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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · Oct 18

Hey algorithm, I’m looking for new people I can follow back who i can raid and watch on Twitch!

I have 3k followers on twitch, 16k followers on YouTube and 100k followers combined on TikTok!

Algorithm, do your stuff!

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The Lost Topic Podcast @thelosttopic.bsky.social · 14h

Try Guys Drama COMEBACK!? #TheLostTopicPodcast #Parkenev #Podcast #tryguys #nedfulmercheaterpodcast @parkenev.com

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The Lost Topic Podcast @thelosttopic.bsky.social · 6d

What shall we discuss next?

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 6d

So glad the 'sausages' are getting released.

Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 8d

British trains are like “we’re delayed due to reasons.” WHAT REASONS, GREGORY?

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 9d

It’s hard to keep believing in people when every chapter ends with a knife in your back.

Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 9d

If you see me arguing with myself, don’t interrupt. One of us is winning.

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The Lost Topic Podcast @thelosttopic.bsky.social · 9d

Surviving BURNOUT as a Streamer #TheLostTopicPodcast #Parkenev #Podcast #MentalHealth #Burnout @parkenev.com

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 10d

Check out the podcast! beacons.ai/thelosttopic...

thelosttopicpodcast - Link in Bio & Creator Tools | Beacons

@thelosttopicpodcast | Check out my links to (Tiktok, Youtube, Merch).

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The Lost Topic Podcast @thelosttopic.bsky.social · 10d

(THE STRUGGLE!) Mental Health vs. Being A Content Creator #TheLostTopicPodcast #Parkenev #Podcast #MentalHealth #Burnout - @parkenev.com

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

We’re only just getting started. To those who doubted me, said I’ve got nothing to show, or tried to drag me down, you’ll see. To those who have supported me, thank you, you’re the reason I keep going ❤️ Big things ahead, and I can’t wait to share them. (12)

Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

This is just the start of what’s next. Bigger things are planned, better streams are coming, and there’s so much more I want to share with you. The last few days have given me clarity, and I’ve never been more determined to push forward. (11)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

Every like, every comment, every watch genuinely helps me keep this going. It might seem small, but it keeps the lights on ❤️ And it reminds me that no matter how loud the hate gets, the support always outweighs it. Links will be in the comments 👇(10)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

I also want to thank everyone who has stuck by me through this. Your support has meant more than I can ever explain. I’d rather be real about my struggles than fake smiles for views, and I know many of you respect that honesty more than anything. (8)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

And yes, the subathon will continue PROPERLY like it was intended 💪 I refuse to let people put me down forever. If I have to persevere out of spite, I will. I enjoy this too much to stop, and I know plenty of you enjoy being part of it too. (7)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

So for now uploads are a little slow, but they’re not gone. This Friday I’m aiming to drop a new main channel video 🎉 and on Sunday there’ll be an episode of the rebranded podcast. Slowly but surely, things are coming back into rhythm again. (6)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

It showed me what it really is, pure jealousy, ignorance, and lies, designed to get an emotional reaction out of me. They didn’t get it. I cut out what was holding me back, and I’m clearer than ever on what matters, creating, streaming, and connecting. (5)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

On top of all that I’ve had negativity thrown at me too. Being called “lazy”, told I have “nothing to show for it”, and even accused of faking panic attacks or mental health struggles. Some of it stung more than I’d like to admit, but stepping back gave me clarity. (4)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

My friends keep telling me I need to take proper breaks, but that’s easier said than done when you enjoy what you do. A “day off” usually means working on editing, merch, podcasts, or something else. I love this job, and sometimes that’s my biggest flaw. (3)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

I stream most days but had a ton of tech issues lately (hopefully fixed now 🤞). And when I’m not live, I’m editing, planning, or working behind the scenes. I don’t switch off, which can be a downside, but I love what I do and that makes it hard to stop. (2)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 13d

Sorry for the dip in uploads 🙏 In my last post I said I’d be slowing down a bit for my mental health. Truth is, I’ve only taken a few days to reset. Even tho today feels better I’m still making sure I rest, balance matters more than just forcing it. (1)

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 15d

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 23d

I feel like all the tech issues I've been having during streams is like one big giant prank or life telling me to give up. Somethings is definitely testing my resolve.

Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 24d

a man with a beard is singing into a microphone in a dark room .

ALT: a man with a beard is singing into a microphone in a dark room .

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Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 25d

Am I the only one that thinks the new IOS 26 Liquid Glass looks shit?

Ben Parkenev | Twitch & YouTube @parkenev.com · 26d

So all week I've just felt absolutely knackered...
Last night I felt like a train hit me, then suddenly mid stream my chat was saying my eyes looked yellow. Am I dying?

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