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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 3h

back of my neck also feels sore af so i am betting it is migraine and not dehydration headache after i went to intensive gym class day before 😭 i'll take the head pressure feeling with boiling water pouring over my brain feeling and the visual disturbances over this ngl

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 3h

ive had 1 migraine this year that ended up with headache bc usually i just get other symptoms without it but its like this time the symptoms went by and headache struck tenfold. oughhhh

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 3h

had to take a sick day bc headache has been killing me since yesterday and pain relievers straight up dont touch it whats going on

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Shen Comix @shenanigansen.bsky.social · 1d

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 4d

i am recording timelapse in csp but oh my god it is ballooning the file size. might have to cut it off midway here bc i think once it hits 1G (halfway there) it will lag and BSoD my laptop again

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 4d

oh no i just realized how small my canvas is. oh well this is for practice/fun anyway. yay i dont do prints ig lol?

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 4d

i can trust u guys with WIPs right...

working on style practice from certain novel and im just sad this level of detail will be lost on zooming out 😭 forever admiring og artist......

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 8d

TY. shockingly enough last few days i had a burst of energy and im back to normal 😭 WHAT happened there idk (estimating i got very anemic for that week??) unfortunately my normal is still Tired so... hoping for stars to align to sit down and draw bc rn feels like i gotta move mountains to do so OTL

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 12d

devastated bc ive been having a lot of drawing ideas but straight up -10 energy to do anything. my fatigue last year from health stuff is child's play compared to the exhaustion now. how the hell

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 12d

this sucks. im on 2 medications both with sleepiness side effects and i slept 10 hrs today, then 4 hr nap in the afternoon, and STILL sleepy. just fighting off fatigue whole day 😢 dont want to be reliant on coffee since it barely helps but idk what else i can do

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 14d

for the rest*. anyway. got me really worried there ngl. i had some extras before but my dosage increased recently AND i had to reschedule my appt by almost a week so i literally only have enough for tonight and tomorrow...

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 14d

luckily i called and the pharmacy tech told me she can fill me 3 tablets out of stock they have (not enough for my qty) and then when they restock i come back for the test. phew.

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 14d

bruh. my pharmacy is out of my medication and only gets restocked on monday and i dont have enough until then 💀 not smth i can skip a day for

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 15d

not me accidentally clicking on a very obvious virus on a page and it triggering like 5 popups at once. didn't download anything so hopefully ok lmao

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

was supposed to draw after work. full of ideas. failed miserably.

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

ok moving on to next ost albums on my shuffle

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

gorgeous aesthetics, fucked up and violent/bloody lore starring cat creatures, great characters (esp MC imho as lore gets revealed) oughhh rеd cаndle gаmes i would do anything for u

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

finishing this game i went to post like: good game 👍 *forgets about it week later*
but if i think more than 15 seconds about it or listen to OST: PLAY THIS GAME NOWWWW BILLIONS MUST EXPERIENCE THIS EITHER PLAY OR WATCH PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

youtu.be/jo_-vr1FwJ0?...

Collage - Nine Sols | Official Music Video

YouTube video by Red Candle Games

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

im trying to work out my issues (unchecked oсd all this time apparently + anxiety i know) and dont think I'll ever get to date lmao.

anyway!!! sorry for personal issues rant but theres less ppl seeing my stuff here! back to work.

Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

not unpacking the thought where im much more comfortable with female friends and female companionship in general. probably my 50 layers of my anxiety and low self confidence.

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

maybe i just really didnt click with few guys i met up, tho on paper everything aligned logically b/w us and i really should've. felt something. but..

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

all i want is like. deep partnership. step above friendship but step below general romance stuff? irl romance feels so.. ick if towards me. just general idea and society expectation.

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

from my 'dating' attempts last year and general lack of wanting to do so im getting closer to being forced to unpack the thought i might be aro. ace i knew but aro. hm.

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

this is so embarassing but i had a dream last night of very stupid nonsense videogame like plot where i get betrayed but saved by antagonist but there was such deep longing and understanding im seriously haunted this morning

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Vika @neimango.bsky.social · 16d

the ARG has been going on for over a week and still idk what its gonna be... pls be dlc bc the game was GREAT but i barely see any discussion so its tough to keep up the hype internally 😭