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23 // they/them // 18+ followers only please silly yap account for @spacecometeer.bsky.social where i talk about whatever i want. i like art and video games and planes and a bunch of other stuff. im also a tired adult so sometimes i yell at clouds
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one of those nights where im think about past sys hosts. i miss em they were silly. i mean we seem to have host changes at least every few years so its to be expected but its weird now that ive consciously been documenting parts long enough to be able to put names to different parts/eras of life
with social networking now, there’s nothing TANGIBLE— at least not in the same was as something like flipnotes were (something properly downloadable). its so easy to nuke social media profiles nowadays, and hell, most personal stuff is sent through things like discord. when its gone, its gone. idk
like even if contact is entirely lost, people grow up and move on, etc, those memories can still be somewhat maintained in SD cards. even if context is lost, proof exists to reflect back on. but even with things like internet archive (ily), data inherently slips though the cracks. links break. etc
i have a lot of thoughts but i can tell my dissociative issues are kicking my ass so i gotta chill out a little lol. but i am kinda thinking about how like. somehow with social media now i feel like itll be even harder to reconnect with people decades from now than something like old flipnotes
its weird having those memories being fuzzier now too. i retained so much information for so long about hatena and flipnote stuff but enough time has passed that everything is super hazy. so many friends, artists, that would otherwise be lost to time if it werent for archived works. its wild man
there were some folks where we managed to keep in touch until ~2015 or so but so much has changed for everyone in the past decade yknow. and as someone with memory issues its even harder. im thankful to have tactile evidence of folks existence in their silly old flipnotes
anyhow. this is just reminding me of how thankful i am to still know some of my old friends from hatena… a good 99% of them have been lost to time and it’s surreal to say the least. like last i heard from some of these folks was 12 years ago. and all i hope is that life is treating them well
went on sudomemo for the first time in years (my last apartment wifi couldnt connect) and just. lord its so neat seeing it still thriving. and on a semi related note god i forgot how good flipnote hatena sounds were ughhhhh i missed those sfx so much AUGH
went on sudomemo for the first time in years (my last apartment wifi couldnt connect) and just. lord its so neat seeing it still thriving. and on a semi related note god i forgot how good flipnote hatena sounds were ughhhhh i missed those sfx so much AUGH
images that send me into a coughing fit
pal drew stratos over that fucked up hamster and it’s genuinely been haunting me for days now
like come on dude get out of my house
i always forget my phone recognizes Graham Ness Payser as a person for Some Reason so my phone just like. makes an automatic album for him alongside like. photos of me and my dogs. its so scary
EXACTLYYYYYYYY like at that point yall are just exposing minors to that in the process and just. i dont like the normalization of fetishes around kids LOL. its such a slippery slope and i genuinely wish that (adults especially) would be way more careful
i always forget just how mortifying exploded models are for substance painter until i look at them
also the torso topology makes me cringe but its that dense bc of weird clipping when deforming the mesh with weight painting </3 my quads were beautiful before i promise this particular model was just weirdly problematic to deal with for literally no good reason
at this point this was actually my second attempt making the arms bc the first arms (that were nicer) broke for the same exact reason and like. i couldnt extrude anything or even move vertices it was a mess
for those nosey, these examples are exaggerated deformations just to show how extreme it was but the mirror modifier would just completely fuck itself, throw random vertices across the mirror, and also destroy random topology in the process (ex. torso in last pic) and i genuinely have no idea why
though if i went the full nine yards id prob want to make like. a base body mesh and then her outfit(s) on top… which isnt even necessarily hard, but that does mean needing to finalize the body design which like. idk. bc im not drawing much anymore its hard to conceptualize visually. but we’ll see
the body mesh is passable overall but it was weirdly temperamental to make and it doesnt deform how i want it too… and like i couldnt even put detail in the arms bc the mesh would literally explode on itself for some reason and like. i couldnt diagnose the problem it was just Odd
at some point i want to redo the body mesh of circa’s model entirely… or at least retopologize it… so i could then actually finish the somewhat placeholder-esq textures…… but i also dont. but i do. but i dont. bleh. LOL
big shoutout to a thrift store near me having a technics audio rack there for like $30 so now my various media devices arent just stacked on top of a night stand that’s seen better days. and even getting it home with an uber was way cheaper than anything on amazon. W
hello and goodbye fedex plane outside my window

an md-11 too. man
also im proud of the fact ive used my psp enough over the years that its original battery is still going strong… a good 90% of them have started to puff up but like. i consistently check mine (and play the console on n off over the years) and miraculously its still totally normal. insane