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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · Aug 1

3500 XP with ONLY Heavy Splatling Deco this is kind a crazy actually

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 7h

Duuudr DUUUUDE OH MY GOOOD

Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 12h

YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID HI NOOOO OMG :( TRUST ME THEY WOULD HAVE BEEN DELIGHTED TO HEAR YOU CHIME IN, IR YOU SEE THEM AGAIN SAY HI!!!

Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 13h

What wasit

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 1d

mr grizz knows ball 🔥

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

in full honestly i'd rather be bad at the game than to be good at it. rant over, heres a cat

Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

are usually ppl who i feel played better than me, i always tell myself "why do you apologize to me for playing bad when i feel like i did worse?" i have the worst impostor syndrome in this game. it results in me not even trying at all sometimes, but my autopilot is still really good,

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

feels like i feel nothing at both a win or loss, i play splatoon for fun but i feel like i fully dissociate when i play x, it's such a strong feeling that i feel discouraged to continue playing x rank because of that at times. going back to the people apologizing me for playing bad, they

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

certain people and teammates are and i feel like i should also be feeling that way, like i should also be noticing when my teammates are doing bad or being upset but i feel nothing. more recently I have been adopting the mindset of "feel nothing at losses and feel great over wins" but now it

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

assume loss every game so i end up not caring, more often than not if people play with me and we lose i always hear "i'm sorry for playing bad" and i never understand it. I never care but more importantly i just never notice, i am in x rank vcs often and i always hear people saying how bad

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

small, somewhat weird x rank rank (1/6)

I FULLY play x rank for fun, dancing between in and out of top 2k and i don't have a care in the world and i feel oddly guilty because i feel like i dont care *too much*. i feel like i should care more at this level or be able to call myself good but i just

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Red @redstcne.bsky.social · 2d

screen is actually a cool and fun special if they didn't kill it at release