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CN/EN/JP. Creating a fantasy novel. 一次创作堆放场/西方魔幻/虚构历史。不定期更新。ADHD+ASD.
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I seriously need someone to talk to. The loneliness is slowly choking me.
Have never been good with self-promoting, but here’s a second try on introducing myself. Hi I’m Hanna, I do original fiction stuff that people don’t seem care. I mainly write, but also scribble daily.
我肯定不赞同这群读者的想法,评判作品的应该仍是作品的内容。fantasy到底就是一个题材,放在每个地理区域都会诞生更本土化的变体。
但是我不能改变别人的想法,更不可能让别人理解一点我的观点。感觉整个人都在挣扎,靠这种挣扎才能活下去
所以,算法给我推了个国内直男哥拍国外书店fantasy aisle然后对欧美那边大量的fantasy类型书发表“读西幻为什么要读国内作者的,直接读国外的不就行了”的post。
在这个账号也说过很多次fantasy类书籍在国内外出版的难度是不一样的,曝光度也完全不一样。在种种不利条件下继续用中文写作就好像是一件特别吃力不讨好的事情。很多中文读者根本不会领情,甚至还会对母语作品有偏见。
而回到国外作品的部分:到底什么才是国外作品?这些人会把生活在海外的华人作者的创作当作国外作品吗?

感觉就好像,很多人的世界里只有国内与国外,黑白分明;而国外的月亮特别圆,说什么都无法改变偏见。
到最后只有痛苦。
I have been very hesitated to talk about my novel. Talking about it even makes me feel vulnerable. I’m just frustrated, and I’m losing the faith in myself. The scribbles I have been doing even made things worse - they piled up and really masked writing part I have been doing.

I’m simply desperate.
It’s meant to be a height chart😕
Have been refining? the height chart so some redrawn faces
Note the rare beardless MC
Week 6-12 Oct
Scribbles (of characters in my novel that nobody reads)
Height chart kind of thing - lost interest half way (after having problems fitting them on the same canvas) so

Have been occupied and tired…
Forgot to upload this
Thought about adding filters etc but decided to keep it a scribble.
170925
Added faces to the back cuz why not
Chaotic wip that I may or may not finish
#doodle
压力很大。身边的人都叫我ddl前全心全意集中在工作任务上不要再想别的,但是我很累。我越想集中,就越恐慌。我好累,我好想休息,我已经工作不下去了。
我必须花几分钟涂鸦,感觉快要疯了。
工作上死催进度不良,写作一点结果都没有,累得想要呕吐。感觉世界上好事每一个和我有关系的。越想越暴躁
近期报告
看到这个合集的结果还是想笑 一想笑就不知道自己到底在干什么……

不记得有没有说过了,但是申请了cp32pre的普摊和创摊。但是看到一切努力之后还是这种热度就很搞笑,所以基本已经放弃对过审结果的希望了。

其他,从一两个月前开始尝试联系非同人类 实际的出版社。最近稍微有一点点眉目,但在等待进一步回复。想要听到好消息的心情和理智上感觉不应该抱有希望的心情同时存在,加上手头的工作下周截止,感觉人已经崩溃了。
暂时就这样。英语是第二语言所以不可避免地有不尽人意的地方。但是算是第一次尝试吧。如果以后正式决定翻译小说会请人本土化名称。
下面是小说的链接再び:
ao3 archiveofourown.org/works/595696...
lofter molyssssssssse.lofter.com/post/88f3a07...
cpp界面见图
欢迎阅读也欢迎聊天。 感恩🤯🤯🤯
“The Deillen” (Age 35 at death)

An undead Deillen man bearing striking resemblance to Nicolas' missing birth father, despite his denial of that identity.
The Deillen holds a ruthless demeanour, and counters the Sequorian invasion with magic.
He has lost most of his memories prior to resurrection.
“德伦人” (享年35)

与尼寇拉斯失踪的生父塔笛文
酷似,但坚决否认自己身份的德伦族男子。
奉行无情的行事准则,以魔法对抗帝国的侵略。
失去了大部分苏醒前的记忆。
Zerma (Age 23ish)

A woman said to be blessed by heavenly revelation, hence crowned with the name of an ancient saint.

Zerma was from a Haryantian clan that journeyed to Qa'Uvek. Her kin regard the invading Sequorian legion as saviours of the wasteland.
泽玛(自称22-23岁)

据说得到天启,因此冠上古代圣人之名的女人。
其家族为辗转来到卡乌维克的赫连特人。他们信任泽玛的话语,将入侵的帝国军队视为荒土的救星。
Saqib (Age 19?)

A youth born on Sequoria's border and raised in the city of Boraste. Saqib was forced to return to his deserted birthplace by a new edict.
Rejected by his motherland, yet unable to settle in with his foreign kindred for an untold reason. He is in a situation torn between two worlds.
萨奇 (18-19岁)

出生于帝国边境、生长于城市博拉斯忒的青年。因內法令的变动,被迫回到荒凉的故乡。
不被祖国接受,又因故无法与异乡的同族人友好相处。正可谓夹缝中的处境。
Seryn Cormorant (Age 24)

A student of Nicolas' stepfather, and a military scholar of magic. Seryn is a sincere figure who was once Nicolas' fiancée.

Knowing Nicolas has been keeping secrets from her, the two parted way for the man's lack of candour.
塞琳·孔莫兰特 (24岁)

尼寇拉斯继父的学生,随军的魔法学者。性格清廉。
是尼寇拉斯的前恋人。两人曾到了谈婚论嫁的程度,却因力尼寇拉斯的不坦诚而分道扬镳。
Nicolas Mondragon (Age 26)

The main PoV of the story.

Though being born into a prominent scholarly household, Nicolas suffered a troubled and chaotic adolescence.

Being an escapist, he left the family one day to wander afar. His abrupt departure eventually caused a rift between him and Seryn.