I never really had it that bad did I? Yet I remember the feeling. I remember containing my tears in class every day. Failing often. But I never did try it. Why am I normal now? How did I become so ordinary? It's disgusting.

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Imagine living in Hidamari Sketch. It would be so happy. Except I'd probably ruin it with my unhappy nature. Anyways, watching this kind of show is strangely calming but also incredibly depressing for the thought of never being able to experience such a life.

Eternal

Why did I have to be the one to get diabetes? Fuck you, world.

It somewhat often happens that I start to install a game I feel quite excited to play, and then when it is installed I completely lose interest and leave it there for quite some time until I either start playing it without much motivation or just uninstall it.

You don't know what pain is until it starts really freaking hurting when you go to the toilet (to poop)

A question for my fellow oomfs of culture: Round glasses or rectangle glasses?

Yum Yum

School is the most cruel place in human society.

Non-sexual nudity VS sexual not-nudity.

Mind is not at rest. Rarely is, if ever.

Being able to let go is such an important skill. Another of the many I am not great at.

おはようございます！

Feeling useless. And hungry, but I feel gross I don't want to eat. I want to get hrt, and nice clothes, and confidence, and I want to be actually good at programming and drawing and 3d modeling. I which I could do music too but that one... I think I never will.

Ok ima not check that site until tomorrow on my way to class, and then I will check only once.

Our bodies and minds get accustomed to stuff. It will take time but eventually 8 hours of work pass from a punch to the gut to a tickle in your belly. Or so it is supposed to work because I'm not saying this from experience jsjjss.

I'm good enough to be able to still enjoy some things, yet miserable enough to taint it by always having that voice in my head constantly questioning about my self worth and existence, but tame enough for me not to be a physical danger to myself, not anymore.

Is it really normal to reach your friends to talk about stuff and all that? All I really do to vent is post over here where no one sees it. I don't think I ever got that kind of relation, guess it is very complicated to me to really make meaningful friends.

It didn't work.

liked a lot thank you for your support!" to try and get some more attention. I just hope I'm not being annoying trying to push the game to people because I already feel annoyed at myself. Fuck.

5 starts, but really it's just people will make much more positive comments and stuff if ur a small creator because since I am there watching the comments they would not want to make me feel bad.
Ugh anyways I'm going to upload a tiny drawing related to the game with something like "my game is being

Strange, I would want for more people to play my game yet if I ask myself the question "does it deserve it?" it's hard to justify it deserving a lot more. I have had a few people tell me the game really surprised them or even that it opened their eyes in a way, and it does have 5 reviews and all of