Papa Bear
@papaj2.bsky.social
Denver | He/Him | 39 | 🏳️🌈
Gonna use this as my Body Confidence/Positivity Journey!
Also into museums, science, nature, parks, Fall, & NSFW things 😉
Gonna use this as my Body Confidence/Positivity Journey!
Also into museums, science, nature, parks, Fall, & NSFW things 😉
I can't seem to help being a disappointment...
To myself and to others.
To myself and to others.
February 8, 2026 at 4:31 PM
I can't seem to help being a disappointment...
To myself and to others.
To myself and to others.
To me there's a difference between wanting to die and wanting to blow my brains out....
I don't want to end my life. I just want the horrible thoughts to go away....
I don't want to end my life. I just want the horrible thoughts to go away....
January 29, 2026 at 7:55 PM
To me there's a difference between wanting to die and wanting to blow my brains out....
I don't want to end my life. I just want the horrible thoughts to go away....
I don't want to end my life. I just want the horrible thoughts to go away....
The holidays mean nothing when you're all alone.
December 25, 2025 at 12:46 AM
The holidays mean nothing when you're all alone.
Had a nice relaxing Birthday yesterday!
Therapy, 2 Hour Massage, Wank Session, Zootopia 2, and then the Pissaro Exhibit at the Art Museum!
Therapy, 2 Hour Massage, Wank Session, Zootopia 2, and then the Pissaro Exhibit at the Art Museum!
December 10, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Had a nice relaxing Birthday yesterday!
Therapy, 2 Hour Massage, Wank Session, Zootopia 2, and then the Pissaro Exhibit at the Art Museum!
Therapy, 2 Hour Massage, Wank Session, Zootopia 2, and then the Pissaro Exhibit at the Art Museum!
I wish the weather would match my mood... I feel like shit but it's bright and sunny outside. Unfair. Lol
December 7, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I wish the weather would match my mood... I feel like shit but it's bright and sunny outside. Unfair. Lol
I need to find an active hobby that I enjoy. Working out does nothing for my body image issues right now.
December 1, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I need to find an active hobby that I enjoy. Working out does nothing for my body image issues right now.
Back to the Grind... Can I just retire already?
December 1, 2025 at 4:46 PM
Back to the Grind... Can I just retire already?
So... Do you think the Scarecrow from Wicked has a penis?
November 24, 2025 at 12:39 PM
So... Do you think the Scarecrow from Wicked has a penis?
It sucks living alone because when my life is cluttered; my apartment gets cluttered as well...
November 7, 2025 at 8:25 PM
It sucks living alone because when my life is cluttered; my apartment gets cluttered as well...
Today was pretty overwhelming. So much so I almost cried at work....
November 4, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Today was pretty overwhelming. So much so I almost cried at work....
Having a low mood this morning because I had a dream last night where I was abandoned by my school partner on a project and the teacher wouldn't let me switch... I'm 39...
October 29, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Having a low mood this morning because I had a dream last night where I was abandoned by my school partner on a project and the teacher wouldn't let me switch... I'm 39...
A photo you'd use as an album cover
October 23, 2025 at 2:06 PM
A photo you'd use as an album cover
Fuck people who have zoom presentations in coffeeshops.
October 21, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Fuck people who have zoom presentations in coffeeshops.
Every now and then I catch myself in a flattering angle... But somehow that never translates to pictures.
October 17, 2025 at 6:12 PM
Every now and then I catch myself in a flattering angle... But somehow that never translates to pictures.
I've become a Weekend Warrior because the weekend is the only time I don't HAVE to do anything...
My life sucks.
My life sucks.
October 17, 2025 at 3:43 PM
I've become a Weekend Warrior because the weekend is the only time I don't HAVE to do anything...
My life sucks.
My life sucks.
Felt on edge all day. Not sure why. Started with an anxiety dream. Now I can't seem to release any tension. No matter what I try.
October 17, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Felt on edge all day. Not sure why. Started with an anxiety dream. Now I can't seem to release any tension. No matter what I try.
I never got to be attractive. I've never been lusted over. I'm fat, ugly, and old. And I've never been in a relationship.
I understand why no one would want me.
I understand why no one would want me.
October 12, 2025 at 2:14 PM
I never got to be attractive. I've never been lusted over. I'm fat, ugly, and old. And I've never been in a relationship.
I understand why no one would want me.
I understand why no one would want me.
Why did dressing up nice make me feel like a fat slob? I wanted to feel nice and all I felt was huge.... I hate being fat.....
October 12, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Why did dressing up nice make me feel like a fat slob? I wanted to feel nice and all I felt was huge.... I hate being fat.....
Oof, I'm a little horny today...
October 9, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Oof, I'm a little horny today...
I fucking hate how much they talk on the radio in the morning. Like, give me a fucking song...
October 8, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I fucking hate how much they talk on the radio in the morning. Like, give me a fucking song...
New Core Belief Uploading:
Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.
#Therapyisforeveryone
Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.
#Therapyisforeveryone
October 7, 2025 at 3:03 PM
New Core Belief Uploading:
Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.
#Therapyisforeveryone
Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.
#Therapyisforeveryone
Nothing like having my clothes no longer fit to ruin my mood.... I have to buy bigger pants for the winter. None of them can button anymore...
September 29, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Nothing like having my clothes no longer fit to ruin my mood.... I have to buy bigger pants for the winter. None of them can button anymore...
Had a weirdly frustrating dream that has left me annoyed, frustrated, and upset. Ugh.
Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.
Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.
September 24, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Had a weirdly frustrating dream that has left me annoyed, frustrated, and upset. Ugh.
Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.
Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.
Super sore from yesterday. Sore thighs, sore butt, sore neck, and sore back!
Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol
Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol
September 21, 2025 at 5:32 PM
Super sore from yesterday. Sore thighs, sore butt, sore neck, and sore back!
Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol
Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol
I actually had a pretty good day today!
Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!
Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!
September 18, 2025 at 12:13 AM
I actually had a pretty good day today!
Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!
Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!