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Oops, it's Tia screaming into the void again about matters of the heart and songs of vengeance.
Started talking to my dad again. We'll see where this goes. He seems genuine and I think I'm at a place where I can actually work on the relationship. It still feels weird calling him dad, but maybe it'll get easier?
December 28, 2025 at 1:16 AM
Started talking to my dad again. We'll see where this goes. He seems genuine and I think I'm at a place where I can actually work on the relationship. It still feels weird calling him dad, but maybe it'll get easier?
I keep seeing different forecasts for the snow tomorrow. 2-5, 3-6, 3-9, etc.
Just tell me how much snow so I can decide whether or not to risk going to work tomorrow.
Just tell me how much snow so I can decide whether or not to risk going to work tomorrow.
December 22, 2025 at 8:33 PM
I keep seeing different forecasts for the snow tomorrow. 2-5, 3-6, 3-9, etc.
Just tell me how much snow so I can decide whether or not to risk going to work tomorrow.
Just tell me how much snow so I can decide whether or not to risk going to work tomorrow.
So my dr switched my meds, and I'm feeling much better. I'm sleeping a normal amount and I'm not so damn miserable all the time.
December 18, 2025 at 3:00 PM
So my dr switched my meds, and I'm feeling much better. I'm sleeping a normal amount and I'm not so damn miserable all the time.
That new Divinity trailer 😶🫣
December 12, 2025 at 7:22 PM
That new Divinity trailer 😶🫣
My depression is getting worse as the days grow darker. I know it's mostly because of the lack of sun, but I feel like I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the same hole I wound up in last January. I don't want to end up like that again, but I don't know how to avoid it.
December 8, 2025 at 11:58 PM
My depression is getting worse as the days grow darker. I know it's mostly because of the lack of sun, but I feel like I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the same hole I wound up in last January. I don't want to end up like that again, but I don't know how to avoid it.
When the teen room is so cold you start tingling... time to use my jacket as a blanket. 🥶
November 20, 2025 at 9:28 PM
When the teen room is so cold you start tingling... time to use my jacket as a blanket. 🥶
I finally posted my fic! I've been writing it so I can release on a normal schedule. So, I've got 16 chapters pre-written, a zillion to go, and I've edited like 7 of them thrice. I'm so excited!
November 19, 2025 at 9:56 PM
I finally posted my fic! I've been writing it so I can release on a normal schedule. So, I've got 16 chapters pre-written, a zillion to go, and I've edited like 7 of them thrice. I'm so excited!
I'm writing a slow burn fanfiction and these mfs haven't even smooched yet and I'm on chapter 16. Is there such a thing as too much slow burn?
November 18, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I'm writing a slow burn fanfiction and these mfs haven't even smooched yet and I'm on chapter 16. Is there such a thing as too much slow burn?
So I've blocked my mother on everything. I was keeping texts open just in case she wanted to apologize, but I can see that's not going to happen. I'm upset, but this is what I have to do for my peace of mind. I hope she gets the help she needs, even if I won't be there to see it.
November 17, 2025 at 11:52 PM
So I've blocked my mother on everything. I was keeping texts open just in case she wanted to apologize, but I can see that's not going to happen. I'm upset, but this is what I have to do for my peace of mind. I hope she gets the help she needs, even if I won't be there to see it.
I don't know if this is my version of a mid-life crisis, but I've been revisiting some styles of my high school days and I forgot how much I loved black and Three Days Grace. I've also recently discovered Avenged Sevenfold and Ghost. Oh boy.
October 30, 2025 at 12:07 PM
I don't know if this is my version of a mid-life crisis, but I've been revisiting some styles of my high school days and I forgot how much I loved black and Three Days Grace. I've also recently discovered Avenged Sevenfold and Ghost. Oh boy.
It's BANNED BOOK WEEK.
Read banned books, people. They're good for the soul.
Read banned books, people. They're good for the soul.
October 6, 2025 at 4:10 PM
It's BANNED BOOK WEEK.
Read banned books, people. They're good for the soul.
Read banned books, people. They're good for the soul.
I wonder if I'll ever get over speaking in front of crowds. It was just a trustee meeting and I was shaking and my voice cracked and gah.
September 23, 2025 at 8:50 PM
I wonder if I'll ever get over speaking in front of crowds. It was just a trustee meeting and I was shaking and my voice cracked and gah.
