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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 6h

I feel you 🫂

Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 6h

My Switch SD card decided to die on me, thanks the fuck I have Nintendo Online subscription so my saves are hopefully safe 😭

Thankfully SD cards are lot cheaper then sending my console to maintenance or a buying new one 😅

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah same I have pretty bad gore and blood phobia too, but there is a pretty fox spirit man in the game so 😂

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 1d

There is just to much “get good” you can do when you only have one hand that work normally and the other one is just there as support hand. AKA I can press one button max two at the time, but I can’t move my thumb very quickly either so that don’t do much.

Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 1d

I really want to get Xillia but I also want to save money 😭😭😭

I’m also still interested in the Silent Hill F game, even though I’m scared that I’m too bad at the game and can’t finish it

(AKA if I buy it and can’t even play it, I basically burn my money for nothing)

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 3d

You too mate 🥲

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 3d

I feel like everyone is getting engaged and I’m here being chronically single 🫠

Being Aro/Ace also don’t help my case, so my chances to find/getting into heteronormative relationship is very small 😅

Levander marriage anyone???

(I take woman candidates too btw lol)

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 8d

Yep couple of days are better then weeks lol. Last time I was sick i was sick like 2-weeks 😅

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 8d

Took both of my shots yesterday to my left hand, now I’m dying as my left hand and head hurt like a bitch, at lest I hopefully don’t have feaver?

Fun fact: I can’t rake shots to my right hand because spasticity 🥲

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

Awww ihana Ropi 🩷

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

Shout out to the nice dude with tattoos that probably saw me crying and felt bad for me so he give me this frog thing and smiled at me, I rarely get any kinda kindness for stranger 🫠

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

At this point maybe I just open a fuck’in OF so I can pay for Euthanasia or something. Do I want to do sex work, not really but otherwise I live in poverty the next 50 years and can’t even die in peace 🫩

Sorry for my depressing rant

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

I don’t want live and see everyone else being happy and have their life moving on when I’m stuck. Nobody will ever probably even want to be with me because I’m Aro/Ace, so I die alone without a family. (Especially being Asexual)

I’m fucking NEET/shut in the rest of my life

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

Fuck I wish I was never born, I’m so tired for carrying the burden of the mistakes of the adults/systems that was supposed to help me. I don’t want to fill kela papers reset of my life, I don’t want to be under the care of people who don’t care about me as a person

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Saeral 🎀 @saeral.bsky.social · 9d

My life was ruined before I was even born, and they are still keeping me alive and suffering to this day.

I never been anything else then nice little project and when they can’t fix me it they fuck me up even more they trow me away

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