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✨ ess ✨
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🔞 | freak | gross, problematic & dead dove | censorship 🚫 | ship & let ship, aka., proship | minors & antis will be blocked

#firstkhaotung | #ntiweci | #29daffodils
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#firstkhaotung #anime #manga #boyslove #FicCommissions #commissions

reskeets appreciated.

details, ao3 & kofi linked below.
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title : maybe i just wanna be yours

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/77102726

ship : #sandray

fandom : #OnlyFriendsSeries

tags : established relationship, pet play, puppy sand, dom/sub
January 5, 2026 at 12:38 AM
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Drawn for anon 🌟 first Anubis oc drawing!

#art
December 16, 2025 at 2:14 AM
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three stories, ch. 1 - bostonray
1.2k | E

✨ terrible, drunken sex. that's pretty much it
✨ mewray and bostonmew chapters coming soon

archiveofourown.org/works/758496...
three stories - Chapter 1 - madsabouthugh - เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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December 16, 2025 at 4:18 AM
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Key seeking out straight men at their first K-pop concert to heckle and then tell them that in the future they will discover something about themselves 💅🌈 I love him
December 14, 2025 at 3:21 PM
🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️

#sandray #firstkhaotung
December 14, 2025 at 3:40 PM
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The horrors persist but so do I, but also could the horrors like. slow down perhaps
December 13, 2025 at 8:31 PM
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昨日のイベント関連で色々と🆙したいんだけれども、ハイタの時の撮影と自分のコメントのイマイチさに凹みまくって撃沈してた1日でした😭

そんな日の最後は、この笑顔を見ながら終わりたい

もうタイに帰ったのかな?

お休みna💓

#FirstKhaotung
December 14, 2025 at 2:58 PM
my bestie got her PhD admission in one of the best colleges in the country and here I am feeling like an absolute ghoul because i dunno how to be happy for her without reminding myself I have been jobless for 6 months now. ahhh. thought i'd left this behind but seems i have not.
December 14, 2025 at 8:36 AM
waiting for the day when I'll be rich and shinee will hold a concert in India and or better, do an India tour, and they'll actually come to my city instead of just being stuck in mumbai. #shinee
December 14, 2025 at 7:57 AM
OH MY GOD MY DEAR OH GOOD 😭
December 14, 2025 at 7:56 AM
kinda forgot it's melody of secrets day. damn.

#forcebook #MelodyOfSecrets
December 14, 2025 at 7:55 AM
atp bsky and tumblr, devoid of smut as they may be, are the only peaceful places to exist on the net it seems.
December 14, 2025 at 7:46 AM
OH MY GOD WE FINALLY GOT #theepeach KISS!!?!!!!!!!
December 13, 2025 at 6:20 PM
“i'm interested in you.”

(let's just say that it was a perfect killshot. i dunno how peach still hasn't caught on, but if it were happening to me, I'd have married khun thee in a heartbeat.)

#MeAndThee #pondphuwin
December 13, 2025 at 5:35 PM
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AHHHHH. lion dancing AND FirstKhaotung.

This shows gonna make me cry, I can feel it but I'm so excited for this one
#theinvisibledragon #firstkhaotung #gmmtv2026

youtu.be/vM6E73hy9-8?...
เคียงมังกร The Invisible Dragon | GMMTV 2026
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November 25, 2025 at 9:28 PM
swap me with peach from me and thee. i want what that guy has. well paying freelance job, a wealthy cute boy mafia man to woo me and just a lot of actually nice coworkers.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 11:

If you could switch lives with a character from a 2025 BL series, who would it be and why?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:50 PM
khun thee (me and thee) and jet (khemjira). such great characters tbh.

especially jet, i have such a soft spot for him.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 10:

Which BL character(s) from 2025 live in your head rent-free?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:48 PM
mekdech (the scene when they kiss for the first time) and charnjet (the entire smut scene lmao).

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 9:

Best BL Kisses?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:47 PM
memoir of rati, hands down. and me and thee tbh. both of them, even though M&T isn't finished yet.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 8:

What were your most romantic BLs?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:46 PM
lmao don't think i've watched enough for this one, but but, BURNOUT syndrome comes close.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 6:

What series were almost too toxic for you to handle? You wanted to put it down, but you couldn't stop watching.🙈

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:45 PM
the charnjet smut from khemjira. that's the most insane chemistry + acting + love overflowing in a single scene. i know it didn't have a lot of spice, but it had a fuckton of intimacy and that is more important to me in my books so.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 5:

What were the spiciest BLs this year?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:44 PM
good lord it is me and thee. such a gem of a show. a proper romcom, it became what THK promised to be and miserably failed. but here we have M&T knocking the ball out of the park every single episode. absolutely goldmine this one.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 4:

What BL this year made you laugh the hardest?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:42 PM
eh, none, tbh. i need a lot these days to cry but I've also been a zombie lately, what with being jobless for almost 6 months now lmao. so yeah, none.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 3:

Which BLs had you crying your heart out this year?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:40 PM
huh, i think memoir of rati. it was so good. not very plotty or very memorable, but I do feel it had good acting and chemistry which, tbh, is all I care about. or maybe i don't, but it was a good one.

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 2:

🫂What were your comfort BLs of 2025?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:38 PM
okay, off the top of my head :
that summer
khemjira
THK
MoRati
½ of P10L
Revamp
MGB

yeah that's about it, so like, 7.

(what a poor number lmao)

#BL2025Wrapped_ntiweci
Let’s wrap up the year with questions about your favorite BL experiences, moments, and series.
Each day in December, I will post a new question.

BL 2025 Wrapped: Your Year in Review
Day 1:

🥂How many BL series did you watch this year?

Don’t forget the hashtag:
#BL2025Wrapped
December 13, 2025 at 1:36 PM