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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · Dec 9

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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 12m

And God,
Please let the deer on the highway get some kind of heaven.
Something with tall soft grass and sweet reunion.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 42m

I wanted to destroy something beautiful.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 1h

So self aware, I intend to die this way
There is nothing that anyone can change

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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 1h

Now that you're home, I don't have to be alone
I know it's selfish, but I already know

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 2h

Dear James,

It's time for me to go. I'm sorry I never told you, but it's going to be okay. We'll see each other soon.

From Noah

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 2h

Of course I recognize you.
Those eyes. That nose. That’s still you.

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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 3h

But tonight he is alive and in the north field with his mother. It is a perfect summer evening: the moon rising over the orchard, the wind in the grass.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 4h

I am Jack's broken heart.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 4h

The fact that you think I am frustrated or broken says more about you than about me.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 5h

So self aware, I intend to die this way
There is nothing that anyone can change

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 5h

Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 6h

Its breath burns my face off

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 6h

I am Jack's raging bile duct.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 7h

Final Words:
"I don't want to go to heaven."
May he rest in peace.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 8h

And when I die I shall not be forgotten.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 8h

It may grow angry. Its basement may fill with churning acid like an empty stomach. And its gorge may rise as it asks itself, through clenched teeth, "what did I do wrong?"

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 8h

Are you still there? Are you still you?

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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 9h

I don't want to keep growing older without you.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 9h

"I can’t help it," said the scorpion. "It’s my nature."

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 10h

I am Jack's overwhelming sense of inadequacy.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 11h

he told me I was in hell

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 11h

If I am killed for simply living,
let death be kinder than man.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 12h

Fuck you all and fuck me as well. Merry Christmas.
Check your bathroom now.

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 12h

Are you still there? Are you still you?

TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 13h

... It’s an ant again.

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