posingholy
@posingholy.bsky.social
an elder emo writing original slash on ao3 & wp @posingholy
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@posingholy.bsky.social
· Oct 8
Surpassed 250k words on my main story with this update. Absolutely bonkers, but it really is an honor that people are enjoying my ocs and original yaoi fiction! over a year later and I still can’t believe it
Surpassed 250k words on my main story with this update. Absolutely bonkers, but it really is an honor that people are enjoying my ocs and original yaoi fiction! over a year later and I still can’t believe it
October 8, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Surpassed 250k words on my main story with this update. Absolutely bonkers, but it really is an honor that people are enjoying my ocs and original yaoi fiction! over a year later and I still can’t believe it
chapter 29 is technically in progress but it’s going slow. the holidays and the depression are making it really tough so I apologize for the delay!
The story is still ongoing, updates are just going to be slower until my brain has less trouble focusing
✨happy holidays & merry Christmas!✨
The story is still ongoing, updates are just going to be slower until my brain has less trouble focusing
✨happy holidays & merry Christmas!✨
December 24, 2024 at 9:47 PM
chapter 29 is technically in progress but it’s going slow. the holidays and the depression are making it really tough so I apologize for the delay!
The story is still ongoing, updates are just going to be slower until my brain has less trouble focusing
✨happy holidays & merry Christmas!✨
The story is still ongoing, updates are just going to be slower until my brain has less trouble focusing
✨happy holidays & merry Christmas!✨
@thefireguard.bsky.social AMERICA pt 2
December 20, 2024 at 10:33 PM
@thefireguard.bsky.social AMERICA pt 2
December 20, 2024 at 10:12 AM
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All pleasures are guilty pleasures if you have high enough anxiety
December 16, 2024 at 11:50 PM
All pleasures are guilty pleasures if you have high enough anxiety
my jaw hurts so bad from clenching my teeth so hard all night jfc
don’t get me wrong, I clench during the day too which doesn’t help but night time is the worst ✨
don’t get me wrong, I clench during the day too which doesn’t help but night time is the worst ✨
December 18, 2024 at 9:02 PM
my jaw hurts so bad from clenching my teeth so hard all night jfc
don’t get me wrong, I clench during the day too which doesn’t help but night time is the worst ✨
don’t get me wrong, I clench during the day too which doesn’t help but night time is the worst ✨
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Remember, a first draft's only job is to exist
October 18, 2024 at 2:37 PM
Remember, a first draft's only job is to exist
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Self awareness is the most important trait you can cultivate. Only through constant introspection can you develop the wisdom necessary to be sad all the time
December 16, 2024 at 3:15 PM
Self awareness is the most important trait you can cultivate. Only through constant introspection can you develop the wisdom necessary to be sad all the time
I highly recommend adding fries to your bean and cheese burritos if you don’t mind a carb bomb 🙂↕️
December 14, 2024 at 11:46 PM
I highly recommend adding fries to your bean and cheese burritos if you don’t mind a carb bomb 🙂↕️
I’m eating GARLIC BREAD & this awful shark movie that I’ve been waiting to watch all year just showed up on Hulu right in time for tonight so that’s like a 25% reduction in depression for the rest of the day
At least until I start this up & am forced to endure yet another stupid decision I’ve made
At least until I start this up & am forced to endure yet another stupid decision I’ve made
December 13, 2024 at 10:53 PM
I’m eating GARLIC BREAD & this awful shark movie that I’ve been waiting to watch all year just showed up on Hulu right in time for tonight so that’s like a 25% reduction in depression for the rest of the day
At least until I start this up & am forced to endure yet another stupid decision I’ve made
At least until I start this up & am forced to endure yet another stupid decision I’ve made
getting hyped for The Green Knight tonight ✨ it’s so incredibly gorgeous, I can’t wait to see it on the big screen again
December 11, 2024 at 7:40 PM
getting hyped for The Green Knight tonight ✨ it’s so incredibly gorgeous, I can’t wait to see it on the big screen again
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my enemy is seducing me and im into it
December 11, 2024 at 4:37 PM
my enemy is seducing me and im into it
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December 10, 2024 at 12:44 PM
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it’s the most wonderful time of the year:
standing behind a barely living elderly woman with a wet cough in the grocery store checkout line
standing behind a barely living elderly woman with a wet cough in the grocery store checkout line
December 10, 2024 at 10:39 PM
it’s the most wonderful time of the year:
standing behind a barely living elderly woman with a wet cough in the grocery store checkout line
standing behind a barely living elderly woman with a wet cough in the grocery store checkout line
I FINALLY bought some new boots on a black friday sale & they finally arrived &, naturally, they’re too small for my stupidly large feet
Idk why I keep thinking that I’ll be able to buy anything but men’s shoes when I’ve found only one pair of women’s shoes that fit in literally like a decade lmao
Idk why I keep thinking that I’ll be able to buy anything but men’s shoes when I’ve found only one pair of women’s shoes that fit in literally like a decade lmao
December 10, 2024 at 8:39 PM
I FINALLY bought some new boots on a black friday sale & they finally arrived &, naturally, they’re too small for my stupidly large feet
Idk why I keep thinking that I’ll be able to buy anything but men’s shoes when I’ve found only one pair of women’s shoes that fit in literally like a decade lmao
Idk why I keep thinking that I’ll be able to buy anything but men’s shoes when I’ve found only one pair of women’s shoes that fit in literally like a decade lmao
this is sooo rad!!!
