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ohdaisy.bsky.social
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@ohdaisy.bsky.social
she/her | 30 | bipolar | anxiety
minors dni
i havent lost enough w3ight, i have to lock in
November 11, 2025 at 7:23 PM
motivated me to ⭐️ve fuck that
how tf is my cholesterol ldl elevated and out of normal range when i have lost weight, eating the same food but less ???????? not super high but still just about out of normal range
it was normal back in may
November 11, 2025 at 3:25 PM
and i still havent received the test result for lamotrigine serum concentration
November 11, 2025 at 3:22 PM
how tf is my cholesterol ldl elevated and out of normal range when i have lost weight, eating the same food but less ???????? not super high but still just about out of normal range
it was normal back in may
November 11, 2025 at 3:00 PM
cant stop crying
November 10, 2025 at 10:40 PM
been in bed since Thursday, neck hurts like crazy
November 10, 2025 at 2:07 PM
i feel guilty for all of the times i left the house, went on holiday, just anything really when i could have spent all of that time with my d0g. its the exact same feelings i had after my dad died. and everything from back then, all the feelings, is coming back too, i cant deal with it
November 10, 2025 at 12:46 PM
literally don’t care about anything
November 10, 2025 at 10:01 AM
im awake unfortunately
November 10, 2025 at 8:36 AM
really looking forward to chr1stm4s 😀😀 or something
November 9, 2025 at 6:56 PM
and i have lost 800g since thursday 😀
November 9, 2025 at 3:14 PM
made a shuffle so my phone changes photo every hour ❤️ did i tell you that her name is liva?
November 9, 2025 at 3:13 PM
im so appreciative of all of you, im so glad i decided to make an account here and meeting you guys 💕
November 9, 2025 at 9:46 AM
November 8, 2025 at 11:02 PM
well me crying all day makes me not wanna eat so
November 8, 2025 at 10:08 PM
can pet loss trigger a depressive episode or is this normal grief
November 8, 2025 at 10:31 AM
had a dream about her where i held her and i could feel her fur and i looked her in the eyes and i just cried and cried and i woke up crying havent stopped crying since
when i get her ashes and the necklace with her ashes i honestly cant guarantee i wont commit
November 8, 2025 at 10:05 AM
i should go to sleep but im too exhausted to get ready for bed so i just sit on the floor
November 7, 2025 at 10:06 PM
i know its annoying i keep writing about my d0g so sorry
November 7, 2025 at 6:30 PM
and im beyond disappointed that one that i considered a close friends didnt care about it. when i told her she’s dying, my friend said “my family’s d0g might have something wrong with her hard and i cant deal with hearing about d0gs potantially dying” and i was like oh okay and yesterday in the
November 7, 2025 at 6:29 PM
allowed myself to eat like shit today bc food is comfort apparently but i wont allow myself any after today. i dont care about my life anymore
November 7, 2025 at 6:09 PM
again, thank you so much for the love i’ve received, it means a lot 💕 she was my dads d0g and i took care of her when he was in hospital receiving ch3mo and when he died, she became mine. she has been fully mine for almost 12 years. she conncected me with my dad and she gave me so much happiness
she’s gone, im so heartbroken. appreciate your messages, will get back and answer you individually, just need some time to process all of this. she will be cremated and i will get her home in an urn and some of her ashes will be made into a pendant i can wear around my neck so she’s with me forever
November 7, 2025 at 6:08 PM
she’s gone, im so heartbroken. appreciate your messages, will get back and answer you individually, just need some time to process all of this. she will be cremated and i will get her home in an urn and some of her ashes will be made into a pendant i can wear around my neck so she’s with me forever
November 6, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Reposted by aja
i want more moots! help me find more moots. i want all of the friends. collect them all like pokémon
November 5, 2025 at 5:00 PM
anyways definitely entering a d3pressive episode again and i didnt tell the psych nurse today bc i dont want them to change or up my meds
November 5, 2025 at 6:18 PM