Chiaki Nanami
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" Belief without doubt...is simply a lie." Writer: #BernMun #DRRP #MVRP. Serious|Casual|Suggestive|Lewd|Angst 18+ Writer.
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observergamer.bsky.social
bern

The fact that us meeting in Danganronpa RP on Twitter is an indicator how long we've been together is.... yeah-.

We did have Hundred Lines which is in the spirit of DR but a different genre... Something I wanna check out. But that's the closest to a modern DR beyond the Summer spin-off.
popidolsensation.bsky.social
(Tbh, I wasn't expecting the DR verse to come back to life? Like, it's been eight years since DR v3 (ow my age), and the most we've had was a summer spin off after that?)
observergamer.bsky.social
bern

Let me just... undust Chiaki.
observergamer.bsky.social
bern

I cant. I can't. I just deactivated her to clear my head. I keep getting dreams of people mocking me for being down like this. I keep getting waking dreams of a fucking corpse.

Get this shit out of my head..fuckrufkfuck
observergamer.bsky.social
Would you do it for Kaori's sake if she asked...? So she can live alongside you...? Even if you think it would 'taint' her?"

All the hard questions.
observergamer.bsky.social
accused of sometimes.

"...I know some people who have broken because of pain. But just because one has doesn't mean 100s should be lumped with them. Everyone is human. Some deal with grief and loss differently than others.

As for your friend... If she asked to be saved, would you do it?-
observergamer.bsky.social
"Is she... Is she as popular as you say she is? Chances are she could be... Ahem...

Single track minded. Not saying anything about her here. Just more or less saying that some people have a one track mind and just ignore everything around them sometimes."

Which is what Reina is tend to be-
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
to her. This world doesn't deserve her. ...I would save her, but I know that the price we'd pay for keeping her in this world is something that would soil her. She's too kind and bright to sacrifice somebody else to save herself. I don't think she'd be Kaori anymore if she carried that burden..."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...Even I don't know what's going on here. But it was clearly someone distressed so I had to do something... If that makes sense."
observergamer.bsky.social
bern

More Danganronpa muses yay-
observergamer.bsky.social
she has a lot of positivity with how you talk about her.

The kind of positivity that the world needs... No pessimism, no cynicism... No defeatism. Just a bit of positivity. Even if it may be blind, it's better than drowning in despair and sadness..."
observergamer.bsky.social
them to cherish.

It... may hurt... It always does. But sometimes after the pain is fond memories to look back on...

...If you were in your families place, would you rather push them away or make them happy? Talk to them, hang out with them?

And... what would Kaori think? It sounds like-
observergamer.bsky.social
behind permanent, happy memories.

And... if your friend outlives you somehow, wouldn't you want her... Kaori to think back on what you have done with her?

Same with your sisters. Losing a family member or loved one is painful. But what makes it beautiful is having those fond moments with-
observergamer.bsky.social
all? If they don't see you smiling? Even if you disagree with everything they do... I am sure the happy memories can balance it out.

I have friends who I disagree with their practices but hanging out with them makes me happy.

I guess for me, even if I die for a third time, I want to leave-
observergamer.bsky.social
it'd be more in tune with her style. So instead of pushing her away... give her alternatives."

While she knows why her sister may join them, Chiaki does want to offer as many solutions that isn't "Push them away as possible" to Celia.

"...Would it be more painful if they never knew you at-
observergamer.bsky.social
them, they sound like Future Foundation and the Remnants of Despair.... Which I wouldn't be shocked if people from both are in them."

She does know Junko is on the evil side, at least. That woman is vocal. But she clears her throat.

"At least, Pokemon clubs would be a lot safer. And maybe-
observergamer.bsky.social
"Admittedly, what i learned about groups is for every unstable person, there is at least one or two sensible people there. Though the question remains is if those sensible people would be worth it in the end.

...I don't know too much about these groups except the last time you told me about-
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
determined to outlive her so she doesn't have to mourn for me."

...She faltered, but ultimately Celia largely stood her ground. But still, that might have been the first time a crack in her armor was hit.
observergamer.bsky.social
do you want them all to be positive to look back on?"

Chiaki is trying at least. Given what happened with her and her world, it makes sense...
observergamer.bsky.social
I am just throwing ideas.

...There's people who I know who wouldn't last long and I know bonding with them would hurt. But... having those good memories to look back on would be nice, you know?

What if your siblings dropped dead...? Would you want your memories to be bitter and hateful? Or-
observergamer.bsky.social
they did and... maybe see their point of view? Perhaps find an alternate solution?

Like... instead of these groups for your sister, maybe find some Pokemon Club for them? That way it'd be lower stakes and she'd probably find friends.

It may not be a solution you would want, which I am sorry.-
observergamer.bsky.social
for them to look back on positively to remember you when you are gone or have them feel eternal hatred for you for as long as you live?

I... I get where you're coming from. You want to make people better. You want them to be happy. But have you decided to ask /why/ they're onto the stuff as-
observergamer.bsky.social
"...No child should ever be thinking that way."

Celia reminds her of the Warriors of Hope. Thankfully Celia hasn't fallen as hard as the Warriors did. At least Celia isn't going on a mass adult killing spree (Hopefully).

"...What would be worse? Bonding with someone and making happy memories-
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
then that's worth it even if it makes them hate me. But bonding with them will only hurt them in the end... So let them curse the day I was born, because then they can benefit from my actions without shedding a single tear when I'm gone."

...This is such a fucked up mentality for a kid...
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𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒... 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡. 𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏𝑡... 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑦 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑒
observergamer.bsky.social
"...It sounds like they have good reason why they're trying to bond with you, correct? They probably do want to have you in their lives.

...You kind of sound introverted. Or worse, full-on anti-social. Which can create issues-

...A fan club?"
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
"Only my sisters have been trying, thankfully. ...My crush kind of just made me care without specifically trying. She's just... Special.

But thankfully, people mostly leave me alo- Well. The nurses have a fan club toward me for some reason. ...I don't know why. But they stay professional."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...You really do not sound like a people person. Have there people who have been trying to make you care about them?

...I worry this may make people upset, admittedly speaking... If they think you're like that."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...You really do not sound like a people person. Have there people who have been trying to make you care about them?

...I worry this may make people upset, admittedly speaking... If they think you're like that."
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
"...People can hate me if they want. That will probably be less painful for them. ...And less annoying for me. I don't exactly like people in general. There are a few good ones, but... Most people I'm aware of disgust me."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...There is so much I want to ask but I think it'd be best if I don't."

Chiaki feels it'd be a huge exposition dump.

"And yet acting uncaring scares people off and makes them hate you. I prefer showing I care to make people happy.."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...There is so much I want to ask but I think it'd be best if I don't."

Chiaki feels it'd be a huge exposition dump.

"And yet acting uncaring scares people off and makes them hate you. I prefer showing I care to make people happy.."
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
"...I honestly died way later than I expected, so it really wasn't a big deal to me. The revival was a big surprise even to me, though."

...She didn't know Jirachi was going to make that happen?!

"...Caring is the root of so much pain."
observergamer.bsky.social
"...It certainly sounds like you and your family do have some odd quirks to them if dying isn't that bad.

Everyone worries, no matter what. It shows that you care at the very least. Acting like you don't care is a way to make someone think you dislike them.."