My favourite piece (so far!). Design by the fantastic QuaternionCreations on Etsy, with colours chosen by me (making quite liberal use of the million threads I have 😂)
December 9, 2024 at 6:08 PM
this is sooo rad!!!
in other news, I’ve finally begun to seriously work on chapter 28 again!
I’ve really missed writing Jam & Elli so the break was successful.
hopefully it’ll be done within the next few days & then I can return to existing in my sphere of anxiety as I wait to see if anyone boos me out of existence
I’ve really missed writing Jam & Elli so the break was successful.
hopefully it’ll be done within the next few days & then I can return to existing in my sphere of anxiety as I wait to see if anyone boos me out of existence
December 8, 2024 at 8:53 PM
in other news, I’ve finally begun to seriously work on chapter 28 again!
I’ve really missed writing Jam & Elli so the break was successful.
hopefully it’ll be done within the next few days & then I can return to existing in my sphere of anxiety as I wait to see if anyone boos me out of existence
I’ve really missed writing Jam & Elli so the break was successful.
hopefully it’ll be done within the next few days & then I can return to existing in my sphere of anxiety as I wait to see if anyone boos me out of existence
the good news: I’m going to see Interstellar in imax tomorrow!
the bad news: I am going to be a weepy MESS for nearly 3 hours & am surrounded by people & don’t want to ruin their time
my depression is ✨THRIVING✨ rn so it’s gonna be ugly. I’ll probably start crying as soon as it starts like a BOZO
the bad news: I am going to be a weepy MESS for nearly 3 hours & am surrounded by people & don’t want to ruin their time
my depression is ✨THRIVING✨ rn so it’s gonna be ugly. I’ll probably start crying as soon as it starts like a BOZO
December 8, 2024 at 7:57 PM
the good news: I’m going to see Interstellar in imax tomorrow!
the bad news: I am going to be a weepy MESS for nearly 3 hours & am surrounded by people & don’t want to ruin their time
my depression is ✨THRIVING✨ rn so it’s gonna be ugly. I’ll probably start crying as soon as it starts like a BOZO
the bad news: I am going to be a weepy MESS for nearly 3 hours & am surrounded by people & don’t want to ruin their time
my depression is ✨THRIVING✨ rn so it’s gonna be ugly. I’ll probably start crying as soon as it starts like a BOZO
if there’s one thing to know about me, it’s that I will be defeated by a semicolon every single time 🙃
December 8, 2024 at 8:12 AM
if there’s one thing to know about me, it’s that I will be defeated by a semicolon every single time 🙃
bc I post horror on main, I’m mutuals w/ a number of Leigh Whannell stans & they’ve brought my crush back to the forefront of my mind & now I can’t stop thinking about how hot he is
like now I’ve found an appreciation post about his side profile & nose w/ these pics & like YES are you kidding me 😩
like now I’ve found an appreciation post about his side profile & nose w/ these pics & like YES are you kidding me 😩
December 8, 2024 at 3:37 AM
bc I post horror on main, I’m mutuals w/ a number of Leigh Whannell stans & they’ve brought my crush back to the forefront of my mind & now I can’t stop thinking about how hot he is
like now I’ve found an appreciation post about his side profile & nose w/ these pics & like YES are you kidding me 😩
like now I’ve found an appreciation post about his side profile & nose w/ these pics & like YES are you kidding me 😩
jealous of everyone’s posts about it being super cold. It’s 78* here and there’s a fire weather warning lmao 🙃
December 7, 2024 at 7:45 PM
jealous of everyone’s posts about it being super cold. It’s 78* here and there’s a fire weather warning lmao 🙃
I chose channel zero and there is a killer clown contortionist that the protagonist manifested 🥴 very few things really give me BAD FEELINGS in horror but people/things moving abnormally is a big one 😭
So it was a good pick.
So it was a good pick.
I finished s3 of Channel Zero last week, should I finish off the series (it’s an anthology)
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create a new, possibly life altering obsession by finally watching Hannibal. I’ve been afraid of watching it bc of how mentally ill I’m gonna be about it & bc their relationship is going to destroy me 😩
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create a new, possibly life altering obsession by finally watching Hannibal. I’ve been afraid of watching it bc of how mentally ill I’m gonna be about it & bc their relationship is going to destroy me 😩
December 7, 2024 at 7:01 AM
I chose channel zero and there is a killer clown contortionist that the protagonist manifested 🥴 very few things really give me BAD FEELINGS in horror but people/things moving abnormally is a big one 😭
So it was a good pick.
So it was a good pick.
Before that decision, it’s time for the new episode of the creep tapes & this adorable serial killer 🖤
a man wearing a furry hat and a black jacket with the letter a on it
Alt: a man wearing a furry hat and a black jacket standing in front of trees, he smiles and nods
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December 7, 2024 at 5:04 AM
Before that decision, it’s time for the new episode of the creep tapes & this adorable serial killer 🖤