How do you deal with the crippling feeling that all your friends secretly don't like you

Feeling a little somber but it might be because I'm attempting to live life without a chemical buffer :))))

Quite a few comments from people saying they'd like to write more. Since Renee Good's death, I've been thinking about all the people out there who are good writers. It's a bit like singing, in that I think many people have a basically good voice. It's weird to think about how talented people are

One time Lilly and I went to an opera, and I feel I look like some kind of eccentric tastemaker businessman in this image. Hope you enjoy

I love rating shit on a 5 star scale. Beer, books, movies etc. I am. frankly, entitled to this intellectual posturing after keeping quiet for so long

‘Feiten waarvan anderen vinden dat ze onjuist zijn’.

I hate when people say: "you know what I meant". No, I didn't. And I refuse to bow to your communicative inadequacy!

Anyone married before the age of 30 has a 95% chance of being a Nazi

I started on youtube because I like talking about shit that doesn't matter and shit that matters a lot keeps happening. you hate to see it

Hmm I posted this on tumblr and got like 6 people to make blogs (my powerful influence) so I'm gonna implore you all here as well:

go to blogger.com make a blog, post every day. blogspot resurgence 2026. this is real

here is my blog: lillyashton.blogspot.com

LET'S BLOG NOW

PEAK is honestly the most fun I've had playing a new game in a very long time

Probably gonna flake the Frankie Cosmos concert in Amsterdam tonight bc I, ofcourse, had to get sick today. ☹️

I missed them last time too.. Got my merch ready and everything

Trying to scream unto the void on a different platform