anika 💫
@obliviani.bsky.social
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hi, I’m Anika, a freelance illustrator and self-taught digital artist excited to make this app my new home! Here’s some of my #art my commissions are open + I’m always looking for projects, so I’d love to collaborate with some writers, musicians, and fellow artists c:

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I have no regrets, which I suppose is better than most can say.

For now, I’ll continue on as I’ve tried to do and live with the many changes that come with life. I still yearn to create, so that is what I will do. It’s because of him I’m the nerd into the music and media I am today.
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I’ve been getting better little by little, but recovery (& depression) feels much like a rollercoaster.

I’m not really sad & can’t bring myself to cry anymore. Death is simply part of the human experience and I accept that there is no changing things now.
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I find that I can’t say that that is true. The past two weeks after saying goodbye, I’ve been extremely sick. Like a cruel parting gift, I continue to cough after months of hearing my loved one suffer with it nonstop (which stressed me tf out and basically gave me PTSD).
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I turned 26 the other day. I’ve always hated birthdays. For many of the past years, I’d wished and pleaded (and planned) with Death to take me before reaching this age. This past year, I was doing better and had been planning to post on my birthday about how that wish had been forgotten, but now,
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out and did everything I could to stop and reverse it. Though, I could tell he had given up several weeks before death. He passed on July 14th in an eerily similar (nearly the exact same) way to my grandmother. It was like reliving the experience at the hospital all over again.
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He had stage 4 lung cancer (never smoked a day in his life, but his POS father did), which progressed and mutated after immunotherapy and an operation that was supposed to open his airway only made it smaller. I spent the most time with him in his last weeks, watched him deteriorate from the inside
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the last few months I’ve spent becoming my dad’s caretaker, making sure he took his meds/supplements, did his daily tasks, making his meals and countless teas, etc. Our daily lives and routines had become deeply intertwined, so much so, that the roles of parent and child felt completely reversed.
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hi, haven’t posted in a while! I apologize to you all and myself for not creating as much as I’d have liked to. A lot has changed and I hope to get back to it, so here’s a life update.

tw: cancer, death, depression, suicidal thoughts
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Lemme see if I have anything purple. Yea that‘s the only one 😆🙏

#sukuna #jjk #jujutsukaisen #呪術廻戦 #nightyart
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Nerdjo <3 #jjk #jujutsukaisen #gojosatoru
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repeatedly and tried to follow me inside before running away to the park around the corner. Thankfully, it was my new neighbor’s dog who’s just very friendly and escaped when their gate was left open. His name is Hank 😭 2/2
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I was going through the back of my car and suddenly heard heavy breathing behind me like a horror movie. When I turned around, there was the most muscular dog I’ve ever seen, with the head of a pit bull and body of a bulldog just staring at me, no one else around. When I spoke, he barked at me 1/2
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Happy #InternationalWomensDay !

#dandadan #jjk #BLEACH
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happy valentine’s day! <3 #jjk #jujutsukaisen
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happy valentine’s day! <3 #jjk #jujutsukaisen
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lighting & rendering study! (@naajisinterlude on xhs/tiktok)
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If you see this, post your purple art!
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Danish Gothic #vinlandsaga
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Klimt’s “The Kiss” x Guts & Casca #berserk
Guts holding Casca’s chin and kissing her cheek while she holds his hand and wraps an around him in the same pose as Gustav Klimt’s famous “The Kiss” painting. She’s covered in flowers and he has leaves in his hair as they kneel in a flowery, grassy area., shrouded in starlight
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I’m alive! expect some csm (& possibly fire punch) art this month 💥
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Danish Gothic #vinlandsaga
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who knew designing weapons was so fun? I wanted to practice form language with the symmetry tool and I’m having a ball 🗡️
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I just got a comment on xiaohongshu saying “big brother, you must cook more often. I love eating it.” lmao made my day