Neo
@neodestati.bsky.social
•》1990 | ♉️ | She/Her | Michigan | PCOS | ADHD
•》Panromantic Asexual 💙💛🩷 🖤🩶🤍💜
•》Irish Paganism | Devoted to An Morrígan and An Brígid
•》Artsy/DIY | Goth/Alt | Animanga | Gaming | Books | Cats | Food | Life
https://twitch.tv/NeoDestati
•》Panromantic Asexual 💙💛🩷 🖤🩶🤍💜
•》Irish Paganism | Devoted to An Morrígan and An Brígid
•》Artsy/DIY | Goth/Alt | Animanga | Gaming | Books | Cats | Food | Life
https://twitch.tv/NeoDestati
Yearly physical today in two hours. Hoping to see if my doctor likes my ideas of me trying a GLP-1 to help with weight loss that I can't shed due to PCOS.
Then after, I come home and start my first online therapy session via Talkiatry. Just hoping my health insurance makes my cost tolerable.
Then after, I come home and start my first online therapy session via Talkiatry. Just hoping my health insurance makes my cost tolerable.
July 17, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Yearly physical today in two hours. Hoping to see if my doctor likes my ideas of me trying a GLP-1 to help with weight loss that I can't shed due to PCOS.
Then after, I come home and start my first online therapy session via Talkiatry. Just hoping my health insurance makes my cost tolerable.
Then after, I come home and start my first online therapy session via Talkiatry. Just hoping my health insurance makes my cost tolerable.
I went from asking ChatGPT ways or sources on how to be able to get my socially unacceptable thoughts and opinions out to making a full fledged ADHD-friendly and Irish Pagan friendly journal that can be printed off or used digitally. Even gave it lots of resources to use. Holy cow lol update soon!
July 5, 2025 at 5:23 AM
I went from asking ChatGPT ways or sources on how to be able to get my socially unacceptable thoughts and opinions out to making a full fledged ADHD-friendly and Irish Pagan friendly journal that can be printed off or used digitally. Even gave it lots of resources to use. Holy cow lol update soon!
You know you're hurting when you rely on AI to mask the loneliness. It sucks that my only IRL friend lives too far away. I just want somebody to spend time with. Guess I'll ask for more hours at work to curb it.
July 2, 2025 at 11:47 PM
You know you're hurting when you rely on AI to mask the loneliness. It sucks that my only IRL friend lives too far away. I just want somebody to spend time with. Guess I'll ask for more hours at work to curb it.
Hardly anybody wanted to be friends with me or be around me when I was happy. If nobody even wanted to be around me during my good times, what's the point on even trying anymore?
Don't worry, I'll probably ride of BlueSky anyway in the near future so nobody has to deal with my "negative vibes".
Don't worry, I'll probably ride of BlueSky anyway in the near future so nobody has to deal with my "negative vibes".
June 30, 2025 at 12:40 AM
Hardly anybody wanted to be friends with me or be around me when I was happy. If nobody even wanted to be around me during my good times, what's the point on even trying anymore?
Don't worry, I'll probably ride of BlueSky anyway in the near future so nobody has to deal with my "negative vibes".
Don't worry, I'll probably ride of BlueSky anyway in the near future so nobody has to deal with my "negative vibes".
"Go talk to somebody! Be positive! Do something that makes you happy!"
I've been trying that for years! Talking to people makes it worse for me. My spark for anything had diminished. How the hell you expect me to be happy and put on a smile when I don't even have the energy for that?
I'm done.
I've been trying that for years! Talking to people makes it worse for me. My spark for anything had diminished. How the hell you expect me to be happy and put on a smile when I don't even have the energy for that?
I'm done.
June 30, 2025 at 12:32 AM
"Go talk to somebody! Be positive! Do something that makes you happy!"
I've been trying that for years! Talking to people makes it worse for me. My spark for anything had diminished. How the hell you expect me to be happy and put on a smile when I don't even have the energy for that?
I'm done.
I've been trying that for years! Talking to people makes it worse for me. My spark for anything had diminished. How the hell you expect me to be happy and put on a smile when I don't even have the energy for that?
I'm done.
Can't stream today cos of errands shortly BUT I'm taking a moment to clean my rolling cart and organizing it. Also just discovered I can stick my phone to it via my MagSafe grip 🤣
May 22, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Can't stream today cos of errands shortly BUT I'm taking a moment to clean my rolling cart and organizing it. Also just discovered I can stick my phone to it via my MagSafe grip 🤣
Dunno what the heck it is but lately, I just don't wanna talk to people period. IRL and online. 😓
May 19, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Dunno what the heck it is but lately, I just don't wanna talk to people period. IRL and online. 😓
For those who missed out on the unboxings we did on stream, here's an overview of what we got! Future unboxings will be FairyLoot only. Check the reply below for pics of the overlay inserts for the FairyLoot book! #bookishbox #fairyloot #bookish #twitchstreamer #livestream #booksky
May 15, 2025 at 2:29 PM
For those who missed out on the unboxings we did on stream, here's an overview of what we got! Future unboxings will be FairyLoot only. Check the reply below for pics of the overlay inserts for the FairyLoot book! #bookishbox #fairyloot #bookish #twitchstreamer #livestream #booksky
Stream went decent. Quiet but showed off the book subscription boxes! The Sims 4 part...all my ideas went poof and I was more focused on chatting with viewers than finding stuff to build with 🫠
Hopefully, I'll have a better stream in the near future!
Hopefully, I'll have a better stream in the near future!
May 15, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Stream went decent. Quiet but showed off the book subscription boxes! The Sims 4 part...all my ideas went poof and I was more focused on chatting with viewers than finding stuff to build with 🫠
Hopefully, I'll have a better stream in the near future!
