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I love being a taboo subject.
😶
My father said that he had a shiver down his spine, that he is half surprised (?), that he need to "digest" the news, and just said "Well, that's the way things are these days, huh?"
That's the way things are these days...?
Then they left...
I love being a taboo subject.
😶
You are aware of the issues and struggles I was facing these last years, and you always tried to do your best to help and support me. I'll never forget it.
Take care of you too 💗
You are aware of the issues and struggles I was facing these last years, and you always tried to do your best to help and support me. I'll never forget it.
Take care of you too 💗
Sorry for all these long posts "100% my life.", I don't seek advices or anything, I just wanted to...talk about it...
Take care of you 💓
Sorry for all these long posts "100% my life.", I don't seek advices or anything, I just wanted to...talk about it...
Take care of you 💓
I said, Friday, to my father that I'm still the same, I mean, I didn't change in an instant because 1s before for them I was """normal""".
I'm confused, yet not surprised by their reaction.
Was it too soon? I don't think so... It has to be said.
I said, Friday, to my father that I'm still the same, I mean, I didn't change in an instant because 1s before for them I was """normal""".
I'm confused, yet not surprised by their reaction.
Was it too soon? I don't think so... It has to be said.
But since then, nothing, the complete deafening silence.
What have I done wrong? What should I do? Should I wait and see how things will be later?
But since then, nothing, the complete deafening silence.
What have I done wrong? What should I do? Should I wait and see how things will be later?
My father said that he had a shiver down his spine, that he is half surprised (?), that he need to "digest" the news, and just said "Well, that's the way things are these days, huh?"
That's the way things are these days...?
Then they left...
My father said that he had a shiver down his spine, that he is half surprised (?), that he need to "digest" the news, and just said "Well, that's the way things are these days, huh?"
That's the way things are these days...?
Then they left...
Their reactions were...difficult to understand.
Their reactions were...difficult to understand.
So... I said it...
So... I said it...
I find myself doing things I would never have done before, taking care of myself again, dressing in a certain way, because I want to be attractive again and open myself up to the world.
I'm truly happy again.
I find myself doing things I would never have done before, taking care of myself again, dressing in a certain way, because I want to be attractive again and open myself up to the world.
I'm truly happy again.
Despite the distance between us, through his words, his gestures when we are together, his attention and understanding, I have learned to accept myself, to ease my mindset, to open up again to someone else.
Despite the distance between us, through his words, his gestures when we are together, his attention and understanding, I have learned to accept myself, to ease my mindset, to open up again to someone else.
Few trustworthy friends were aware of my "state".
But I was still alone against myself.
Few trustworthy friends were aware of my "state".
But I was still alone against myself.
And it's truly an amazing feeling.
For years, after being abused due to a complicated past relationship, I wasn't able to touch, to be close to, to have any physical contact for more than 5s.
And it's truly an amazing feeling.
For years, after being abused due to a complicated past relationship, I wasn't able to touch, to be close to, to have any physical contact for more than 5s.
My parents are the kind to be...far right, especially my father. Family meeting and reunion are often the occasion to hear many "thoughts" about how they see the world. Homophobic and racist comments are rife.
I've spent years, decade, to remain silent...
My parents are the kind to be...far right, especially my father. Family meeting and reunion are often the occasion to hear many "thoughts" about how they see the world. Homophobic and racist comments are rife.
I've spent years, decade, to remain silent...
This week, after a nice evening with my parents for my 41th birthday, I've found the strength and courage to tell them something about me...
It wasn't an easy task.
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This week, after a nice evening with my parents for my 41th birthday, I've found the strength and courage to tell them something about me...
It wasn't an easy task.
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冬コミで絵があげれんので大昔に描いてこっちにあげてない絵を上げマウス
もう東方もすごく昔の作品なのよね…シンジランネ…