Owava
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Owava
@owava.bsky.social
· Sep 21
I could have hundreds of people who say they care about me, but none of them would message me until I disappeared.
This is the feeling I have most of the time... Because I am so bad at keeping contact with people, and it is still pretty rare for people to contact me.. so I will always feel like an outsider looking in
February 9, 2026 at 7:33 AM
This is the feeling I have most of the time... Because I am so bad at keeping contact with people, and it is still pretty rare for people to contact me.. so I will always feel like an outsider looking in
I'm quiet 'cause that's prettier than rage
And the ugly things I don't know how, how not to fake
I'm filtered 'cause I doubt that you can take
The parts of me I don't how, how not to hate
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJAk...
And the ugly things I don't know how, how not to fake
I'm filtered 'cause I doubt that you can take
The parts of me I don't how, how not to hate
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJAk...
Citizen Soldier x Blank Era - 3rd Degree Burns (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Citizen Soldier
www.youtube.com
January 28, 2026 at 8:40 PM
I'm quiet 'cause that's prettier than rage
And the ugly things I don't know how, how not to fake
I'm filtered 'cause I doubt that you can take
The parts of me I don't how, how not to hate
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJAk...
And the ugly things I don't know how, how not to fake
I'm filtered 'cause I doubt that you can take
The parts of me I don't how, how not to hate
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJAk...
Fri-Sat night: barely sleep
-> Sat-Sun: Mental breakdowns through-out the day
-> Mon: Migraine in the morning, fatigued whole day
-> Tue: Second day in a row with migraine
-> Tue-Wed night: No sleep
-> Wed so far: Ugly crying whole fucking day
I am... not.... ok....
-> Sat-Sun: Mental breakdowns through-out the day
-> Mon: Migraine in the morning, fatigued whole day
-> Tue: Second day in a row with migraine
-> Tue-Wed night: No sleep
-> Wed so far: Ugly crying whole fucking day
I am... not.... ok....
January 21, 2026 at 9:45 AM
Fri-Sat night: barely sleep
-> Sat-Sun: Mental breakdowns through-out the day
-> Mon: Migraine in the morning, fatigued whole day
-> Tue: Second day in a row with migraine
-> Tue-Wed night: No sleep
-> Wed so far: Ugly crying whole fucking day
I am... not.... ok....
-> Sat-Sun: Mental breakdowns through-out the day
-> Mon: Migraine in the morning, fatigued whole day
-> Tue: Second day in a row with migraine
-> Tue-Wed night: No sleep
-> Wed so far: Ugly crying whole fucking day
I am... not.... ok....
My stream yesterday... Well no one who goes to them reads these anyway, but I'm just gonna say, every time someone asked "How are you" from me, I was holding back tears... Every... single... time... That's how shit my weekend was for me mentally... Imposter syndrome, and overthinking...
January 19, 2026 at 9:12 AM
My stream yesterday... Well no one who goes to them reads these anyway, but I'm just gonna say, every time someone asked "How are you" from me, I was holding back tears... Every... single... time... That's how shit my weekend was for me mentally... Imposter syndrome, and overthinking...
Sometimes I just wish my brain wouldn't always be overthinking absolutely fucking everything and therefore making me hate myself and make me feel that everyone else hates me too :) I am just in outside looking in, acting like I could mean something to someone...
January 17, 2026 at 1:26 PM
Sometimes I just wish my brain wouldn't always be overthinking absolutely fucking everything and therefore making me hate myself and make me feel that everyone else hates me too :) I am just in outside looking in, acting like I could mean something to someone...
Panic attacks and uncontrollably crying for hours beats sleeping anyways, right....
January 10, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Panic attacks and uncontrollably crying for hours beats sleeping anyways, right....
www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNa2...
When something good happens, there's always a string
Attached to a past where I don't wanna be
'Cause words of encouragement don't mean a thing
When you've seen what I've seen
Thank you Jake for yet another lyrical masterpiece that hits hard
When something good happens, there's always a string
Attached to a past where I don't wanna be
'Cause words of encouragement don't mean a thing
When you've seen what I've seen
Thank you Jake for yet another lyrical masterpiece that hits hard
Jake Segura - It Can't Rain Forever (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Jake Segura Music
www.youtube.com
January 7, 2026 at 1:33 PM
www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNa2...
When something good happens, there's always a string
Attached to a past where I don't wanna be
'Cause words of encouragement don't mean a thing
When you've seen what I've seen
Thank you Jake for yet another lyrical masterpiece that hits hard
When something good happens, there's always a string
Attached to a past where I don't wanna be
'Cause words of encouragement don't mean a thing
When you've seen what I've seen
Thank you Jake for yet another lyrical masterpiece that hits hard
Reposted by Owava
this will not be seen cause i dont know the algorithm
but
i just opened comms for chibi models art + rig
vgen.co/fluffy_nuntt...
but
i just opened comms for chibi models art + rig
vgen.co/fluffy_nuntt...
Chibi Vtuber Model Art + Rig by Fluffy_Nuntthi (@fluffy_nuntthi)
Send a request while they're still accepting!
vgen.co
December 30, 2025 at 4:49 AM
this will not be seen cause i dont know the algorithm
but
i just opened comms for chibi models art + rig
vgen.co/fluffy_nuntt...
but
i just opened comms for chibi models art + rig
vgen.co/fluffy_nuntt...
4 hours of mental breakdown is not fun, when you should try sleeping.. brain is on overdrive, and I know I won't sleep, which makes me anxious about panic attacks when trying to sleep, which causes lack of sleep... and the loop is real, since being tired all day causes breakdown
December 29, 2025 at 12:02 AM
4 hours of mental breakdown is not fun, when you should try sleeping.. brain is on overdrive, and I know I won't sleep, which makes me anxious about panic attacks when trying to sleep, which causes lack of sleep... and the loop is real, since being tired all day causes breakdown
Citizen Soldier taking over, top song is by Forest Blakk tho, but rest of top 5 songs are all by CS :D
December 3, 2025 at 1:27 PM
Citizen Soldier taking over, top song is by Forest Blakk tho, but rest of top 5 songs are all by CS :D
In all honesty, being so broken mentally that you go to sleep, and wake up every day crying, is pretty draining
November 23, 2025 at 7:51 AM
In all honesty, being so broken mentally that you go to sleep, and wake up every day crying, is pretty draining
Might be doing a 12 hour stream for my bday next thursday, would be starting probably around noon EET (Finland time)
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
November 22, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Might be doing a 12 hour stream for my bday next thursday, would be starting probably around noon EET (Finland time)
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
Reposted by Owava
well just another starving (literally) artist making a post about trying to sell their art
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
November 19, 2025 at 6:41 AM
well just another starving (literally) artist making a post about trying to sell their art
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me