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MaiDiEye

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Black Arms artist 🖤👽 | 29 | She/Her (but i don't mind He/Him)| AuDHD Artist with amblyopic eye, yeah.... Aliens and Monsters 🖤 Strictly 🚫N_F_T 🚫A_I (I will ban for it =_=) My Hipolink: https://hipolink.net/maidieye https://hipolink.net/maidieye/tips

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · May 28

Well... now there's a whole story....

PLEASE READ AND AND SHARE.

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#hipolink #tips #art #Artist #undiagnosedadhd #artistinneed

Hi! I am MaiDiEye. 2D artist.
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And I am really tired….

6 years (almost 7 now) ago I moved to another country after getting married. My husband is a wonderful person. He supports me and, especially, my mental health.

Life was not a bed of roses before, but after 2022 it only got worse (we know why….).
But we didn't have enough money to leave right away.

We still have no money to move, it is getting harder to hold on. Morally - that is one thing. But there are other things:

1. I am afraid for my husband.

2. It is difficult to stay sane and grow as specialists (especially for me) in this environment.

I can't save up for everything on my own.Only my husband works.
I have recently went from work, can't find another one here and cannot draw commissions (or do other similar work).

Even drawing for myself is not easy for me. Working with a psychologist to find the cause of this problem led to suspicions of ADHD (and, apparently, in a rather severe form, because it affects everything in my life very strongly). An appointment with a doctor about this is still ahead (I will update everything when it becomes clear).
Some people can cope on their own. I can't. And the situation around me only worsens an already difficult mental state. Living further in such an atmosphere is not only difficult, but also potentially dangerous.

So far, in the first stage of our plan we need to:
- Get a roomy car to move with things and our GSD (no one transport company will transport things through several countries in a row, and I will not trust them our work stations. Plane isn't an option 'cause of amount of stuff and how they carrying big dogs).

- Make the necessary documents for leaving to another country (still searching for variants where to live). We might be able to get them registered in Georgia, but we need to get there first.

- Some money for the first time after leaving the country.

We will be able to start looking for a house and its potential purchase only after the first stage, because without it there is no point in everything else.

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 17h

Another one art~

#Inktober2025 #DnD #AuDHDartist

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 1d

Another one~

#Inktober2025 #DnD #AuDHDartist

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 2d

I made more text, but i decided leave only names of themes.

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 2d

I made another bunch of arts, but will post it on appropriate days.

#Inktober2025 #DnD #AuDHDartist

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#Inktober2025 #DnD #AuDHDartist

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 2d

Sorry for the silence. I`m participating in Inktober-like competition, so i focused on art.
But i allocated time to prepare and post bunch of arts i already have~

I trying my best to work, while my ADHD meds working.

Theme: Mices and DnD adventure.

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#Inktober2025 #DnD #AuDHDartist

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⋆˙✦ Robby💫. ݁₊ @galaxylover06.bsky.social · 11d

I need help.
I've been nervous to make a serious post like this but I'm out of options.
I'm in a tough living spot and an even tougher financial spot.
If you can, please tip my Kofi, more info in the thread if needed
ko-fi.com/galaxylover06

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 19d

Oh, alien species!
Do.... Do you need character artist? .w.

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 19d

Oh, yeah, I need to do TONS of things which stacked for years 'cause of ADHD, have only one pair of hands and still striggling even on ADHD meds - is sooooooo motivating, yeah....

I trying my best but all my tries feels like nothing.....

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 19d

a cat is laying on the floor in front of a bed .

ALT: a cat is laying on the floor in front of a bed .

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 23d

But i still have no money for it =_=
Not for moving from the city, nor the country.....

Ugh.... I'm really tired of this =_=

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · 23d

If your neighbours in the building are totally assholes - you can do NOTHING (well, in this country.)
Police not interested in helping you. But if you'll beat shit out of troublemakers - they will be in no time.

Only solution - move from the place where you live.
And i want it SO BAD =_=

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Pina ✨ ADHD Alien @adhd-alien.bsky.social · 24d

Sometimes I feel like a ghost, unable to make meaningful changes to my life, while not being believed when I tell people how much I try.

Four-page comic.

