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Still feeling very fragile after yesterday's crying jag.
Took 2 hours to get to sleep even with a clonidine on board because i had a tension migraine, so i only got 8 hours sleep instead of the 10 i desperately needed

I miss most about home: having someone to support my chronically ill ass
I miss raiding with my first guild... Its so hard to find a guild running on Australia time that also doesnt treat you like gearing up should be your 2nd job. Couldn't sustain that kind of effort with a teaching job + chronic illness
There's a combo of words I haven't heard for 12 years
Time for 8-10 hours of Horizontal in Bed, wrapped in the loving embrace of Clonidine (I'm the little spoon)
Ugh headache
It's like getting backlash for hexing someone except I was *also the target of the hex*
Cried in class because I felt stupid today
And how is it triggering my watch to go CANT FIND YOUR PHONE SIM aHH why are these things related???
Why is bkuskeu pitching a fit every time I try to post photos the last couple of days???
Your country's
whole thing against making voting easy (and mandatory) is the problem
🫂
That definitely feels at least seizure adjacent 😬 an extremely fast search and skim suggests that seizure symptoms are Wide and Varied depending on origin in the brain, but I dont have lived experienced
Just questioned having stock in a particular color and then buying a Yeti mug and getting my Thai name engraved on it all in thai. At one point the shop guy started speaking English and then apologized it stopped speaking Thai again 😆
Not complex, but still feeling semi-competent!
My raging adhd can barely support the skills i already have, trying to learn too many new ones is a fool's errand
The idea of crochet teddybears IS very appealing
I think ideally, my brain would like 10, but unfortunately my joints are already mad about 9, so this is the compromise
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Every time it hits 10pm in the middle of reading a fanfic and my tablet informs me it's setting sleep mode and I whimper "Nooooooo, my story" it is an amusing reminder of exactly WHY I need to set sleep mode
I have very reluctantly ceded to my body's insistence than 9 hours is a good number for functioning 🫠
I teared up at minimum 3 times reading fic yesterday for similar reasons.
I think i want to mostly make flat things? I have no use for hot hats in my tropical clime.
Really, i wantnsomething to do with my hands tht is not Phone, so i can watch TV and not trigger the adhd squirmies
MY MOTHER HAS OFFERED ME HANDCRAFT TOOLS

SHOULD I TAKE UP KNITTING OR CROCHET????

PLEASE GIVE OPINIONS
Every time it hits 10pm in the middle of reading a fanfic and my tablet informs me it's setting sleep mode and I whimper "Nooooooo, my story" it is an amusing reminder of exactly WHY I need to set sleep mode
Ive been pretty hapoy with pocketcasts
Oooooh, fancy.
My brain has not yet lifted the "no watch, only read fanfic" embargo it put on itself 😠
Yes, we can do it together!