Peter Evans
@modul8r.com
And indeed there will be time
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
Puffy squirrel bounding through a snowy alley (good morning, how are things…?)
January 14, 2026 at 2:24 PM
Puffy squirrel bounding through a snowy alley (good morning, how are things…?)
This is also a week of early mornings, by which I mean early-for-me mornings. I can't quite fix my morning routines. I shall venture downtown, and for a while pretend that I am working: youtu.be/l7mfmouVURY (please have a good night)
January 14, 2026 at 5:56 AM
This is also a week of early mornings, by which I mean early-for-me mornings. I can't quite fix my morning routines. I shall venture downtown, and for a while pretend that I am working: youtu.be/l7mfmouVURY (please have a good night)
Watching Herzog’s Nosferatu, I have learned two things. Never trust an old man with no hair, stilted speech, long teeth, and perilous fingernails; and we are all lost to dreams.
January 14, 2026 at 1:00 AM
Watching Herzog’s Nosferatu, I have learned two things. Never trust an old man with no hair, stilted speech, long teeth, and perilous fingernails; and we are all lost to dreams.
Neighbors of mine, across the way, have a porch of their own; metal chairs are laid on their side haphazardly; and a wooden plank, about 2 feet long, teeters precariously over the porch's edge. I cannot see how it has not fallen over: youtu.be/aC6C1UXl2Io (good night)
January 13, 2026 at 5:30 AM
Neighbors of mine, across the way, have a porch of their own; metal chairs are laid on their side haphazardly; and a wooden plank, about 2 feet long, teeters precariously over the porch's edge. I cannot see how it has not fallen over: youtu.be/aC6C1UXl2Io (good night)
my little emulator can do monochrome now
January 13, 2026 at 2:18 AM
my little emulator can do monochrome now
It is impossible to hear the sound of a hovering helicopter and not feel anxiety
January 12, 2026 at 11:18 PM
It is impossible to hear the sound of a hovering helicopter and not feel anxiety
Last night was not one for sleeping well. It could be that I forgot to take an antihistamine. It could have been the ill-advised tea. My nights have been bad; my dreams, also bad—vivid and anxious. Yet they cannot be avoided: youtu.be/wCAURNnKqFo (good night)
January 12, 2026 at 6:04 AM
Last night was not one for sleeping well. It could be that I forgot to take an antihistamine. It could have been the ill-advised tea. My nights have been bad; my dreams, also bad—vivid and anxious. Yet they cannot be avoided: youtu.be/wCAURNnKqFo (good night)
For a brief and furious moment, snow piled down upon us. It fell with a pent-up urgency, and fell sideways on a low incline. I, though guilty inside, looked out at the mass, and watched it grow on the metal sheets of the porch outside: youtu.be/92Nkrav2-Aw (g'night)
January 11, 2026 at 6:22 AM
For a brief and furious moment, snow piled down upon us. It fell with a pent-up urgency, and fell sideways on a low incline. I, though guilty inside, looked out at the mass, and watched it grow on the metal sheets of the porch outside: youtu.be/92Nkrav2-Aw (g'night)
wherein we play a game, and the game is simply that you watch some guy live in his house. and he has a rabbit-dog? or it's just a dog that looks like a rabbit. anyway. (also I made everything look more like it might have done on a CRT)
January 10, 2026 at 10:39 PM
wherein we play a game, and the game is simply that you watch some guy live in his house. and he has a rabbit-dog? or it's just a dog that looks like a rabbit. anyway. (also I made everything look more like it might have done on a CRT)
Late laundry, my terrible habit. One of many terrible habits. I stare intently at the screen, waiting for something to happen. I woke early to be poked and prodded, and to be sore, and so that has come to pass. And now, I wait some more: youtu.be/ArCrT2mOOuE (good night)
January 10, 2026 at 4:56 AM
Late laundry, my terrible habit. One of many terrible habits. I stare intently at the screen, waiting for something to happen. I woke early to be poked and prodded, and to be sore, and so that has come to pass. And now, I wait some more: youtu.be/ArCrT2mOOuE (good night)
We are all rained out now. This is the second rainy thunderstorm of the winter; as ill omens go, it must join the crowd. The rain was like a wall of water, and the street outside a river. I am very tired, and I must wake early: youtu.be/-yNHlKAzyVA (please have a good night)
January 9, 2026 at 5:28 AM
We are all rained out now. This is the second rainy thunderstorm of the winter; as ill omens go, it must join the crowd. The rain was like a wall of water, and the street outside a river. I am very tired, and I must wake early: youtu.be/-yNHlKAzyVA (please have a good night)
