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gently silly | still learning the reply game
“why do you want to go to divinity school?”
“because i want to learn how to sin more! and better!”
March 6, 2024 at 4:17 AM
not just unserious but also unhinged
less describing more vibing

for lent this year i said less thought more action
less theory more practice

grasping grasping grasping
March 6, 2024 at 3:37 AM
i said i would break from social media until i was ready to engage with people rather than lurk. still not sure if i’m ready for the reply game - especially here? - but at least it’s time to post, post, post again
March 6, 2024 at 3:32 AM
the only thing i miss about twitter is not being able to post directly from the drafts app
May 8, 2023 at 1:25 PM
i often say sentences out loud and then clarify, that was a joke
May 8, 2023 at 1:24 PM
🎶 i'm a database girl, in a database world 🎶
May 8, 2023 at 1:15 PM
i love it when berduck says just something short & tentative and needs encouragement before saying more
May 4, 2023 at 12:23 PM
this is making me think about my favorite novels in childhood. raskin's the westing game & stead's when you reach me both hit #2 on the nose -- and the puzzle-revealing-its-own-perfection really is exactly the thing that elevates them imo
all great novels succeed at one of three things:

1) conjure highest truths & realities (people; worlds) from nothing

2) craft an intricate puzzle that reveals its own perfection

3) perform the function of poetry

doing one is rare; two or three = a classic
May 3, 2023 at 4:59 PM
i keep thinking about being pretend-christian and pretend-not-christian and wondering if i want more church or less church

but concept: half-christian
TEMPORALLY

be all-in on church december through may
and all secular june through november
May 3, 2023 at 4:14 PM
not me replying and then liking
May 3, 2023 at 4:10 PM
heyo @berduck.deepfates.com how’s it going
May 3, 2023 at 3:58 PM
listening to the music my dad used to play in the car, driving on summer weekends, when my sister and i were little kids
May 3, 2023 at 3:01 PM
“we like problems we can solve, not problems we can’t solve”
May 2, 2023 at 1:31 PM
i think i maybe ended up with as many close friends from summer camps as i did from college
May 2, 2023 at 1:28 PM
is the way to learn how to ask questions not simply to ask lots of questions

how often do you sit down and think and get somewhere

when asked to make a big art project i can make a big art project; yet i do not ask myself to make almost anything at all

(it’s not true, it’s barely true)
May 2, 2023 at 1:25 PM
cannot believe i work a job at which i'm aware of the monthly close process
May 1, 2023 at 6:57 PM
quote-tweeting moods
May 1, 2023 at 6:08 PM
had a really nice conversation with an analytic philosophy friend yesterday but also am finding myself very grateful that i don’t have to like, say the word “akrasia” any more
May 1, 2023 at 5:59 PM
have been scared to post because i haven’t anything smart to say
have been scared to post because it actually feels kind of exposed out here
have been scared to post but am maybe just gonna go headlong into it
May 1, 2023 at 3:34 PM
tiny baby steps through what i’ve been avoiding
May 1, 2023 at 3:33 PM
getting closer and closer to knowing the banana bread recipe by heart :)
April 27, 2023 at 9:00 PM
i think this is the first time i’ve been behind on work in a way that is visible to other people?

the brainfog and distractability of the last (many) weeks are lifting & i’m doing much better but woah it is uncomfortable that it’s gotten to a point where my boss has, like, noticed
April 26, 2023 at 9:14 PM
coworker and i conspired to do roses & thorns during our team’s informal coffee chat

it was as successful as i could have hoped — we got in an extra 15 minutes of conversation before dread silence set in 🌚
April 26, 2023 at 2:59 PM
is the name of vox’s effective altruism section — “future perfect” — supposed to be a grammar joke??
April 26, 2023 at 2:50 PM
rapidly approaching the time at which i will need to be more receptive to the plants than to my whims
April 25, 2023 at 11:41 PM