Love and Blades 🔞 🩸🔪
lavenderparagen.bsky.social
Love and Blades 🔞 🩸🔪
@lavenderparagen.bsky.social
Pronouns depend on who's fronting, 99/100 times it's she/her, the other 1 is likely she/they

Just a girl cutting and drawing and being a suuuuuuuuuuuuuper gay. Always happy to get to know others like me. Also do loli/eroguro/guro art. Konbini fangirl <3
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If you're a minor, don't fucking go near this account! Just bc one of us is 14 doesn't mean it's safe for you here, in fact she alone probably makes it like 20 times less safe, go away
Second year in a row where I'm in the hospital on a holiday. Fingers crossed my heart's doing okay and it's all psychosymptomatic
November 27, 2025 at 5:15 PM
They should make like a diaper but for bleeding limbs
Like
Just put it on snd you can cut without worrying about the clean-up
November 26, 2025 at 11:30 PM
Just shot blanks, our dick is officially useless
November 26, 2025 at 3:45 PM
This but me
- Marry
November 26, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Honestly, I don't even know why I'm bothering to post this. If the pattern keeps, it's not like anyone will say anything, and even if they do, it'll just be bc they're trying to feel good about trying to comvince me not to kill myself
November 25, 2025 at 10:46 AM
Sobbing bc I can't even get unpaid voicework
Like my setup is good, my acting and voice are fine, but every time I audition for a role I'm met with someone who sounds like a god/goddess as my competition
Like how can I possibly compete with that
November 25, 2025 at 9:57 AM
Thinking we should probably het intitutionalized again
Last time it was just a really boring weekend basically, but like. We really shouldn't be left to our own devices anymore. We'd not be able to work on our art or talk to our friends or play our games, though, which would suck ass
November 24, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Packaging like this makes me so so mad I can't even
November 24, 2025 at 10:26 PM
The fox-cat-wolf-thing in our brain has been found and given a name
She is called Geneva (like the conventions, yes)
So there's #6. Now we just need to figure out where the last one's hiding :/
November 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Having onr of those days where it feels like nobody loves me at all or even really cares about me. It's always days like these where my head goes quiet. I hate it.
November 23, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Let it dry on our skin bc pretty
November 19, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Accidentally did a cat scratch cut on my thigh and somehow this is more painful than my styrofoam skin cut was
November 19, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Proud of myself because I finally cleaned our room tonight. It was two bags worth of trash, mostly water bottles and yoohoos, all piled up by our bed
- Ana
November 19, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Littlemoding but it comes with the difficult task of deciding to either watch mlp like a classic little or hazbin hotel like a modern little
November 19, 2025 at 6:36 AM
youtu.be/hle8aunVo7s?...

Shilling peak once more, listen to this album or we aren't friends anymore
an Unkindness - 10 Years (Full Album)
YouTube video by anUnkindnessvideo
youtu.be
November 18, 2025 at 3:54 PM
"I'm actually in agony just thinking bout your touch. You don't have to fall in love but baby let me be your crush"
I think ab this one a lot ngl gang
- Ana

youtu.be/yNtRksP9KMk?...
"Crush" - Tessa Violet Cover (with an original rap lol) 💛
YouTube video by Going Spaceward
youtu.be
November 18, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Just tried on a normal bra that was slightly too big for my boobs but way too small for the rest of my chest and made me look like a fucking freak and getting it on and off took like multiple minutes of pain so I'm just gonna stick to sports bras
November 18, 2025 at 1:01 PM
Should we drink the fireball whiskey ana stole tonight? If we do, we're definitely gonna need to mix it with something (wtf do you mix cinnamon flavored whiskey with) so the alcohol taste doesn't make us puke

- Marry
November 18, 2025 at 9:43 AM
I wanna have this again but I don't wanna burn the fucking house down
- Ana
@giumbee.bsky.social Marry started a goddamn fire making this but like it turned out pretty good, do I have Karma lock her away in brain purgatory for her crimes or do I forgive her
November 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM
@giumbee.bsky.social Marry started a goddamn fire making this but like it turned out pretty good, do I have Karma lock her away in brain purgatory for her crimes or do I forgive her
November 17, 2025 at 5:12 AM
Really frustrating our stretch marks are basically invisible on camera bc I really like our patterns and wanted to draw them but I don't have good memory

- Ana
November 16, 2025 at 6:40 PM
For the first time in a long time, we aren't hungry. What a peaceful feeling.
November 16, 2025 at 2:58 PM
This is literally how I look in the mindscape in case you care
- Marry

x.com/jasjasgbaw5/...
ジャスジャス-5ᵗʰ on X: "Nothing was drawn inside, because you can't see inside XD https://t.co/peCj8cZwnU" / X
Nothing was drawn inside, because you can't see inside XD https://t.co/peCj8cZwnU
x.com
November 16, 2025 at 1:32 PM
Actually insane how long this has been going
November 16, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Crazy this is all that comes out now
- Marry
November 16, 2025 at 9:29 AM