✮Nova✮
@novarexic.bsky.social
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𓊈17𓊉 🎤 shedbsky 🎧 ┊⏤͟͟͞͞☆ 5’1” ⊹•* hw: 130-150? ⊹•* lw: 98.4 ⊹•* cw: 111 ⊹•* gw: 95 ⊹•* ugw: 80 ⊹•* cbmi: 21┊⏤͟͟͞͞★
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novarexic.bsky.social
How am I supposed to thrive and grow a drug empire in these god damn conditions
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novarexic.bsky.social
When I was rawdogging the nausea/before I was nausea 24/7, I used to think "im glad im not dependent on a prescription drug" and now, look at me, very much dependent on zofran every time I eat to not immediately get nausea and puke it up
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starzry.bsky.social
Reply for one:))🙏🏻
novarexic.bsky.social
All is not well the weed is no longer affective
novarexic.bsky.social
All is well i just needed weed
novarexic.bsky.social
I can actively feel my migraine getting worse just reading this omfg that pisses me off so much
novarexic.bsky.social
Sobbing, yelling, and moaning in pain and agony while trying and failing to eat one whole cracker might be the most pathetic state ive ever been in
novarexic.bsky.social
Sobbing first thing in the morning because the nausea is 10x worse than yesterday and now I have a migraine. Im trying to get myself to eat some fuckass crackers but im so scared I cant stop shaking god make it stop
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novarexic.bsky.social
All is well i just needed weed
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clown-pants.bsky.social
the fact that you said "Johnny Cash to the Living Tombstone" is really getting me because the other day i was listening to Mercy Seat (by Johnny C@sh) and for some reason it shuffled to I Got No Time by TLT 🧍

this is just so hyper-specific that i need u to know this is a shared experience 😔
novarexic.bsky.social
Omg thats so silly lolol I didn't actually expect many people to have that exact experience
novarexic.bsky.social
Every day I wake up with less and less will to live i dont think ive ever TRULY felt this hopeless before
I feel like im watching the whole world burn and crumble around me. How am I supposed to want to LIVE in this world if I can barely even SURVIVE it?
novarexic.bsky.social
Im gonna fucking cry again omfg I was finally not nauseous and then it just comes right back ive taken so much Zofran over the past few weeks and it only provides temporary relief
novarexic.bsky.social
Im also so incredibly sick to my stomach, just like every other day before today. Im so fucking tired god just let me rest I dont have time to be feeling like this rn
novarexic.bsky.social
Feeling absolutely miserable today, I think weed withdrawal is making it a lot worse but the point still stands
My wrists keep fucking popping out of place every few minutes and it doesnt hurt that bad but it still hurts all the same
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diemenowpls.bsky.social
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novarexic.bsky.social
Something about the internet that makes me feel oddly comforted is the fact there are so so so many people out there experiencing the same hardships that I am. It makes me feel a little less alone seeing just how many people have shared experiences with me, even if they're not the happiest
novarexic.bsky.social
I have a horrible feeling of impending doom whenever I think about the scenario of me being sent to a psych ward and now im gonna be paranoid about it
Part of me wonders if things will get bad enough to warrant that or if I can just make it till I move out and they cant do anything to me
novarexic.bsky.social
Accidentally omaded a small bowl of hash
Barely left my bed, was hoping to get weed so I could have my appetite back but its being postponed till hopefully no later than tomorrow morning