Rala
@raladraws.bsky.social
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30’s?! | they/she | OKINAWAN🏝️ | Artist, Animator, Fiber Arts | Sorta nsfw 🔞plus | 420💚|🚫Ai | donations + shop 👉 https://ko-fi.com/mixi_mart
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New sweater for Rala!!
Its been a blast knitting tiny tops for them?!?
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Thank you, those words mean a lot so i appreciate it and you 🫂🫂🫂🫂
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Reassurances to myself cuz i really feel abandoned...
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I gotta keep smacking myself fr
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Anyways, my life is just a certain type of tragic comedy slice of life and i wish i had the ability to turn it into a manga so i could at least monetize off of my suffering!!
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Being the only one of the two actually showing sadness and turmoil in what feels like a divorce...i really am a fool for thinking he loved me the way i loved him...
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I just need hugs of comfort rn but its so awkward to ask for them...i just need someone brave to just hug me and not treat me like im some sort of beast....
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Visual summary of me thinking on this at work
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Am i...a fucking clown????
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I was...never treated as a girlfriend huh....
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Its cool that he can make a post wishing a video game character "happy birthday" but in the 10yrs of being together hes never made one for me anywhere but i have...so cool to realize im not even on the fucking radar compared to fucking Marisa. So cool!!!
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VIP tour guide's eyes looked so insanely happy about the ride photos being down lolol
Like, they don't even work my job looking for their pictures...why are they happy? 😅🤨
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Hes a bit intimidating but hes a cool and caring guy
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Its been so cool to see ur updates on the 3D work!!
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He says he wants to be friends after he gets his space and its like...does he even deserve that of me??? Why is that his expectation after ive suffered so much unnecessary turmoil over HIS bullshit??? Wtf....
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Great..application rejected...theres no way i'll be able to stay in LA on my own like this...he blames me for making him move out here and abandons me and forced me to suffer and struggle enough till i cant be here anymore. So cool!!
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Im hoping so too...my(our) birthday is in januarary and im dreading it but imma stay strong 😔
At least drawing it out helps a lot
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🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝
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Got invited to The Magic Castle last night and it was great being distracted by highly talented magicians 🥺❤️
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🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
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IM NOT!! ITS NOT ME!! IM DOING THE BEST I ACTUALLY CAN AND TAKING ALL THE PUNCHES SO ITS NOT ME!!
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Ahh yes, i see i see
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U mean ur wife??? Lol jkjk
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Im trying to not twist myself into a person who hates this guy but my god how many mistakes and "im sorry"s and i suppose to accept before i feel like letting shit slide at the expense of my feelings? I just want some emotional intelligence & a little thoughtfulness but thats too much to ask i guess