In a sense, this is both a terrifying time to be alive (in all senses) and an exciting time to be alive (in a narrow sense, professionally, and also equally terrifying). This is a lot. It's a lot. My head both hurts and is swimming, and I'm sorry: youtu.be/Jg9aj3Ia-1s (g'night)
January 8, 2026 at 5:10 AM
In a sense, this is both a terrifying time to be alive (in all senses) and an exciting time to be alive (in a narrow sense, professionally, and also equally terrifying). This is a lot. It's a lot. My head both hurts and is swimming, and I'm sorry: youtu.be/Jg9aj3Ia-1s (g'night)
I sat, a ball of anxiety, for the majority of the day. If I think back on the day, it will be for that. And, oh, I suppose I accomplished things. I have a list (I always have a list). But only late this evening did the anxiety relent: youtu.be/zsCbZrig4c4 (good night)
January 7, 2026 at 5:49 AM
I sat, a ball of anxiety, for the majority of the day. If I think back on the day, it will be for that. And, oh, I suppose I accomplished things. I have a list (I always have a list). But only late this evening did the anxiety relent: youtu.be/zsCbZrig4c4 (good night)
I have sat by this computer for most of the day. I have pulled my hood over my head, which is the universal symbol of the night being over. I am boring, I know, enthralled as I am with this game. But it's been a long time. You know how it is with long times: youtu.be/5AyHdCT8GTY (g'night)
January 6, 2026 at 5:05 AM
I have sat by this computer for most of the day. I have pulled my hood over my head, which is the universal symbol of the night being over. I am boring, I know, enthralled as I am with this game. But it's been a long time. You know how it is with long times: youtu.be/5AyHdCT8GTY (g'night)
This night has swirled, and it's all because of a 40 year-old game. I lost all my time making characters, seeing them die to a random encounter of barbarians, resurrecting them. And now the lights are dim and a train is passing down the way: youtu.be/4lixisaopNI (in the churning land)
January 5, 2026 at 6:13 AM
This night has swirled, and it's all because of a 40 year-old game. I lost all my time making characters, seeing them die to a random encounter of barbarians, resurrecting them. And now the lights are dim and a train is passing down the way: youtu.be/4lixisaopNI (in the churning land)
I know everything is bad; there's nothing I can do about it, other than to be a small voice. But, if it helps—it probably doesn't help—I have gotten my small emulator able to play most Apple games. Just a drop in the bucket, I know: youtu.be/5jJdfpZUVMw (good night)
January 4, 2026 at 5:46 AM
I know everything is bad; there's nothing I can do about it, other than to be a small voice. But, if it helps—it probably doesn't help—I have gotten my small emulator able to play most Apple games. Just a drop in the bucket, I know: youtu.be/5jJdfpZUVMw (good night)
Laundry is drying, and the night is quiet aside from an unexplained sequence of fireworks in the distance. What can one do but accept the occurrence? Everything is late. The fireworks missed the occasion by a day, and I've missed everything by much longer: youtu.be/AograKGyEkk (g'night)
January 3, 2026 at 5:59 AM
Laundry is drying, and the night is quiet aside from an unexplained sequence of fireworks in the distance. What can one do but accept the occurrence? Everything is late. The fireworks missed the occasion by a day, and I've missed everything by much longer: youtu.be/AograKGyEkk (g'night)
Any thoughts on enjoying your favorite tea?
January 3, 2026 at 3:02 AM
Any thoughts on enjoying your favorite tea?
I let this day be as quiet as it might want, and found it wanting still. I've had music going for hours, but I can't find the thread. My head fell deep down a rabbit hole, and everything toppled in after: youtu.be/d6N4NT9rJEQ (g'night)
January 2, 2026 at 5:50 AM
I let this day be as quiet as it might want, and found it wanting still. I've had music going for hours, but I can't find the thread. My head fell deep down a rabbit hole, and everything toppled in after: youtu.be/d6N4NT9rJEQ (g'night)
wherein we go and find all of the llanowar elves that i have from revised (sorry if this doesn't make sense)
January 1, 2026 at 9:37 PM
wherein we go and find all of the llanowar elves that i have from revised (sorry if this doesn't make sense)
I didn't wake up thinking I'd listen to a bunch of goth music all day, but that's how it turned out. I spent the evening in books and other diversions, and now I'm listening to all the nattering outside, the booms in the distance: youtu.be/5ZcQ-4iP_Y4 (good night)
January 1, 2026 at 5:57 AM
I didn't wake up thinking I'd listen to a bunch of goth music all day, but that's how it turned out. I spent the evening in books and other diversions, and now I'm listening to all the nattering outside, the booms in the distance: youtu.be/5ZcQ-4iP_Y4 (good night)
where’s my pop punk cover of sisters of mercy’s marian
January 1, 2026 at 2:46 AM
where’s my pop punk cover of sisters of mercy’s marian