they'd say. They ended up just calling me the f slur wtf

It's 7pm time to spiral and think about how bad of a partner I am

Whatever happens, I'm here for you my sweetheart. I'll look after you best I can 💜❤️

Spiralling big time. Having visions of my past relationship. Feeling like I need to run away. Fuck! I don't want that...

Two fat cats. Big seems to be a hot topic lately.

#Art #Fanart #BigtheCat #SmallstheCat #Fat

The belligerent Imp ✩‧₊˚ Midna 🌕

#TwilightPrincess #Zelda #Midna #fanart

It's especially amazing we sing together 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

I can't sleep and I'm thinking 2 of my friends have told me off recently, one because I was explaining enm to their partner and they "jokingly" grabbed hold of her. Two because people keep mistakingly saying me and my friend are dating and her partner told me not to steal her from her. Mono folks...

Urrgh I need to sort out my sleeping pattern. It's half past 3 in the morning and here I am on bluesky 😂

Been looking into an argos card so I can get a switch 2. I already have a Very account and it seems similar to that so maybe I don't need one. I'll only ever make Buy now pay later things anyway. I cant get a credit card because of my meh credit score. Though admittedly that should be better soon.

Uuuurrrggghh I feel so sick. I wish this feeling would stop. I wish I wasn't so ill recently. It makes it so hard to do anything and so many things need doing. I want to do things too. Honestly feels like my body is finally giving up.

I have £149 to last me 17 days, assuming I don't go into my overdraft again which I really don't want to. I am low on food but should at least have enough electric to keep me from going completely insane. I have no money for nicotine so I might loose my mind because of that though. What a life

Hell fucking yeah sweetie! You are the most smart and powerful puppy!