Lya
lyarocha1974.bsky.social
Lya
@lyarocha1974.bsky.social
I am afraid of relationships and Domination
I sometimes don't understand people

Who see an expensive object but they don't see the downsides that come with it

Like if a simple worker would win a Ferrari and say "Woohoo"

without thinking about what it costs to maintain such a car
November 10, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Maybe I should try my luck and try to win that beautiful house on Omaze Germany but I would definitely sell it if I was the lucky winner because it's huge for one person

And the huge means high maintenance costs and a lot to clean
November 10, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Just seen a house to win on Omaze Germany

And my first thought is how much is it going to cost to maintain such a huge luxury house?

Although it's possible to simply sell it if you win but you need to find a buyer first
November 10, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Boy I wish I was invisible

Or at least I wish no one would notice me
November 9, 2025 at 10:45 PM
I should and usually take blood thinners to avoid another stroke but I am interested in trying nitric oxide instead

Because it has the bonus of oxygenating the blood
November 9, 2025 at 8:10 PM
I just order myself nitric oxide because I am at high risk of strokes and apparently it helps the blood flow and overall helps through better blood oxygenation so why not

While I have to remember everyone that I already had my first stroke so if stuff like that can help me I don't say no
November 9, 2025 at 8:09 PM
Since I don't like cigarettes this is the perfect image to describe How I perceive a beautiful woman that smokes
November 8, 2025 at 10:44 PM
The last time I checked my cholesterol it was fine because I don't eat butter I don't smoke I don't drink and I avoid cheese

Although I like it salty but I never add extra salt to my food and rather pick something that already has a salty taste
November 8, 2025 at 10:07 PM
It's paradoxical to like it salty when you never put extra salt in your food

And as a matter of fact I don't and instead simply choose something that already has a salty taste and roasted selling me taste two times saltier just from getting roasted without adding anything
paradoxical.fo
November 8, 2025 at 10:04 PM
I just roasted some slices of salami
"yummy"

Because I like it salty and they taste way saltier when they roasted without adding anything
November 8, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Is this what a dream looks like in Louisiana?
youtube.com/shorts/e_D1d...
Britney Spears #pop #song #90s #2000s
YouTube video by Yudith
youtube.com
November 8, 2025 at 5:18 PM
I love SOFT big gentle dogs did you can hug like a pillow

but only if they don't stink
November 8, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Why can't I remember the name of my neighbor's dog although I know him since months and I already called him hundreds of times by his name
November 7, 2025 at 11:17 PM
It would be totally possible that I don't even recognize my own mother because I haven't seen her since years

But she's permanently posting pictures on The social Network
November 7, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I don't remember or recognize people or pets or places if I don't see them frequently to refresh the memory and although many people don't remember sometimes

To me it's all the time

"I DON'T KNOW"

"I don't recall"

"I DON'T RECOGNIZE"

If it isn't something or someone that I see everyday
November 7, 2025 at 11:11 PM
Difficulties to remember and recognize something or someone are not new for me but it seems to get worse

And although I remember the dog of my neighbor now I still don't remember the name of the pet despite having petted him dozens of times and called him by his name for months I don't remember
November 7, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I think I need the neurologist because I believe to be in the early stages of Alzheimer's simply because I forget too much too easily

Like because I haven't seen the dog of the neighborhood for 2 weeks I didn't remember him anymore and I don't know what his name was
November 7, 2025 at 11:04 PM
The pain in my left arm is back

Why?

And my MRi appointment is only at the end of this month

But fortunately I still have some of the painkiller left
November 7, 2025 at 9:35 AM
SSRi antidepressants always work but how fast depends of the person in some cases it works in a week others need almost one year before they feel different

But they are effective
November 7, 2025 at 9:29 AM
There is a catch with the type of antidepressants that I take and the problem is that they need a lot of time before they kick in

( Sometimes up to one year )

But when they start to work they work very well
November 7, 2025 at 9:26 AM
Being worried for Britney and wishing her to be happy and well I think that she has very good doctors in LA

But in Switzerland psychiatrists are better on average

While doctors in the USA are like Russian Roulette
November 6, 2025 at 10:33 PM
I am currently taking an antidepressant from the SSRI family and I am perfectly fine with it

And I would strangulate the doctor that prescribes Britney medication that make things worse
November 6, 2025 at 10:20 PM
About 20 years ago a psychiatrist gave me medication for schizophrenia

And I wonder if he wasn't insane himself because I got worse and I felt like I was getting torn apart from the inside out

And time has proven that it was wrong because I'm not schizophrenic
November 6, 2025 at 10:16 PM
I made my own experience with prescription drugs and doctors and it's totally possible that some of the treatments make things worse instead of better

But in such a case I try different doctors in different places because I want to get help and I want medication but not the wrong one
November 6, 2025 at 10:12 PM