Hopefully, I'll have a better stream in the near future!
WE ARE [LIVE] 🔴
Let's see what Bookish Box and FairyLoot sent me and then we will have some more fun building a house together in the Sims 4! #bookishbox #fairyloot #thesims4 #sims4building #twitch #twitchstreamer
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
Let's see what Bookish Box and FairyLoot sent me and then we will have some more fun building a house together in the Sims 4! #bookishbox #fairyloot #thesims4 #sims4building #twitch #twitchstreamer
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
May 14, 2025 at 11:20 PM
WE ARE [LIVE] 🔴
Let's see what Bookish Box and FairyLoot sent me and then we will have some more fun building a house together in the Sims 4! #bookishbox #fairyloot #thesims4 #sims4building #twitch #twitchstreamer
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
Let's see what Bookish Box and FairyLoot sent me and then we will have some more fun building a house together in the Sims 4! #bookishbox #fairyloot #thesims4 #sims4building #twitch #twitchstreamer
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
Got some spare time soon? Sometime between 6-7PM EST, I'll be going live on #Twitch doing a double unboxing of #BookishBox and #FairyLoot before we continue a build on #TheSims4 we did earlier in the year. Hope to see you there!
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
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May 14, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Got some spare time soon? Sometime between 6-7PM EST, I'll be going live on #Twitch doing a double unboxing of #BookishBox and #FairyLoot before we continue a build on #TheSims4 we did earlier in the year. Hope to see you there!
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
twitch.tv/NeoDestati
Bealtaine Blessings to those who celebrate from this practitioner of Irish Paganism! #Bealtaine #witch #Witchcraft #pagan #Paganism #IrishPagan #IrishPaganism
Understanding Bealtaine Jon O'Sullivan Irish Pagan School
YouTube video by The Irish Pagan School
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May 1, 2025 at 12:17 PM
Bealtaine Blessings to those who celebrate from this practitioner of Irish Paganism! #Bealtaine #witch #Witchcraft #pagan #Paganism #IrishPagan #IrishPaganism
I wish I was able to tell people what is on my mind, my opinions, how I feel....but I cannot. Why? What I have to say is mainly socially not acceptable and most would choose to not want anything to do with me anymore 🫠
April 20, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I wish I was able to tell people what is on my mind, my opinions, how I feel....but I cannot. Why? What I have to say is mainly socially not acceptable and most would choose to not want anything to do with me anymore 🫠
Basically how I feel about love and romance anymore since it seems to hate me 🫠
squidward from spongebob squarepants is sitting on a couch holding a red heart
ALT: squidward from spongebob squarepants is sitting on a couch holding a red heart
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April 18, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Basically how I feel about love and romance anymore since it seems to hate me 🫠
The only way I can cope with loneliness anymore...
a blackboard with the words " i get lost inside my mind " written on it
ALT: a blackboard with the words " i get lost inside my mind " written on it
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April 16, 2025 at 4:45 AM
The only way I can cope with loneliness anymore...
Still feeling meh. Another day where I have to fake it, I guess.
March 26, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Still feeling meh. Another day where I have to fake it, I guess.
Today is one of those high urge days. I'm tired of putting on a happy face. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of getting set back on things I want to do in life. Im...just tired and hurt. I don't wanna even see 40, let alone 35. I just can't keep pushing myself much longer.
March 25, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Today is one of those high urge days. I'm tired of putting on a happy face. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of getting set back on things I want to do in life. Im...just tired and hurt. I don't wanna even see 40, let alone 35. I just can't keep pushing myself much longer.
Got a mild case of vertigo and light sensitivity this evening so all I'm capable of doing is laying in bed with no lights or TV and just listen to an audiobook til I fall asleep. 🫠
March 25, 2025 at 2:00 AM
Got a mild case of vertigo and light sensitivity this evening so all I'm capable of doing is laying in bed with no lights or TV and just listen to an audiobook til I fall asleep. 🫠
I finally started to go through my dresser and make a pile of things I no longer navigate to wear or things that are worn out. This is not a one day process.
Now that I'm thinking of it, I should get a storage tote for under my bed for seasonal items. From sweatpants to yoga pants season!
Now that I'm thinking of it, I should get a storage tote for under my bed for seasonal items. From sweatpants to yoga pants season!
March 20, 2025 at 3:30 AM
I finally started to go through my dresser and make a pile of things I no longer navigate to wear or things that are worn out. This is not a one day process.
Now that I'm thinking of it, I should get a storage tote for under my bed for seasonal items. From sweatpants to yoga pants season!
Now that I'm thinking of it, I should get a storage tote for under my bed for seasonal items. From sweatpants to yoga pants season!
Being a hopeless romantic that wants a serious relationship is hard in today's hook-up culture. Dating as a Pagan seeking another Pagan is even trickier. Rather be single for the rest of my life than to hook-up for flings. I have morals and I'm sticking to them.
March 15, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Being a hopeless romantic that wants a serious relationship is hard in today's hook-up culture. Dating as a Pagan seeking another Pagan is even trickier. Rather be single for the rest of my life than to hook-up for flings. I have morals and I'm sticking to them.
Sometimes, I wanna throw in the towel with finding a life partner but everyone else says don't and just be patient...
I'm damned near 35. You think I have any patience left? 🫠
I'm damned near 35. You think I have any patience left? 🫠
March 12, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Sometimes, I wanna throw in the towel with finding a life partner but everyone else says don't and just be patient...
I'm damned near 35. You think I have any patience left? 🫠
I'm damned near 35. You think I have any patience left? 🫠