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mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Dec 28

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も🍑🎃 @ususmomo.bsky.social · Jun 19

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へへ…楽しくなっちゃいやして

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も🍑🎃 @ususmomo.bsky.social · Aug 8

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mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 20

environmental storytelling… i havent even played the games fully but im obsessed with it like info drip fed from my itens in the game and world things.. fallout games were cool at that but fromsoft seems to do it without the bethesda jank tm

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 18

newerst tbhx epsiode damaging my mental health

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

ohh i get you! its ok its your interp i think thats rly valuable and its cool you got that vibe!!

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

ohh what trans metaphor i didnt get that vibe at all im curious :o cyan arc had so much interesting setup to me i felt so let down i was like im never trusting again dbdjdh

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

like i heard of it and how good it was etc and how depressing gays it is but i was rly curious like is tbhx some anomaly or is lh0 just, like this. looks like hes just like this huh shjdhd like whats even the point like just dont make women characters at that point fhjdhd

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

the pacing gets better?? ish?? after queens arc just cause more is happening and picking up evenif its too much its at least not boring but like the writing has been consistent abt the female characters (bad, sometimes even with potential but does bad or makes them shitty or is unjust to them)

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

oh ywah like, this is my first donghua ever so ive never seen stuff from lin haolin before but like he cnanot do women Ever it seems. like i got super disappointed in cyan arc and accepted that if a character is a woman in thjs show theyll be done dirty dhdkjf

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

i already chose ahu to be my goat before the series started and eagerly await for him and i was rly appealed to with ghostblades pv’s and he was even better than i dreamed, and nice stealth attacked my brain by killing himself fhdj i became obsessed with him and trying to find out more abt him

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

dang! i loved ghostblade arc but like a lot of info has been getting crammed in eithe very fast (i blame the pacing of cyan arc lol) or info is given only like super indirect/requiring context understanding. like i loved lvoed ghostblade but its bc im the same kinda autistic dude that he is hdjdj

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mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

i agreee like its so sad TT specially characters ive been interested in slated to only get 1 ep… the pacing has been whack but like ive been generally just Along for the ride waiting for nice to come back or X to show up chjdhd a large ensemble cast is hard to manage..

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

my arc hating LL / the tbhx experience as a whole rly has been a whole odyssey now im thinking about it like dam i need to recap so mcuh.. it at least was like overall not a horrible fandom experience like alnst tho bc a lot of ppl shared my insanity over nice and my grief fhfkj

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

like idk tbh this is such a long like story and its almost 3am so i might story time thread on this later bc it was a whole saga hdjdh like i thjnk they executed LL’s arc rly well (paying off narrative and themes) i just did not care for his story at all and it didnt charm me bc mourning nice daily

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

i like at first thought maybe LL would look into nice’s death and why it happened and he kinda stopped giving a fuck after the first ep and i got so salty and upset hdjd and him parading as nice led to justna lot of awkwardness early on in fandom where like, og nice kept getitng erased online

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mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

oh yes im loving tbhx!!! overall. like i got rly fucked over nice’s death and thats Kinnnda like, destroyed my brain hdjdbdbdk and like obvs it impacted how i interacted with the media as a whole. theres so many reasons most of them petty+related to experiencing his arc as it was releasing fhjfjd

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mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

being an ivan fictive is like so ass man… like so so so so so ass. like as if ivan’s whole story didnt suck enough to experience, ppl treat ivans feelings like shit too in eng fandom lol

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

its like a sad hate and anger bc its like. so many layers of pain go into it, its just smth that like . its not like i can have any fun at all, its purely an emotional wound, and then like i got ostracized for it. idk man.. im rambling cause i need to go to bed and idid kinda miss yhis acct

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

its like. its not even fun hate tho like it is with LL or karin bc like. first of all those fandoms allow you to have a fucking opinion and dislike characters bc lmao alnst twt did not. that sure soured me on it rven more. like bro its how i feel wtf do you want, like pfufhdhkddh

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

its been a while since ive hated a character as much as mz, like, my hatred for LL doesnt even compare. tbh not even xia yueqing. maybe k4rin funger compares?? horrible characters being saddled onto gay men i guess is rly like a sore spot for me fhdjfh

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

sorry guys i was having some positive character development earlier today like trying to get my life in order, so im having the like backlash to that effort whete my petty btch self needs to come out and Whine and complain fhfjf

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

might as well alnst rant here bc like no ones reading in either plafe its not like on there its got an audience that would appreciate it fhkddj

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

need to go eepy i jsut had a blood pressute spike bc fujcingbfkf qna

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

alnst ruined my life. im not special in this like i feel anyone whos been into it has been damaged negatively whether they recognizenit or not

mash 💗🔞 unhinged! @mellomashu.bsky.social · Aug 17

oh if i get jumped on here for hateposting mz i will get fucking Nasty i will not tolerate it fhfjfh like i did my hating so civilly like constantly doing like disclaimers on like the sanctity of her character etc and alnst twt did not fucking deserve it nor did it even change anything