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My laptop has now been forced to officially retire. Was barely holding up to basic tasks and couldn’t even handle turning on without trouble.
So I setup a little, no pressure, Ko-Fi goal to aim to replace my laptop. I would appreciate a like, and share. Tips are also nice.

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I’m starting to think I’m the problem. Tryna constantly help people and find the good in everything… Only to see them trip again in the same hole. Like, I just tried to fix the hole and you want the hole to be there.
Fine! Fuck you!
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I’m not allowed to get comfy without her stealing my spot once I turn around 😩🩷 She’s so cute though #cat
Haven’t draw in a hot minute. And it shows πŸ˜‚
The debate on getting Netflix again is real. But I rarely watch stuff that’s outside YouTube… yet… it would be nice
It’s almost full knitting season for me lol fall into winter just seems to be my only time I tend to pick up this hobby. These were last year projects, many unfinished lol
I present β€œfluff” aka Little Miss.
So I’m in between trying to figure out what should be my next steps. Because I need culture to feel a sense of belonging again.
That Dominican restaurant became my island in a sea of isolation. It’s also the only place where I can get quality food I miss so much! Especially when a range of ingredients are just impossible to get on a none commercial level.
For goodness sake, for almost the first 2 years I been in Grants Pass I been the only Dominican person. Sure, there’s Mexican in the area, but that’s a whole different culture than me. And then finally when a Dominican restaurant opened up I finally didn’t feel alone.
It doesn’t help that I’m stuck due to transportation and finances. But I really need to find a way to reach my goal to becoming financially stable to be able to afford a vehicle so I can do things and surround myself in a larger diverse community.
Which now makes me wonder if that’s the reason I been slowly isolating myself past the initial culture shock of leaving a city to a small town. I’m not just isolated by the lack of things to do, but also by lack of diversity.
Oh god! Do I missed being surrounded by all sorts of different cultures, races, religions, and all forms of walks of life. I got excited finally being surrounded by something that wasn’t one note.
I think I’m still not over my culture shock from moving from NYC to Grants Pass, OR.

Especially when I dealt with my appointment last month in Portland, OR. I got excited about seeing skyscrapers and seeing a range of diversity of people. I got excited to see more than white ppl!
A part of me doesn’t want to wait until the 25th to go to the Dominican restaurant. But I gotta wait until then, it’s supposed to be special. Yet…
It’s September which means time to start changing from summer habits to fall habits. Slowly at least.