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saimihops
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23 Aspiring gamedev, in uni, trans, married to: @pitssniffer.bsky.social

links like github adding later i have a headache
Hyvää itsenäisyyspäivää!!!

Happy Independence day!!!
December 6, 2024 at 5:06 PM
It is really demotivating when i have probably close to a hundred scripts and months of work and the game still isnt anywhere close to be releasable
November 26, 2024 at 2:07 PM
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so embarrassing havin to tug your lil soft meat around like a rabid dog when it gets a piece of raw steak just to get the balls perfectly shaved
November 24, 2024 at 11:08 PM
bruh i washed my hair yesterday and it looks dirty whyyyy

also yes i know my bangs are uneven, waiting for until i have money to get a haircut and a re-dye for the split dye
November 22, 2024 at 12:51 PM
in this job market, i wouldn’t be mad to be the trans diversity hire, ill prove my skills after the hiring
November 22, 2024 at 1:58 AM
real positive impact looks like this
November 21, 2024 at 5:30 PM
seems like my weekend break has pretty much continued until this point

I did do one small online test and got a certificate, but i havent really coded this week yet

I think i got more exhausted/overwhelmed than i realised. I should reel myself back in step by step
November 20, 2024 at 11:36 PM
Ive negletted my looks and myself again and feel like a little gobling but its so hard to start
November 20, 2024 at 9:25 PM
its only 8:40 am and even with coffee and my adhd meds i feel like im already crashing

Idk should i push through and work at school, or go home, sleep for 6 hours and then work
November 18, 2024 at 6:41 AM
i wake up early, go to sleep early, yet the nights where i need sleep the most i cant fall asleep

tomorrow is back to the grind but at this rate its gonna be with 5ish hours of sleep, ive been laying in bed with eyes closed for 3 hours
November 17, 2024 at 10:19 PM
Something ive recently realised, that the biggest thing holding people back is not natural skill or ability to learn new things,

its self doubt

I am not great at math, and still a noob programmer, but i do believe by just sticking to it i will make it. Even if i started late, and have to work more
November 17, 2024 at 10:22 AM
most inspiring thing ive seen yet. if you want, you can become a game dev. No one else is going to do it for you!!!

youtu.be/YCjNT9qGjh4?...
Half-Life 2: 20th Anniversary Documentary
YouTube video by Valve
youtu.be
November 17, 2024 at 10:16 AM
Was feeling tired but yesterday and today spent completely disconnected from school has helped

Last meeting with artists and their new art for ratstonauts made me rly happy, and i want their art to be alive in the game

Back to the grind or monday, tomorrow i still have other plans

pics unrelated
November 16, 2024 at 10:03 PM
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diet soda girl throws up a sign
November 16, 2024 at 6:55 PM
i follow destiny and suddenly…
November 16, 2024 at 6:54 PM
Im gonna peasant max and make veggie soup
November 12, 2024 at 2:11 PM
What rly helps to stress is rave music about doing drugs and toxic gay relationships :3
November 11, 2024 at 6:23 AM
I am worried that will I get my game into a playable state by christmas

I will do my all ofc. I cant continue it until summer tho, since ill be spending my spring in an internship.

I’d like to have at least a working, okay version 1.0 out at christmas
November 11, 2024 at 6:21 AM
”sloppy style” made me re-read LMAOO
November 11, 2024 at 6:13 AM
November 7, 2024 at 11:19 AM
winter fit!!!!
November 4, 2024 at 9:42 PM
Recent finnish rapper inspiration has been TUNKKASET

based af their beat styles, no other finnish rappers i know of have used that kinda beats i love it
music most likely will not be a main focus in my life, and probably not even a hobby

But i want to make at least 1 song that im proud of. A song that hits like $uicideboy$ hits me. Ive listened them for 10 years, during my most formative years. wanna make sum my OWN but ofc they are an inspiration
November 4, 2024 at 5:17 AM