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adult (28) - lifestyle jirai who is a gaybian tmasc + system - vent acc!!
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· Oct 11
hey #jiraisky, it's Storm and Joycon
yamikawaii | lifestyle jirai | BPD, DID, AuDHD
he/they tmasc + gaybian; shared vent acc w/ our system, can't promise we'll be stable 💔
yamikawaii | lifestyle jirai | BPD, DID, AuDHD
he/they tmasc + gaybian; shared vent acc w/ our system, can't promise we'll be stable 💔
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hi pets, me and wife are scared but very close to living in a safe place, so we come here asking for mutual aid. any help is welcome.
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
November 25, 2025 at 1:33 PM
hi pets, me and wife are scared but very close to living in a safe place, so we come here asking for mutual aid. any help is welcome.
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
friend quote while playing DBD:
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
November 26, 2025 at 8:15 AM
friend quote while playing DBD:
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
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smelly
October 28, 2025 at 8:08 PM
smelly
Maybe 🍵's mannerisms are rubbing off on me, because Ive been feeling so much rage lately and it makes me uncomfy that I'm capable of feeling that way
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November 24, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Maybe 🍵's mannerisms are rubbing off on me, because Ive been feeling so much rage lately and it makes me uncomfy that I'm capable of feeling that way
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watching gf and bf play PAYDAY 3 together and omg gf stresses me out watching her bc how the fuck you just sitting there doing NOTHING when I can actively hear a Cloaker spawning in dawg
November 24, 2025 at 5:19 AM
watching gf and bf play PAYDAY 3 together and omg gf stresses me out watching her bc how the fuck you just sitting there doing NOTHING when I can actively hear a Cloaker spawning in dawg
I'm not trying to be impatient with life but I hate everything and these feelings just never get duller or more tolerable as I realize just both how life is finite yet so long.
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
November 24, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I'm not trying to be impatient with life but I hate everything and these feelings just never get duller or more tolerable as I realize just both how life is finite yet so long.
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
im just a boy who is tired and angry
November 24, 2025 at 4:31 AM
im just a boy who is tired and angry
temp layout until i find something better
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:17 AM
temp layout until i find something better
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:01 AM
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
the lady who's trying to tattoo her skin blue to relieve dysphoria makes me feel seen even if im like nowhere in a place to do anything about how much i wanna kms due to how i look...
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 24, 2025 at 3:16 AM
the lady who's trying to tattoo her skin blue to relieve dysphoria makes me feel seen even if im like nowhere in a place to do anything about how much i wanna kms due to how i look...
note: this was more the fact I deal with dysmorphia about my skin color / face shape / and a variety of also non-human dysphoria but cant really find many resources that arent there without a LOT of bad faith discourse around it or assuming things about your character due to mental illness.
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 24, 2025 at 3:04 AM
note: this was more the fact I deal with dysmorphia about my skin color / face shape / and a variety of also non-human dysphoria but cant really find many resources that arent there without a LOT of bad faith discourse around it or assuming things about your character due to mental illness.
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 23, 2025 at 4:26 AM
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
idk, i do for real wonder if my therapist actually believes me about being a system or if he's just being polite to see whats going on in my brain as a whole
November 21, 2025 at 9:05 AM
idk, i do for real wonder if my therapist actually believes me about being a system or if he's just being polite to see whats going on in my brain as a whole
oh, youtube recommended gave me a good video for new DID systems discovering themselves. specifically the advice is basic but its good advice.
November 21, 2025 at 8:58 AM
oh, youtube recommended gave me a good video for new DID systems discovering themselves. specifically the advice is basic but its good advice.
I fucking hate kids sometimes, like bros be 10-12 y/o calling me a bitch while on the clock bc i asked them to clean up to go home.
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
November 21, 2025 at 3:31 AM
I fucking hate kids sometimes, like bros be 10-12 y/o calling me a bitch while on the clock bc i asked them to clean up to go home.
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
I get into these ruts of "my life is falling apart and dissociation isnt saving me, so i must be faking" only to realize later ive switched like 4-8 times in a day just to get through the day, let alone work between me (🕊) and (🍵)
sometimes i think I dont have DID but then ill get a particularly rare trigger happen and then be like multiple hours later and a dozen bad choices later
November 20, 2025 at 3:09 PM
I get into these ruts of "my life is falling apart and dissociation isnt saving me, so i must be faking" only to realize later ive switched like 4-8 times in a day just to get through the day, let alone work between me (🕊) and (🍵)
sometimes i think I dont have DID but then ill get a particularly rare trigger happen and then be like multiple hours later and a dozen bad choices later
November 20, 2025 at 2:30 PM
sometimes i think I dont have DID but then ill get a particularly rare trigger happen and then be like multiple hours later and a dozen bad choices later
my will to live keeps ping-ponging between neutral and needing to die NOW
November 20, 2025 at 3:06 AM
my will to live keeps ping-ponging between neutral and needing to die NOW
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sorry if i dont reply to stuff, im running out of brain power for today and will need to put stuff on back burner longer
November 19, 2025 at 3:37 PM
sorry if i dont reply to stuff, im running out of brain power for today and will need to put stuff on back burner longer
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I'm losing my damn mind rn, im already depressed and cant sleep, not seeing a nonsharing yume of my source setting me off again
ill say it here but like bitch, my source would NOT fw you and your cluster b hating ass
ill say it here but like bitch, my source would NOT fw you and your cluster b hating ass
November 19, 2025 at 1:14 PM
I'm losing my damn mind rn, im already depressed and cant sleep, not seeing a nonsharing yume of my source setting me off again
ill say it here but like bitch, my source would NOT fw you and your cluster b hating ass
ill say it here but like bitch, my source would NOT fw you and your cluster b hating ass