*Cell Block Tango from Chicago plays in the background*
September 11, 2025 at 6:57 PM
*Cell Block Tango from Chicago plays in the background*
I'm so bored lately, nothing keeps my attention or interest for long. I can't even play Baldur's Gate 3 without getting bored (which is a big deal, if you know how much I love that game.)
July 22, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I'm so bored lately, nothing keeps my attention or interest for long. I can't even play Baldur's Gate 3 without getting bored (which is a big deal, if you know how much I love that game.)
I'm loving the sun we're getting this week. The temperature and weather overall are perfect. ✨️
July 22, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I'm loving the sun we're getting this week. The temperature and weather overall are perfect. ✨️
Another day, another pair of jeans sacrificed to the chub rub gods. 🤙
July 21, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Another day, another pair of jeans sacrificed to the chub rub gods. 🤙
I'm now one of those that waits for the TJ Maxx to open on a Sunday. Wtf. 😅
July 20, 2025 at 1:28 PM
I'm now one of those that waits for the TJ Maxx to open on a Sunday. Wtf. 😅
Folks who survive a full work week without coffee and are still able to function over the weekend: How? What is this magic, and how can I learn it?
July 8, 2025 at 1:56 PM
Folks who survive a full work week without coffee and are still able to function over the weekend: How? What is this magic, and how can I learn it?
Some days I don't know how to do anything but exist, and I'm trying to remember that sometimes that's what I need.
July 7, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Some days I don't know how to do anything but exist, and I'm trying to remember that sometimes that's what I need.
Tell me again how you "just weren't excited/comfortable/convinced enough to vote for Harris." 🫠
Harris wasn't perfect. But she wouldn't have done half the shit that's happened in the last six months.
Harris wasn't perfect. But she wouldn't have done half the shit that's happened in the last six months.
July 3, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Tell me again how you "just weren't excited/comfortable/convinced enough to vote for Harris." 🫠
Harris wasn't perfect. But she wouldn't have done half the shit that's happened in the last six months.
Harris wasn't perfect. But she wouldn't have done half the shit that's happened in the last six months.
Sorry for the Bleakposting lately.
Everything is just so fucked up, and I keep wanting to scream into the void about it, but that also seems useless.
But one positive thing today: the sun is shining and it's not 100 degrees. 🤙
Everything is just so fucked up, and I keep wanting to scream into the void about it, but that also seems useless.
But one positive thing today: the sun is shining and it's not 100 degrees. 🤙
July 3, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Sorry for the Bleakposting lately.
Everything is just so fucked up, and I keep wanting to scream into the void about it, but that also seems useless.
But one positive thing today: the sun is shining and it's not 100 degrees. 🤙
Everything is just so fucked up, and I keep wanting to scream into the void about it, but that also seems useless.
But one positive thing today: the sun is shining and it's not 100 degrees. 🤙
I wish I could go for more walks, but my ankle has this tight pain whenever I do, right over my scar.
I know it's consequences of poor decisions when I was younger (I cut my ankle with a box cutter. It took months to heal completely and I should have had stitches), but I'm still mad about it.
I know it's consequences of poor decisions when I was younger (I cut my ankle with a box cutter. It took months to heal completely and I should have had stitches), but I'm still mad about it.
July 2, 2025 at 9:22 PM
I wish I could go for more walks, but my ankle has this tight pain whenever I do, right over my scar.
I know it's consequences of poor decisions when I was younger (I cut my ankle with a box cutter. It took months to heal completely and I should have had stitches), but I'm still mad about it.
I know it's consequences of poor decisions when I was younger (I cut my ankle with a box cutter. It took months to heal completely and I should have had stitches), but I'm still mad about it.
I'm really scared this new bill will kick me off my subsidized health insurance. I can't afford it at full price. I won't be able to afford therapy or my medications. I've been putting so much work into getting better and staying that way, and it might all be thrown out the window.
Cool, cool. 🤙
Cool, cool. 🤙
July 1, 2025 at 11:32 PM
I'm really scared this new bill will kick me off my subsidized health insurance. I can't afford it at full price. I won't be able to afford therapy or my medications. I've been putting so much work into getting better and staying that way, and it might all be thrown out the window.
Cool, cool. 🤙
Cool, cool. 🤙
To the man vigorously pointing at me after I beeped because you cut me off: Thank you - you made me laugh so hard that my mascara smudged. 🤣
July 1, 2025 at 5:32 PM
To the man vigorously pointing at me after I beeped because you cut me off: Thank you - you made me laugh so hard that my mascara smudged. 🤣