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Papa Bear
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Denver | He/Him | 39 | 🏳️‍🌈 Gonna use this as my Body Confidence/Positivity Journey! Also into museums, science, nature, parks, Fall, & NSFW things 😉
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I have one still on my sun visor!
A photo you'd use as an album cover
Fuck people who have zoom presentations in coffeeshops.
I .. I need this...
Every now and then I catch myself in a flattering angle... But somehow that never translates to pictures.
I've become a Weekend Warrior because the weekend is the only time I don't HAVE to do anything...

My life sucks.
Felt on edge all day. Not sure why. Started with an anxiety dream. Now I can't seem to release any tension. No matter what I try.
I never got to be attractive. I've never been lusted over. I'm fat, ugly, and old. And I've never been in a relationship.

I understand why no one would want me.
Why did dressing up nice make me feel like a fat slob? I wanted to feel nice and all I felt was huge.... I hate being fat.....
Oof, I'm a little horny today...
I fucking hate how much they talk on the radio in the morning. Like, give me a fucking song...
New Core Belief Uploading:

Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.

#Therapyisforeveryone
Nothing like having my clothes no longer fit to ruin my mood.... I have to buy bigger pants for the winter. None of them can button anymore...
Had a weirdly frustrating dream that has left me annoyed, frustrated, and upset. Ugh.

Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.
Super sore from yesterday. Sore thighs, sore butt, sore neck, and sore back!

Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol
I actually had a pretty good day today!

Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!
Depression tried to ruin my day by giving me a mood killing dream last night.

But that's all it was; a dream.
Hmmm, visiting my Aunt is sort of turning me into a Club Member. #thisisnice #Florida
"Think back to your childhood. Do you remember when the anxiety started?"
Went and touched Nature today; Nature touched back. It was consensual.
Fall weather genuinely perks up my mood. I love cool and cloudy. Even feeling sad feels good in that kind of weather.
Dolly always brightens my day!