Alvin Van
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Alvin Van
@shinyeevee.bsky.social
Mr. ShinyEevee ° Vanderdeer
1994 ° 🇨🇦 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍🌈 ° He/Him
https://vanderdeer.carrd.co/
Pinned
February 10, 2026 at 4:14 PM
I think I don't really mind what other people are doing, even if it means I can't interact with them

Though, I was the kind of person to just lurk for random websites in 2006 to just look at people's websites with a shit ton of gifs and flashing colours
February 10, 2026 at 3:59 PM
Honestly, I'm sure there can be ways where it can be customizable AND user friendly

I think about website builder tools in the early 2010's, or even Tumblrs layout where there are custom layouts made by users who know what they're doing

It just feels so boring now. Nothing is colourful anymore
February 10, 2026 at 3:57 PM
There are ways 😭

I genuinely believe it's to save on bandwidth (more cost effective to have "landlord white walls")
February 10, 2026 at 3:55 PM
im just a poor little bee U_U looking for a website without a terrible userbase u_U And owners U_u And with customizable profile layouts that isn't just a banner and icon

oooh wont someone think about the social media bees
February 10, 2026 at 3:46 PM
I'm liek a worker bee

if the website SUCKS i will pack up and LEAVE
February 10, 2026 at 3:44 PM
It's obvious in hindsight, but even then, "Maybe there isn't anything wrong and it's all in my head. Maybe I was the one who was manipulated."

I am feeling more confident in myself the more these lies and manipulation unravels itself.
February 10, 2026 at 3:41 PM
it's all so fucking wrong

it's relieving to know that this "change of heart" that i've been seeing, witnessing, feeling since 2016 is REAL because some rich FUCK wanted to have everything.

I miss kindness.
February 10, 2026 at 3:36 PM
cathartic
February 10, 2026 at 3:29 PM
If users are orchestrated to Hate on that site you're using, You are being used as a personal army by pedophilic elites. Lol
February 10, 2026 at 3:23 PM
Paranoid Alvin: Everything is a psyop orchestrated by pedophiles FUCK FUCK FUCK
Normal Alvin: You didn't even touch those sites mentioned in those files with a billion foot pole.
Paranoid Alvin: Oh yeah, Lol
Normal Alvin: Lol
February 10, 2026 at 3:21 PM
I HATE complaining

Evil Alvin: I LOVE being sick and complaining about it
February 1, 2026 at 2:07 PM
Every day I wake up and something is Wrong With Me
February 1, 2026 at 2:06 PM
Got sick
February 1, 2026 at 2:04 PM
I want to fucking draw but every time I do my shoulder blades cry and my left shoulder wants to punch me
January 24, 2026 at 4:17 AM
Hey can it stop freak snowing every day like it did for the past month thank

(Chronic pain flare ups are sensitive to weather + living around all the great lakes + lake effect + hell)
January 24, 2026 at 4:16 AM
Reposted by Alvin Van
gentleman examines the salmon cube
January 20, 2026 at 4:23 PM
Real Sad Boy Hours
Published: Feb 7, 2018
January 18, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Gang
Published: Jan 30, 2020
January 18, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Magic Melody
Published: Mar 19, 2020
January 18, 2026 at 12:45 AM
January 17, 2026 at 10:11 PM
Baby William ;_;
January 16, 2026 at 1:10 AM
He's my special little old man
January 15, 2026 at 11:52 PM
William Posting

Gave him a new blanket with super soft fabric and look at him 💖
January 15, 2026 at 9:11 PM
Spaced Out

Drawn May 2, 2022
January 12, 2026 at 2:02 PM