knocx
@pithous.bsky.social
pronounced–nox
i post my dastardly thoughts and stuff about my hobbies here because boredom
i dont have settled interests but i like cool and comfortable things
i post my dastardly thoughts and stuff about my hobbies here because boredom
i dont have settled interests but i like cool and comfortable things
i have a deep inadequacy, unable to talk, to hold someone's hand, to hug, to look into someone's eyes and to say their name.
i wish
i wish i could do those things. it hurts to not. be able to do anything for anyone. because im so broken. because i shut down so often and lose my sensitivities.
i wish
i wish i could do those things. it hurts to not. be able to do anything for anyone. because im so broken. because i shut down so often and lose my sensitivities.
January 25, 2026 at 5:14 AM
i have a deep inadequacy, unable to talk, to hold someone's hand, to hug, to look into someone's eyes and to say their name.
i wish
i wish i could do those things. it hurts to not. be able to do anything for anyone. because im so broken. because i shut down so often and lose my sensitivities.
i wish
i wish i could do those things. it hurts to not. be able to do anything for anyone. because im so broken. because i shut down so often and lose my sensitivities.
i found my sketches again
January 22, 2026 at 7:41 PM
i found my sketches again
i really am just a big fat bleeding normie with weird software installed on my brain that extrudes stupidity every 5th second but i am trying to escape it by eating shit and dying
January 22, 2026 at 2:29 AM
i really am just a big fat bleeding normie with weird software installed on my brain that extrudes stupidity every 5th second but i am trying to escape it by eating shit and dying
"how did you obtain this knowledge"
throwing stones from a glass house
throwing stones from a glass house
January 22, 2026 at 1:57 AM
"how did you obtain this knowledge"
throwing stones from a glass house
throwing stones from a glass house
expressing my personality in any capacity around other people feelsw r ong
January 22, 2026 at 1:04 AM
expressing my personality in any capacity around other people feelsw r ong
binary thinking (i.e. gender, sane/insane, good/bad, skill/talent) plagues society and to resolve this i have chosen to Not think about anything at all and to set off the explosives implanted on my heart whenever someone asks my opinion on anyone
January 21, 2026 at 7:45 PM
binary thinking (i.e. gender, sane/insane, good/bad, skill/talent) plagues society and to resolve this i have chosen to Not think about anything at all and to set off the explosives implanted on my heart whenever someone asks my opinion on anyone
i've been laughing a lot but i still feel oddly depressed
my days arent quite my own
my days arent quite my own
January 19, 2026 at 6:23 AM
i've been laughing a lot but i still feel oddly depressed
my days arent quite my own
my days arent quite my own
i'm actually tired of trying to make sense of shading maybe i'll just put shadows where i think it's cool idk
January 18, 2026 at 4:13 PM
i'm actually tired of trying to make sense of shading maybe i'll just put shadows where i think it's cool idk
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Maybe when I die, I'll wake up again, somewhere. Maybe I'll experience an incomprehensible pain as everything I have ever known, and disappear again in an instant.
January 18, 2026 at 12:34 AM
Maybe when I die, I'll wake up again, somewhere. Maybe I'll experience an incomprehensible pain as everything I have ever known, and disappear again in an instant.
what would dying, specifically being vaporized by an explosion blast, feel like?
Imagining myself just riding a bus, then suddenly i see a flash accompanied w/ a loud sound, but the sound cuts off before it reaches its completion.
And that's it.
Imagining myself just riding a bus, then suddenly i see a flash accompanied w/ a loud sound, but the sound cuts off before it reaches its completion.
And that's it.
January 18, 2026 at 12:30 AM
what would dying, specifically being vaporized by an explosion blast, feel like?
Imagining myself just riding a bus, then suddenly i see a flash accompanied w/ a loud sound, but the sound cuts off before it reaches its completion.
And that's it.
Imagining myself just riding a bus, then suddenly i see a flash accompanied w/ a loud sound, but the sound cuts off before it reaches its completion.
And that's it.
I feel like there's some kind of egocentric aspect to empathy because there's often times that people feel strongly about things that i dont care about (everything) and this contradiction is so common that being cared about or perceived makes me Uncomfortable
January 17, 2026 at 10:39 PM
I feel like there's some kind of egocentric aspect to empathy because there's often times that people feel strongly about things that i dont care about (everything) and this contradiction is so common that being cared about or perceived makes me Uncomfortable
one of my worst lackings is my lack of imaginative fashion sense it's Painful
January 17, 2026 at 4:17 PM
one of my worst lackings is my lack of imaginative fashion sense it's Painful
windows is kind of garbage for everything with its laggy ass search functions i'm not sure why i didn't try linux earlier (didn't even have to uninstall windows w/dual booting)
main problem is migration but tbh can just copy over the files and repath everything it's not that hard
main problem is migration but tbh can just copy over the files and repath everything it's not that hard
January 17, 2026 at 12:52 AM
windows is kind of garbage for everything with its laggy ass search functions i'm not sure why i didn't try linux earlier (didn't even have to uninstall windows w/dual booting)
main problem is migration but tbh can just copy over the files and repath everything it's not that hard
main problem is migration but tbh can just copy over the files and repath everything it's not that hard
dude the only place to wash my hands are the bathrooms which u have to do some stupid rituals to enter because nobody trusts teenagers Period so like just let me fork my food in peace so i don't feel grosser than i already am in the inside pls
January 16, 2026 at 2:56 AM
dude the only place to wash my hands are the bathrooms which u have to do some stupid rituals to enter because nobody trusts teenagers Period so like just let me fork my food in peace so i don't feel grosser than i already am in the inside pls
plese smack a bottle over my head and then watch me Drop
wwww
wwww
January 16, 2026 at 2:48 AM
plese smack a bottle over my head and then watch me Drop
wwww
wwww
i scribbled some doodles to take the edge off my existential dread on my german thing s
January 15, 2026 at 7:18 PM
i scribbled some doodles to take the edge off my existential dread on my german thing s