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GEMiNI ♊️
@novabeanxoxo.bsky.social
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I’m just here for the giggles and memes Katie 💖 my whole heart 💫 bffs 4ever Dani 🖤 my whole ass ✨ brave lil toasters 5ever Cats, Sourdough, Swiftie, Stardew Valley, Raving here and there
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But just like everything else, give me some time and I’ll find myself again. It just might take longer this time ❤️‍🩹
But the honest truth is, that I’m scared.

I’m scared everyone is going to let me fade into the background, that their current lives don’t have a place for me anymore.

I have so much love to give, and it truly has been taken for granted over and over and over again.

The pain feels unbearable.
I don’t know how to handle not being invited.
I don’t know how to handle not being thought about.
I don’t know how to handle never being taken seriously.

I’ve experienced this here and there lately but now is when the real pain begins and I have to set expectations for myself.
I don’t know if it’s getting older or I’m just changing but life is about to get really hard. I’m about to be really isolated and lonely and I’m actually very scared.

I’m grateful I’m about to move in with my sister who is one of my best friends but I’ve removed myself from everyone else…
I need to rant for a second
It’s truly so fucking heartless that property management companies charge $150 for a fucking late fee. Like.. I can’t pay my rent my guy? What makes you think I have an extra $150 to pay? This is so frustrating and depressing.
First day back on tinder and I’m already vibing with a pretty girl my age 🥺 W!!!!

We have two plans in place already LMAO
3 months ago JJ told me he wanted to hangout with me more and now I see him weekly 🥺🩷 thankful for his beautiful friendship!!

Listen yall, that’s all it takes. I’ll start bothering you immediately once you admit you want to be my friend.
Why the fuck am I trying to resolve animosity to preserve a friendship with someone who is nine years younger than me? Hello?? Who am I? I need a reality check
I know this online survivor game stressed the tf out and I’m beating myself up over how it ended.

But I got 2nd place in my first ORG ever. Best confessionalist, Player of the Season, Best Alliance & Best Duo 🥺
I think I’d personally like to erase my memories from the past month
Jonathan and I are going to the Perfect Person Dial Tone Tour!!!!!! Screaming crying throwing up!!
I need to be held and kissed on the forehead type shit
Basically, I’m crashing out. 🩷
Reminder; when you start losing all your friends one by one within a couple of days.. consider you might be the problem and get help 💗
Yall me and my best friends are making moves 😭

Katie got promoted to AGM
Dani is moving salons and bought a car
I’m almost done with my phlebotomy program and moving to a house in a few months

I JUST WANNA SEE MY FRIENDS SUCCEED!!
If it wasn’t for my PTO, I would not be doing this job right now. I hate it here.
I haven’t woke up feeling this depressed in so long. On top of feeling alone and like I can’t confide in anyone, that dream I just had fucked me up beyond belief. I don’t know the last time I felt this way..
WRECKNO PLAYING TATE 🥺🩷
Forever obsessed with any LSDREAM project. I never get to dance like that 🥺💗
BUT we will see if the feeling goes away in a couple days or not. I’m feeling particularly out of place in all areas of my life and it hurts
Once again, the feeling of the world ending was likely because my period just started.
Been really feeling like disappearing lately