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And I, shall I not have pity for Nineveh the great city, in which there are many more than one hundred twenty thousand human beings who do not know between their right hand and their left, and many beasts?
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I have a bunch of religious special interests, so if I followed you, that's probably why : )
Expressing love for my screwed-up desires (by refusing to either sate them or repress them, therefore causing them to just linger for however long they like, and spending that time with them.)
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I love it when someone gets both the traditionalist Catholic autism and the Episcopalian autism and so they end up as a Latin Mass attender who is also a gay-affirming universalist.
It does not help that I keep highly variable, irregular, and erratic hours.
I am a big fan of the hours, I just... am bad at mustering the executive function by myself to do them in a way that makes consistent sense. I will do very strange combinations of different hours and different versions of the hours according to my abilities.
This is what my circle is discussing. Sometimes to my considerable distress.

I am not consistent at all in the hours.
Christian who insists that not only is Siddhartha Gautama a valid saint (because of the canonization of Josephat) but so is AvalokiteΕ›vara (because of the canonization of the Virgin Mary).
"Your face, so sweet, not bones, not meat, just gradings on the shore." "The light, the light, the light, the light that finds me." "The changing of the light is torture." "And I made the air move in arrows but I don't know how to love you." "Love is not love." Swirling in my head for years...
The degree to which my religious life has been shaped by sketchily comprehended lines from Cate le Bon songs my mom shows me is quite bizarre.
The only thing cooler to me than an account with a one-digit follower count is an account with literally zero followers that for whatever reason posts anyway.
I love praying the canonical hours.ΒΉ

ΒΉ All this user prayed today was vespers, twice, from two radically different traditions.
The reason was that the Spinozist analysis of how cognition works is not compatible with physicalism and neuroscience.
Spinoza also gives you a weird diagrammatic organism in Part II of the Ethics when he's explaining memory. I have seen him called pseudoscience as well of course.
I like it when, in Beyond the Pleasure Principle, he whips out his weird diagrammatic organism (undifferentiated vesicle). I'm always asking writers to show me their weird diagrammatic organisms.
Giving me bronze statues of bodhisattvas that I can play with like dolls in order to accrue divine favour for yourself... is pseudoscience...
I finally got my tofu sandwich. I fried the tofu in sesame oil, and unfortunately immediately after finishing eating, I was still hungry and now desired to eat more sesame oil. Ideally in the form of a substance in which a tofu sandwich is fried. It never ends.
I made myself a tofu sandwich today, which led a loved one of mine to want a tofu sandwich, so I made her one hours later, and her tofu sandwich made ME want a tofu sandwich. Which I fear I might act on at any point.
I feel like that should be in the contains section 🫀
But what if you did bite him ("him" being a Buddha (making me guilty of the fourth of the five cardinal sins and excluding me from rebirth in Amitabha's pure land))...
It's not all that bad. It's not like I bit him or anything.
Ultimate reality does not admit of "it is so" "it is not so" "it is both so and not so" "it is neither so nor not so" which means that the conventional use of any of these four is open to skillful means 😎 (also to the three poisons tho).
Vimalakirti and Zhuangzi are teaming up to make me stop being afraid of words.

Specifically of saying one thing now and another thing at another time.
I always find myself thinking about Psalm 139:6 for this reason. The knowledge that is worthwhile for me is wonderful beyond all attaining, and the knowledge that is attainable for me (🌳) is not an acceptable substitute.
However this is also very Lotus Sutra induced. I simply do not have the faculties of the Buddha (or God, for that matter) to discern what anyone is doing at any point or the manner in which they are acting as a bodhisattva. I must become like Monk Never-Disparage.
Also thinking a lot about when Israel says to Esau, "No, please; if I find favor with you, then accept my present from my hand, for truly to see your face is like seeing the face of God, since you have received me with such favor." This I also would like to cultivate in myself.