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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 12h

With great dumpy comes great responsibility... But I think this might be a bit too much for chat to handle 😳

Reposted by Raeal the Protogen

Blue Screen Apparel @bluescreenapparel.bsky.social · 1d

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 2d

I need to slow down:

youtu.be/8XiCIxSRjCI

I need to slow down

YouTube video by Raeal The Protogen

youtu.be

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 2d

Kinda posted this and forgot about it, going through the replies; thank you all for your messages.

I'll be okay I promise, I just realized I've spent too long chasing after the wrong things, and realizing that maybe streaming isn't for me if it puts so much pressure on me.

Gonna simplify things

Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 3d

Man todays stream was ROUGH. I really had a good time but the numbers thing on Twitch since they stopped counting lurkers is really fucking with me.

35 average viewers for the first time since I first started streaming on Raeal. That shit fucking sucks to see.

What the hell do I even do?

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 3d

Legit, this is going to send me into a spiral. Idk what to do

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 3d

I'm not saying I deserver more, I deserver what ever I end up getting; but this numbers game Twitch has been playing is playing hell on my self-worth as a content creator/ streamer.

I'm beginning to think it's not even worth it. Is there something about me that nobody is telling me that is wrong?

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 3d

Man todays stream was ROUGH. I really had a good time but the numbers thing on Twitch since they stopped counting lurkers is really fucking with me.

35 average viewers for the first time since I first started streaming on Raeal. That shit fucking sucks to see.

What the hell do I even do?

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 4d

Y'all I'm not gonna lie, I feel kinda aimless lately; like I don't have any real goals or I don't know what to pursue anymore.

Part of the reason I want to focus on the YouTube channel again is to bring that spark back; but idk if it's there anymore

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 4d

New YCH available! "Squish the Protogen"

I'm collaborating with @blackbloodqueen.bsky.social for this multislot YCH featuring Raeal!

Find out more here: www.furaffinity.net/view/62572863/

Claim a slot by filling out this form: forms.gle/P8qyWsYg5w7e...

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 5d

Yep! Raised in Akron

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 8d

In the market for a vehicle and would love some suggestions!

Needs to be able to haul cargo for vending at a con, but also not be a huge hassle to maintain or too big where gas mileage will be an issue.

Thought of getting one of those work vans too

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EuanEchidhog @euanechidhog.bsky.social · 16d

Drew a quick pic of @corgicam.tv , @supersahama.bsky.social , @raeal.bsky.social and @itshope.bsky.social dressed as their characters from the game: PEAK. Based on the moment when Corgi launches himself to skip a large section of the map with mixed results XD

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 16d

It would be the same as anyone else pushing another sona up to the forefront. I've had Raeal for 5 years and he was my first ever fursona. A lot can change in that 5 years and in this case I just don't feel like I resonate with the character as much anymore, and really want to try something else

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 17d

NEW VIDEO!

THEY LET ME BE A MACRO!

youtu.be/BIzucTQ_4dQ

I'M HUGE! - VRChat Highlights

YouTube video by Raeal The Protogen

youtu.be

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 20d

I think I've made the decision to start moving Raeal into a background character role for the channel and what I do.

I'll have a full video at a later date for what exactly I mean; but I just feel like I need a change in my routine and what I do. I want to move into a new chapter with stuff

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 22d

It's also kinda funny, I've legit lost out on collab and business opportunities BECAUSE of being a Protogen. It's wild that it happens, but it really opens your eyes to how people perceive things on the outside.

I'm just a dude on the internet making content, I can do that in any character

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 22d

creepy/ parasocial behavior, plus just people being generally just *weird* about Protogens just puts me off from the species.

Probably a larger conversation to be had there but honestly I feel like retiring to something new would be a breath of fresh air for me.

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 22d

Is it safe to say that there are some days I just feel like retiring Raeal as a character? I don't really resonate with him or the Protogen species anymore- even if I still love them both.

Been something on my mind. Being lumped in with a crowd of people with personality delusions, being younger-

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 26d

macro deer are best deer :p

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 27d

I know I keep saying it but I'm genuinely going to make an effort to post most of my stuff here from now on.

Twitter just sucks, man. It's just full of hate.

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · 29d

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · Sep 12

My manager recommended I play a silly rage game about a horse on a skateboard and BOY HOWDY I ABSOLUTELY FELT RAGE!

Go laugh at my pain over at youtu.be/SBSC5v41YKc

Edited by @pav-live.bsky.social
Thumbnail by @kingzafar.bsky.social

SKATE HORSE

duh duh duh duh duh duh duh SKATE! duh duh duh duh duh duh duh HORSE!

youtu.be

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · Sep 9

DAY 8 -- THE FACTORY MUST GROW

www.twitch.tv/raealtheprot...

#furry #twitch #protogen

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · Sep 9

i hope you step in lukewarm water while wearing socks

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Raeal the Protogen @raeal.bsky.social · Sep 7

IT'S THAT TIME!

It's our annual Cursed Halo Charity Race!

We're live RIGHT NOW!

twitch.tv/raealtheprot...

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