張念 °˖✧ 🔞 ✧˖° Nen Chang
@retromortis.bsky.social
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✧Delusional Aestheticism✧ with a death wish ☠️ watercolor cover&promo illustrator ❤️ neither is nor is not 🎴living w/ cotards delusion & PsArthritis (╬≖_≖) oscen.art ∑(; °Д°) astoryofcollapse.com (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) linktr.ee/retromortis 🔞🔞🔞 (ノ≧∇≦)ノ ミ 8⊏⊃༅༄༅
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Hi, I’m Nen. I’m a #watercolor illustrator. I do a lot of comic covers & gaming #art. My work often relates to my experience with cotards delusion.

I work on a #BL web serial w/ my partner called Collapse.

I’ll be posting #nsfw art and #ych drafts along w/ more finished #paintings & sketches ❤️
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Blade//honkai star rail 🔪

White snake/suzhen next 🐍

Http://twitch.tv/killernen

#art
Blades from honkai star rail
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Tonight we’re drawing

Emma frost
Blade // honkai Star rail
Bai suzhen // lady white snake
Flins // genshin

+1 spot open. In no particular order, idk who’s first lol. Let’s go, sluts.

#live
KillerNEN - Twitch
[18+ sketch marathon] miss me?? ♥ emma, suzhen, blade, flins, and more ♥ !lineup !social !asunder
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This pic of my dog screaming into another dog’s mouth at the dog park is basically how i feel most of the time
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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Thanks!! I was really happy with how the hair came out :3
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All the meds are finally cooperating together and i think im in remission!!
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FML

i only fully completed one thing but she’s REALLY hot so…

Rene, one of my viewers ocs ;D

#art #ocsky #oc #originalcharacter
Rene is so gd hot
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I had to pause to let some stuff dry before flowers go in, but here’s progress on first piece: a kitsune girl with gold fronts

Emma now twitch.tv/killernen

#art #wip #sketch
GOLD FRONTS GO LICK LICK LICK
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Ya i missed u 2 ❤️ now let’s get to work

twitch.tv/killernen

#art #artstream #sketch
Nen’s selfie face Nen’s selfie face
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I’ve been MIA getting into remission from my arthritis. I’m streaming for the first time in months tomorrow. I dropped new YCH poses for the first time in forever—book em on discord or hmu, I’m booking a list for tomorrow ❤️

#art #sketch #wip
A preliminary YCH draft A preliminary YCH draft A preliminary YCH draft A preliminary YCH draft
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I’m at Gencon Artshow16 with @pneumacia.bsky.social ❤️ come see us

#conventions #art #artsky #gencon
Gencon artshow table 16 is the best table
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Our street exploded yesterday lol

They had to dig up the road to replace the water main
THE STREET IS SHOWING HOLE THE STREET IS SHOWING HOLE THE STREET IS SHOWING HOLE
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My girl @pneumacia.bsky.social ran riso prints of my Nyx piece that we’re releasing at Gencon. ❤️ they turned out so cool, Liz’s riso color sense is INCREDIBLE. She also did my scarlet witch who also came out sick >w< both are limited edition runs of 25.

#art #nyx #risograph
Risograph putting of Nyx—drawn by Nen, printed by Liz!!
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Signal boosting is super appreciated, too. For anyone keeping up who wants to know:

I’m two infusions into my treatment for the arthritis, so I’m hopeful we’ll be headed toward remission soon. T-T
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Recovery’s going slow. i haven’t been able to get back to working on the schedule i need to & i hate it );

That said, Liz and I need a little help getting to GenCon.

We put up a 25% sale—you can also use it to pre-purchase stuff to pick up at Gencon ❤️ i made pickup an option

Oscen.art
Detail of a painting by Nen Chang Detail of a painting by Nen Chang Detail of a painting by Nen Chang Detail of a painting by Nen Chang
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twitch.tv/killernen

Drawing this emma for a client, then other stuff—let’s gooo
She’s gonna be emma frost
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Perfecting it tonight for stream tomorrow! So excited to show it off!!
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Finally made something that fits my hands perfectly and i can force to fit every single one of my tools 8D
IM A GENIUS
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Painting tonight on twitch, i haven’t been on in a while so im test driving my hand lol twitch.tv/killernen

#art #ocsky #originalcharacters #ocart
My boy Holden ❤️
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Made a couple drafts that may get finished when my hand is doing better ❤️ Savya and Faro, not particularly finalized but at least I’m drawing lol

#art #oc #ocart #ocsky #sketch #doodle
This is Savya This is Faro
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Look how precious our Nubls is, he’s such a long cuddly boy
Nubls and Liz Nubls and Liz Nubls and Liz Nubls and Liz
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Me and @pneumacia.bsky.social adopted this sweet little baby today ❤️❤️❤️ his name is Anubls—like someone made a weird typo in Anubis, because that’s where the name comes from LOL
NUBLS!! NUBLS!! NUBLS!! NUBLS!!
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Engineered myself a hand mod so i can draw while dealing with the arthritis. After some trial and error, it’s working pretty comfortably. It IS basically a strapon for my hand tho LOL i’m tryna make it compatible with more tools & maybe easier to get on and off ❤️

Here’s an Asra.

#oc #ocsky #art
Always with the holes, Asra, my God
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Omg they’re so fucking cute
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Faro & Fane! My characters from @retromortis.bsky.social & my project: ASUNDER. They’re twins who share the same body & when one is in the world the other serves as a reflection (in mirrors). #ocsky #art #oc
Faro! Rendered in muted pastels and holding a lollipop because he’s SWEET. Fane! Rendered in brighter colors and holding a knife because he’s fighty & bitey!
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I really need help. I attached a novel about it in the images of this post. I’ve put an auto 25% off all art in the oscen store. if you’ve ever wanted something from me & are able to help me out you’d be legit saving my ass.

oscen.art

Any signal boost would be just as good. ;-; thank you so much
So an update: 

If you don’t know, I’ve been diagnosed with psoriatic arthritis. It has almost completely disabled my drawing hand. It attacks my spine and sometimes takes out my left knee, too, but the main problem is my right hand. I have a lot of difficulty putting pressure behind a pencil and I gotta abuse NSAIDS to do ANY sort of trad drawing. Digital isn’t so bad right now so I’m trying to keep doing some sort of drawing, but the existential crisis of it all really weighs a lot. It’s been difficult to stay positive.

I started out on a med that didn’t do anything for me while we waited for my insurance to approve the biologic infusion. If you wanna know, it’s Simponi Aria. I got approved really recently and got my initial infusion date, but they can’t do it any sooner than mid-June. 

I’ve basically run through my savings so I really need help. I’ve put an auto 25% off all prints and originals in the store. If you’ve ever wanted something from me & are able to help me out while I wait for my arthritis treatment, you’d be legit saving my ass, no joke. 

If you can’t grab anything, a signal boost would honestly be just as good, just to get the message out there. Introduce me to yer friends and stuff lol. Asking for help is difficult but I can’t walk this one out solo. 

Thanks for reading this, if you’ve gotten this far. I really appreciate you caring enough to even open up an image and read about my situation. ❤️ A detail shot of Somatic, a painting by Nen Chang A detail shot of So Below, a painting by Nen Chang A detail shot of Erythemis, a painting by Nen Chang and Liz Tecca