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—﹙🕊️﹚#edsky / #caterpillarsky | chronic blogger
he / they • twenty two ! high sw + bedrotting — tw ed diary .ᐟ need to be pretty + skinny for severus ₊˚ʚ 🌱
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cw : too fat • bmi : 23 • ugw : 40kg
✘ — minors + non edsky ! block if not #edsky
he / they • twenty two ! high sw + bedrotting — tw ed diary .ᐟ need to be pretty + skinny for severus ₊˚ʚ 🌱
- ☁️
cw : too fat • bmi : 23 • ugw : 40kg
✘ — minors + non edsky ! block if not #edsky
Pinned
𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ
@plantdiaries.bsky.social
· Nov 13
📌 : unpin when reach 55kg / bmi 20 𖦹°‧⭑.ᐟ
novie • he / it • restrictive ed • 22
#caterpillarsky #shsky
novie • he / it • restrictive ed • 22
#caterpillarsky #shsky
im falling apart in every single way and im terrified
April 22, 2025 at 6:56 PM
im falling apart in every single way and im terrified
im doing really bad atm ..
April 13, 2025 at 8:03 PM
im doing really bad atm ..
…. i don’t know what to do !
March 24, 2025 at 1:13 PM
…. i don’t know what to do !
really really don’t want to be here
February 28, 2025 at 9:37 PM
really really don’t want to be here
im so fat and i hate myself for it. I hate myself
February 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
im so fat and i hate myself for it. I hate myself
does this look like it makes sense? will it help me to loose weight ? like or am I just overthinking this entire thing. i am determined to loose as much weight as i can … so im trying to figure it out properly
February 25, 2025 at 1:56 PM
does this look like it makes sense? will it help me to loose weight ? like or am I just overthinking this entire thing. i am determined to loose as much weight as i can … so im trying to figure it out properly
asking potentially a dumb question abt cal deficits ! if i eat 1300, do I have to actively burn it to loose the weight ? or does it count as cals burnt during the day naturally??? so say if i burn 2000+ cals without exercising am i okay??? #caterpillarsky
February 25, 2025 at 1:21 PM
asking potentially a dumb question abt cal deficits ! if i eat 1300, do I have to actively burn it to loose the weight ? or does it count as cals burnt during the day naturally??? so say if i burn 2000+ cals without exercising am i okay??? #caterpillarsky
Reposted by 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ
i hate eds
February 25, 2025 at 5:53 AM
i hate eds
feel like nothings real n it’s 3am n aaah
February 25, 2025 at 2:57 AM
feel like nothings real n it’s 3am n aaah
but like im fat , people say im small but im fat????
February 24, 2025 at 11:07 PM
but like im fat , people say im small but im fat????
just wanna be small + tiny. don’t wanna be ‘average’ anymore.
February 24, 2025 at 11:07 PM
just wanna be small + tiny. don’t wanna be ‘average’ anymore.
ate under 1300 today so yay ! burnt nearly 1000 too — so we are locking back in !
February 24, 2025 at 10:28 PM
ate under 1300 today so yay ! burnt nearly 1000 too — so we are locking back in !
dinner — any idea of cal estimate ?? curry & rice !! ❤️✉️🪴
February 24, 2025 at 6:23 PM
dinner — any idea of cal estimate ?? curry & rice !! ❤️✉️🪴
meant to weigh this morning … but on my period so i can’t + idk how much i weigh + it’s really stressing me out
February 24, 2025 at 4:13 PM
meant to weigh this morning … but on my period so i can’t + idk how much i weigh + it’s really stressing me out
walked 7048 steps + burnt 399 cals so yay !
February 24, 2025 at 4:00 PM
walked 7048 steps + burnt 399 cals so yay !
leftovers for lunch !! 114g rice , 128g noodles ( thinks it’s about 450 cals ) anyone know if that’s abt accurate???
February 24, 2025 at 2:44 PM
leftovers for lunch !! 114g rice , 128g noodles ( thinks it’s about 450 cals ) anyone know if that’s abt accurate???
Reposted by 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ
wish i could ☆v all the way to d3/at/h
February 23, 2025 at 6:14 PM
wish i could ☆v all the way to d3/at/h
it’s my mums bday today n i just ordered a lot of food as part of her bday present + and im so so anxious abt it but AAAAAH ( it’ll be my last like treat thing for a while me thinks ) but terrified tbf.
February 23, 2025 at 6:03 PM
it’s my mums bday today n i just ordered a lot of food as part of her bday present + and im so so anxious abt it but AAAAAH ( it’ll be my last like treat thing for a while me thinks ) but terrified tbf.
going to restrict as much as I can this week — but also be a lil lax on what I eat bc my period is the worst it’s been in a long time … hopefully today will be the worst …
February 23, 2025 at 12:48 PM
going to restrict as much as I can this week — but also be a lil lax on what I eat bc my period is the worst it’s been in a long time … hopefully today will be the worst …
Reposted by 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ
“Ooohhhh i dont want bmi 15 AT ALL! I would hate it actually.”
February 22, 2025 at 11:56 PM
“Ooohhhh i dont want bmi 15 AT ALL! I would hate it actually.”
anyone got finch ?! going to try and actually stick with it this time ! 🧐🙂↔️
my code is ! A95G99M1X7 ( if y’all wanna become finch friends — Otto needs more people to hang out with !! ) #caterpillarsky
my code is ! A95G99M1X7 ( if y’all wanna become finch friends — Otto needs more people to hang out with !! ) #caterpillarsky
February 23, 2025 at 10:11 AM
anyone got finch ?! going to try and actually stick with it this time ! 🧐🙂↔️
my code is ! A95G99M1X7 ( if y’all wanna become finch friends — Otto needs more people to hang out with !! ) #caterpillarsky
my code is ! A95G99M1X7 ( if y’all wanna become finch friends — Otto needs more people to hang out with !! ) #caterpillarsky
Reposted by 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ
I really wish i could recover and do the right thing and be healthy but i will never be satisfied w my body
February 23, 2025 at 8:35 AM
I really wish i could recover and do the right thing and be healthy but i will never be satisfied w my body
disgusted w myself today but I burnt 796 cals ( ate 1609 so it doesn’t really cancel it out but AAH )
I’m so hungry bc of my period - feel i may have to up my cals slightly which i hate. but aah we will see. eaten nearly 500 cals already + it’s not even 12pm.
February 22, 2025 at 9:47 PM
disgusted w myself today but I burnt 796 cals ( ate 1609 so it doesn’t really cancel it out but AAH )
on so much painkillers today. only able to walk when the painkillers kick in. this sucks sm. eaten sm and probably going to eat more tn. but that means I eat all my snacks before next week kinda thing which will be good !
February 22, 2025 at 8:38 PM
on so much painkillers today. only able to walk when the painkillers kick in. this sucks sm. eaten sm and probably going to eat more tn. but that means I eat all my snacks before next week kinda thing which will be good !