🌺🌸Risuri🌸🌺Hua Senti's wifey🐔🐲
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🌺🌸Risuri🌸🌺Hua Senti's wifey🐔🐲
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30+ | She/they ✅ | Audhd | Hi3rd | Does art sometimes | Pro Yapper | SentiHua ❤️ HuaSenti | Multiship | ❤️Senti❤️ | Don't use/reupload/AI my work
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Still temporary pinned this is lmao
I will figure out smth to collect art but I barely have anything rn anyway

Here's some tags I use:

#Risuwrites (for writings/fics)

#Risuwip (sketches and work in progress)

#SentiRisu (ocxcanon...)

#InfinityRisu (infinity nikki!!)
It's a bit difficult bc I can't swallow pills unless they're really tiny 🥲
I see
I'm not sure why my doctor didn't suggest alternatives but still have to talk now that taking a break is not gonna happen 🥲

Afaik ppis in general cause issues with absorption, people get either infusions or switch to different iron...
I'm looking into finding iron bisglycinate
Yea I been contacting my doctor, we talked abt pausing the supplements for a bit bc it was pretty bad and Omeprazole wasn't great on me
But this isn't how I want to live either ;_;

Those meds are also bit of a thing with absorption though, iron is difficult 🥲
Sucks I am so heavily symptomatic
On here there is nothing... Hardly a crumb here and there

I don't use main on twt still, I'm hiding on alt..

Since this place is what it is idk if I should bother beyond what I already have ;;
Idk what to do but theres also no point in making decisions rn bc what can I even do lmao
Twt shit had me thinking about tumblr but idk and discord but I already fumbled that hard that I don't even dare to log in anymore 💀
No point in thinking about it rn..

I feel like shit
And I have no idea when I will feel better and actually be able to do something...
Is it at 20? 30? Higher?

15 is definitely not enough.

I'm missing out on everything, can't draw what I want to or at all... Will I still care by the time I can...? Will there be anyone still..?
I don't have energy or the emotional strength to try and socialize and rn even getting happy causes anxiety or smth

I tried pausing iron bc too much stomach issues but immediately my symptoms got worse again but by the looks of it now it is going to take like a year to get ferritin to 30...
Bummed about twt and the things that seem to be coming...
Knowing noone will leave even if the entire thing is taken over by ai 💀
I don't rly want to stay but too much is on there

Meanwhile why do I even bother to think abt it cuz I am doing bad still and worse lately ...
This is my favourite form~

Pink long boring haired Risuri was more or less just toned down in what I like and wanted... I still kinda like her though

This form looks out of place ofc but I can't care enough...
Scribbles~

Can't be consistent to save my life and I lowkey wish I could imitate styles sometimes 🥲
Seems like my ferritin went up with 5 to 15 🥲 it will take forever and I feel like I have been more tired the last few weeks idk
I'm pretty tired of this.
Idk what likes mean half of the time xD

Either way, I think I will leave the yume cringe on twt alt
But I might share a Risuri here and there

I really need to draw in color soon 🥲 but I have been struggling..
Unsure if I should still post Risuri/SentiRisu sketches/art here or no~
Can't and don't really disguise it as oc xcanon anymore lmao
Risuri does not classify as an oc xD

This platform s kind of empty but I still want to post art whenever I art but maybe I should keep this kind of thing away~
Unsure if I should still post Risuri/SentiRisu sketches/art here or no~
It is pretty simple tho so we'll see ~

Actually surprising I managed anything bc I have been more exhausted lately again ;;
Getting stabbed next week again to check my ferritin 🥲 At least to know if it went up at all..
Still doing absolute crap but at least I have smth I can draw on now 🥹

So wippi~
Actually unsure if I should throw it on here or alt
I did not plan, I just scribbled her face and from there we go
Should have screenshotted what I wanted to keep ._. fuckmylife man
Censorship also pisses me off bc I can literally see nsfw art and bare titties bouncing (idk how that ended up on the fy page again guess I refreshed too many times)
But god forbid I see someone's scores screenshot 😭 or a pencil doodle
Forgot to specifically mention my alt got suspended... All of a sudden...

Fuck
Let me enjoy things...
Main is fine for now but I wasn't on there
Too overwhelming.
Gotta hate twitter.

Going skjdbfkrjnfg over fictional chars and whining about struggling a lot rn
Yeah u can't be a real person

Meanwhile posts of animal vids are full of useless one liner replies by check mark bots.

I'm upset ... Why is everyone and everything there
missing Senti and Sentihua really badly but I can't get emotional about anything cuz it destroys me rn

at least that older merch order is finally in warehouse
my plush didn't get delivered, instead returned...fuck that delivery person
so waiting until they processed the return so she can be reship😭
i hope I feel at least a little better quickly bc this shit is scary asf
i have quite a bit of symptoms ;;

but anyway I'll probably be somewhat back when I am doing better, at least over on twitter.

take care yall
not doing well
i'm miserable

low on ferritin apparently but my doctor doesn't take it seriously
I am severely fatigued and can barely sleep, trying to survive the days atm
demanded iron supplement and got smth but the dosage is ridiculous so I am following the label of the thing itself