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@oftheheart.bsky.social
unreliable narrator, proceed w/ caution.
do not follow/interact. please.
do not follow/interact. please.
no one will ever defend me like their life depends on it. i cannot connect with people at all www this is so fucked up
November 19, 2025 at 11:20 AM
no one will ever defend me like their life depends on it. i cannot connect with people at all www this is so fucked up
lol i keep coming back to that horrible day in september
November 19, 2025 at 11:18 AM
lol i keep coming back to that horrible day in september
irl situations don't really help either. i think my groupmates for this specific class hates my guts, but we can't complain about it. we have to suck it up until first semester ends
November 16, 2025 at 3:04 PM
irl situations don't really help either. i think my groupmates for this specific class hates my guts, but we can't complain about it. we have to suck it up until first semester ends
i did dream of being everyone's go-to place back then, but it was out of desperation... i thought i would be liked by doing that. now that my dream came true, i could only feel envy whenever someone express their feelings or ideas. it sucks. i don't want this
November 16, 2025 at 3:00 PM
i did dream of being everyone's go-to place back then, but it was out of desperation... i thought i would be liked by doing that. now that my dream came true, i could only feel envy whenever someone express their feelings or ideas. it sucks. i don't want this
tambah panas jir fakkkfjskfjajfjwkfjwkfjfj
November 13, 2025 at 9:56 AM
tambah panas jir fakkkfjskfjajfjwkfjwkfjfj
ALAMAK ITAIIII DESUUUUUU
November 13, 2025 at 9:56 AM
ALAMAK ITAIIII DESUUUUUU
wow. i need attention or else i will die. whatever man
November 10, 2025 at 12:46 PM
wow. i need attention or else i will die. whatever man
the purpose of this account is to make everyone have easy access to my feelings if i ever kill myself anyway
November 7, 2025 at 8:12 AM
the purpose of this account is to make everyone have easy access to my feelings if i ever kill myself anyway
i wish i can disappear. i should probably disappear after my praktikum
November 7, 2025 at 8:08 AM
i wish i can disappear. i should probably disappear after my praktikum
i feel nothing but shame towards myself. stagnancy is such a prominent theme in here!
November 7, 2025 at 8:08 AM
i feel nothing but shame towards myself. stagnancy is such a prominent theme in here!
#prettyscared idk if we're at that level of friendship yet. am i really going across the line
October 31, 2025 at 11:45 AM
#prettyscared idk if we're at that level of friendship yet. am i really going across the line
it must be so nice to have everyone accept you
October 29, 2025 at 1:28 PM
it must be so nice to have everyone accept you
if the ojol wants me to cancel it even though it's their fault i will genuinely start cutting again in front of them i'm going to cut so deep that the image of blood gushing out from my arms will be glued to the back of their brains for all their lives
October 26, 2025 at 4:15 PM
if the ojol wants me to cancel it even though it's their fault i will genuinely start cutting again in front of them i'm going to cut so deep that the image of blood gushing out from my arms will be glued to the back of their brains for all their lives
aku sampai rumah bunuh diri aja
October 25, 2025 at 10:04 AM
aku sampai rumah bunuh diri aja
let's go missing once this is all over
October 25, 2025 at 9:31 AM
let's go missing once this is all over
it's my fault for not telling the advisors too but i'm just scared of telling about this to too much people
October 25, 2025 at 12:48 AM
it's my fault for not telling the advisors too but i'm just scared of telling about this to too much people
why would she switch her position now i'm right behind her and it's making me uncomfortable
October 25, 2025 at 12:47 AM
why would she switch her position now i'm right behind her and it's making me uncomfortable
CARANYA BUNUB DIRI CEPAT
October 24, 2025 at 8:36 AM
CARANYA BUNUB DIRI CEPAT
mau bunuh diri dengan mempan
October 23, 2025 at 9:23 AM
mau bunuh diri dengan mempan
idk it feels like everyone doesn't pay attention to me anymore and it's making me feel the worst so i avoid them and i ended up avoiding everyone along the way i'm such a bad person
October 23, 2025 at 8:16 AM
idk it feels like everyone doesn't pay attention to me anymore and it's making me feel the worst so i avoid them and i ended up avoiding everyone along the way i'm such a bad person
i keep splitting on everyone and their moms like genuinely i hope i get hit by a car and never wake up
October 23, 2025 at 8:14 AM
i keep splitting on everyone and their moms like genuinely i hope i get hit by a car and never wake up
i want to separate myself from this body—maybe make myself disappear entirely. idk. let me die.
October 23, 2025 at 8:13 AM
i want to separate myself from this body—maybe make myself disappear entirely. idk. let me die.