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!!$5 DOODLE COMMISSIONS!!
I’ve decided to extend the doodle comms as a permanent thing for the time being! Being unemployed sucks and i need some extra $$$. payment is through ko-fi only (🔗 below)
#artist #art #commissions #doodle #kofi
i NEED to start strength training for my PCOS and maybe i’ll be freed from weight gain hell
i CANNOT lose weight i just gain it straight back. can’t wait for my physical in like 4 months. my doctor is gonna be like “huh your cholesterol is almost in a normal range but you gained 15lbs”
girl i forgot part of my family existed for a moment it’s 8 and 3(?) of them live out of state (don’t ask me about the estranged uncle)
i do not give 2 shits if most of my family is ~1 hour away most of them are retired or can afford to take a half day at work
and NONE of her siblings (she’s the youngest of 7 btw!) that live nearby have stepped up to help! my mom is the strongest woman i know for doing this and i will always help when i can but holy shit man. why can no one else help
i’m gonna sound a little horrible for a second but i literally can’t wait to get a job again so i don’t have to keep taking my aunt and grandma to appointments. theres not like big family drama but my mother with cancer has been taking care of these two disabled women throughout her treatment
btw it was like $13 bundle shampoo+conditioner mega sized shit vs $5 for small ogx bottles ($10 total) that would last maybe a month and a half with my partner
recently i had to purchase cheaper shampoo than what i normally use (yay unemployment + inflation)… and omg my hair’s never been wavier… aussie i didn’t know your game
woke up in excruciating stomach pain and the cure was… drinking water
most of my partner’s friends are a bit younger than him so i’m just the weird 24 yr old hanging out w/ 18/19 year olds (my partner is 21)
ordered pizza online and it decided the closest location isn’t the one 5 mins from my house feeling good (it’s like a 10 mins drive to the other location)
my blood sugar DROPS around 4:30 every day now and i turn into a monster. thank you metformin
out of all the shampoos/conditioners i’ve tried why is it the aussie miracle curls that makes my hair the waviest
i too wish for more research into women’s health issues but there’s still studies that justify the treatment
“i hate that they just stick you on metformin!” okay do you want to develop type 2 diabetes? there’s a reason the first thing they do is stick you on bc and a diabetes medication
i will never understand why some ppl w/ PCOS are so anti bc. my gyno told me why i should stay on birth control. if unregulated, i could develop uterine cancer. you seriously want to risk cancer?
i’ve been so desperately trying to produce a healthy bowel movement for over a week. pray for my ass
i don’t think my psychiatrist ever sent the bloodwork form to the place 😭😭
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thanks!! i probably won’t be totally keto but i definitely will stick with a high fiber/lower carb diet to help maintain regular glucose levels
officially a PCOS baddie! hahaha i hope metformin works for me
i wonder if this is the resident that did my sister’s pap smear
also a resident is working with my dr today i said yeah it’s fine if they’re in the room but ohhh god im gonna feel weird (i’d rather have someone learn than me feel completely comfortable. i would’ve said no if i thought i needed to)
i wonder if i’ll get to see pics of my ultrasound