Page 1
Top section: Narration text says, “Every day I wake up convinced I’ll finally do the thing I’ve been wanting to do for so long, but I’ve gotten so tired of waking up every day knowing that nothing has changed.”

Panels show lists of undone tasks:
- Narration: “Another day and I still haven’t cleaned the table so I can cook, still haven’t filled out important forms, haven’t thrown out the spoiled food I put next to the fridge a week ago, still haven’t unpacked the luggage from 9 months ago, and I lost a letter and am too ashamed to ask for a copy.”

Final narration on this page: “I do the wrong tasks, don’t finish, or get paralyzed before being able to start anything.”

Page 2
Panels contrast misconceptions with reality.
Narration: “When I can’t do something, it’s not: ‘It’s not fun so I won’t bother.’ Or ‘I don’t wanna do it.’”

Next panels show dread. Narration: “It’s more like I feel dread and my body yells back at me: ‘You won’t feel rewarded for this, so you’re wasting survival resources and energy.’ ‘DON’T DO IT.’”

Further narration: “I can’t even explain why I don’t do things, so people don’t believe me. I’ve started isolating because gathering my courage to ask for help and being shamed hurts so much.”

Closing narration on this page: “It feels like I’m a ghost, unable to make meaningful changes to my life. An existence unseen and unheard, having to hide so as not to trouble others.”

Page 3
Narration continues: “All I can do is watch as my life falls apart in slow-motion, as people watch and ask themselves ‘why doesn’t she just do something?’”

Further narration: “Every day I would fight myself to great exhaustion without any result to show for it. So after a while, I gave up fighting.
Not because I had a negative mindset, but as a result of my experiences.”

Someone scolds: “No one is coming to save you, stop being so self-defeating!”

Shift in tone: Narration asks, “Do you know what saved my life?”
A supportive voice replies: “I believe you. I will help you.”

Page 4
Narration: “It’s not that no one has helped me before, but no one believed how much help I needed.”

Someone else says dismissively: “I’m sure you can do it!”

Narration continues: “And it’s not that I can’t do anything – I can do many things that others can’t. It’s just that where my mother needs help using the PC, I need help organizing my day.”

Further narration: “People aren’t made to survive alone – without any help.”

Closing text: “I am still my own person. I have my own morals, agency, hopes and dreams. And if I have a robust scaffolding to work on, I can not only live, but thrive.”

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 8

a little girl is touching the face of a blue monster from monsters inc .

ALT: a little girl is touching the face of a blue monster from monsters inc .

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 4

Want to reminder that i posted a new page while ago....

Don't know why it seems like.... invisible to others? 'Cause of tag? Maybe it was a mistake to tag it "graphical media content".....

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 4

4/6
TW: blood, injures.

Phew... And Done~

With and without text, 'cause some of text frames too huge.

(reupload, 'cause seems like tags in replies didn't work this time)

P.S. First three pages in replies

#art #blackarms #SonicArtist #SonicArt #SonicOC

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 4

a little girl is touching the face of a blue monster from monsters inc .

ALT: a little girl is touching the face of a blue monster from monsters inc .

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 3

4th frame done. Phew....

1 more to go!

Yeap, whole frame will be on full page release.

#art #wip #blackarms #SonicArtist #SonicArt #SonicOC

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Sep 1

TW: Blood, injures.

And 3rd frame done.

2 more to go!

#art #wip #blackarms #SonicArtist #SonicArt #SonicOC

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LAZLOoOo 👻 @lazlopizzazzlo.bsky.social · Aug 15

Wahoo! We made it to 800! 🎈
If you'd like to enter this raffle, please be sure to follow, repost this, and leave a reply with your OC's reference.

Ends August 31 at 10:00pm CST. Good luck!!

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Aug 31

I really can't understand if i'm in time (just old me - came in last moment x)), so i won't mind if i won't be included 'cause of lateness.

And congrats with 800! :3 ❤️

MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Aug 31

Eeeh, i don't know if there's still time left x_x

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MaiDiEye @maikroftdoom.bsky.social · Aug 31

My sweet bun Anz :3

SweetShadow @sweetshadow.bsky.social · Aug 31

Free Commish 3 for @maikroftdoom.bsky.social !! This there oc Azna`Riom Doom along with some cute Death Leeches! 🥹❤️🖤 thank you so much for participating, I had fun drawing him!