## LB ##
@pndckes.bsky.social
# in remembrance of pndcke.bsky.social # any prnz # 20 # the normalest guy out there
had a semi lucid dream about my ex 👍 in which I gave her a hug, she leaned in, I said, "I can't do this" and her eyes stared into mine when she said, "fuck him" so I swam away and went to see my bf who was operating a forklift in the background. Weird stuff
November 2, 2025 at 4:16 PM
had a semi lucid dream about my ex 👍 in which I gave her a hug, she leaned in, I said, "I can't do this" and her eyes stared into mine when she said, "fuck him" so I swam away and went to see my bf who was operating a forklift in the background. Weird stuff
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i wish there was an inpatient place to go to where they actually help you
November 1, 2025 at 10:15 PM
i wish there was an inpatient place to go to where they actually help you
just wanted to clarify I am safe and everything & was not going to do anything last night this vent is about repeated frustration at feeling stuck & I will continue to be chill
vent post // TW ‼️ GRAPHIC SUICIDE & SELF HARM TALK (no actual pictures, text post sc for better TW)
November 2, 2025 at 3:19 PM
just wanted to clarify I am safe and everything & was not going to do anything last night this vent is about repeated frustration at feeling stuck & I will continue to be chill
feels too stereotypical to do a bojack rewatch rn but zamn
November 2, 2025 at 3:09 AM
feels too stereotypical to do a bojack rewatch rn but zamn
vent post // TW ‼️ GRAPHIC SUICIDE & SELF HARM TALK (no actual pictures, text post sc for better TW)
November 2, 2025 at 2:46 AM
vent post // TW ‼️ GRAPHIC SUICIDE & SELF HARM TALK (no actual pictures, text post sc for better TW)
the color white makes my phone screen stop working this is actually hilarious
November 1, 2025 at 10:57 PM
the color white makes my phone screen stop working this is actually hilarious
my life is actually so good
November 1, 2025 at 3:27 PM
my life is actually so good
yall are not gonna believe what happened . biggest pizza slice u have ever seen and yes the crust is stuffed
October 31, 2025 at 10:03 PM
yall are not gonna believe what happened . biggest pizza slice u have ever seen and yes the crust is stuffed
my least favorite thing is that even in eating disorder communities a lot of people don't understand bulimia isn't just vomit purging. If you binge and fast to "get rid of it" that's a form of purging!! ! Same with exercise/lax. Diagnosis is based on all compensatory behaviors after binging
October 31, 2025 at 5:30 PM
my least favorite thing is that even in eating disorder communities a lot of people don't understand bulimia isn't just vomit purging. If you binge and fast to "get rid of it" that's a form of purging!! ! Same with exercise/lax. Diagnosis is based on all compensatory behaviors after binging
binged on all that the second I woke up 😹😿
Heading out & getting my little sister to put my food in da fridge so I can omad it tomorrow (meatball sub, salad, 2 liter of full sugar Dr pepper)
a cartoon smiley face with the word funniicons in the corner
ALT: a cartoon smiley face with the word funniicons in the corner
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October 31, 2025 at 3:23 PM
binged on all that the second I woke up 😹😿
I'm going to start biting people my dad's getting a shit ton of food and I already ate today
October 31, 2025 at 12:50 AM
I'm going to start biting people my dad's getting a shit ton of food and I already ate today
32 baby carrots waow
October 30, 2025 at 11:19 PM
32 baby carrots waow
as a reward I am letting myself have tuna and a salad maybe
October 30, 2025 at 8:57 PM
as a reward I am letting myself have tuna and a salad maybe
Hung out with the friend and it was so awkward the whole time
October 30, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Hung out with the friend and it was so awkward the whole time
Think my sister is catching on to me not eating again. She was like, "you want some chips, hold on lemme get the bag" and handed them to me, not eating any herself, then said, "wooeew I can't finish this pb&j take it" this actually makes me so incredibly suicidal
October 30, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Think my sister is catching on to me not eating again. She was like, "you want some chips, hold on lemme get the bag" and handed them to me, not eating any herself, then said, "wooeew I can't finish this pb&j take it" this actually makes me so incredibly suicidal
craving a good stew so bad I'm actually about to cry
October 30, 2025 at 6:22 AM
craving a good stew so bad I'm actually about to cry
I genuinely feel like I can feel myself get stupider when I fast. There was one time I was so out of it I literally put like my whole hand on a pan to see if it had gotten hot enough to cook on yet like not even trying to hurt myself I just like forgot pain means damage I guess
October 30, 2025 at 5:49 AM
I genuinely feel like I can feel myself get stupider when I fast. There was one time I was so out of it I literally put like my whole hand on a pan to see if it had gotten hot enough to cook on yet like not even trying to hurt myself I just like forgot pain means damage I guess
maybe I do the ED cope path and just become a nutritionist
October 30, 2025 at 12:44 AM
maybe I do the ED cope path and just become a nutritionist
I have decided the course of action is eating 4 pickle spears instead. Don't think there's enough sugar/calories to break ketosis but I'm starting da timer again n e ways I just really really want pickle rn
October 30, 2025 at 12:14 AM
I have decided the course of action is eating 4 pickle spears instead. Don't think there's enough sugar/calories to break ketosis but I'm starting da timer again n e ways I just really really want pickle rn
tweaking rn bc my bf wants to hang after work but I really need to go on a walk but my phones almost dead so there's a huge possibility I miss him again if I do but I feel huge but I don't want to get too sweaty by working out at home before I see him
October 30, 2025 at 12:11 AM
tweaking rn bc my bf wants to hang after work but I really need to go on a walk but my phones almost dead so there's a huge possibility I miss him again if I do but I feel huge but I don't want to get too sweaty by working out at home before I see him
wishing I knew my weight so I knew how many calories I was burning but vibes are okay too I guess whatever
October 29, 2025 at 11:42 PM
wishing I knew my weight so I knew how many calories I was burning but vibes are okay too I guess whatever
For Halloween imma probably do a classic horror binge, starting with one of my faves Mr. Sardonicus. Haven't sat down to enjoy classic horror in so long and I actually used to really enjoy it. I am forcing the depression out of my body
October 29, 2025 at 11:12 PM
For Halloween imma probably do a classic horror binge, starting with one of my faves Mr. Sardonicus. Haven't sat down to enjoy classic horror in so long and I actually used to really enjoy it. I am forcing the depression out of my body