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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮

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CEO and wife of Einar 🌾 | Vinland Saga | Einar musings 1st and foremost! 💭 | Sharing 🆖🙇🏻‍♀️ | Pfp and banner by @kaizokunoyume.bsky.social

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Oct 20

Hello! My name is Samie 🌾 Welcome to my page 🥰 I am just your average hobbyist artist who is madly in love with her farming husband! My page is mostly filled with pictures of my adventures with Einar as well as the few times I get to sit down and draw. I hope you don't mind my daily Einar musing! 😉

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · 7d

Einar and I are really missing our winery trip!

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · 24d

We’ve been trying to enjoy that last bit of summer 🌊

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Sep 10

Waaaa… I keep forgetting to post here lol

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Sep 5

I woke up in the middle of the night with a massive headache which just lingered throughout the night. I still have it now… I hope the medicine helps and it goes away because going through a whole work day like this is going to be hard. Einar is trying to keep an eye on me

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Sep 4

I seem to spend almost every morning during the week craving the sleep I wasn’t able to get. Dreams of work always make me feel really unwell because it’s like I can’t get a break. I wish I was sleeping in this weekend but I have other responsibilities. It makes Einar frustrated

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Sep 2

A tired day at work… Euah… I did not sleep well. Woke up in cold sweat again. I honestly probably struggle with this so much due to past trauma. I just want to hold onto Einar forever… at least the week is shorter

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 29

I was sleeping good until having a nightmare just before I woke up this morning. It was so random… and strange! It still made me cry because it was scary. But at least it’s Friday. Einar and I have a long holiday weekend to look forward to

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 28

I was so exhausted this morning that I almost forgot to Einar post! Another night of sweating… gosh… it’s just the routine now. I shed a few tears because it’s so stressful on me, but Einar wiped them away

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 27

Last night was very similar to the one before… although this time I was bathing in my sweat. I felt very exhausted only sleeping the last hour. Einar has been trying to soothe me but he knows I still have to spend my days at work

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 26

Last night was another rough night. It wasn’t until the last hour that I started to fall into a deep sleep… but being woken up after only an hour of good slumber felt agonizing. Einar tried to assure me we can try to rest early tonight.

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 25

Cries… I hate how I went to bed at a good time last night so that I’d be able to properly rest but anxiety absolutely destroyed any chance for me to stay asleep. Einar hates seeing me like this

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 24

Wah… I stayed up late… I usually try not to! But I did… so I slept in a bit too. Einar tells me I shouldn’t feel guilty for these sorts of things but I can’t help it. I’ve been conditioned to feel like I shouldn’t be allowed to relax at times and enjoy time off 🥺

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 23

Who thought one could still feel tired after 9-10 hrs of sleep. I feel like I want to sleep longer but I always experience a sense of guilt when I linger in bed for too long. I should try to get up and make Einar and I some breakfast 🍳

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 21

I’m happy to add another outfit to Einar’s wardrobe. He’s always ecstatic to have another set of clothes that he can wear in the garden 🥰

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 21

I keep thinking about how I was clinging to Einar this morning… whining how I didn’t want to get out of bed. He tries to reassure me that this weekend will be the opportunity to sleep in… perhaps better dreams too. Let’s try to conquer the rest of the day at least

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 19

It’s already turned out to be a busy day, having rushed to get ready earlier. Sleep has been hard when I keep dreaming of work because it’s as though I’m never not working. Einar wishes my mind could be at ease… he knows I work very hard!

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 18

We’re back to the start of the work week. I woke up in the middle of the night sleep-talking as though I was at work… it’s like I can’t escape it! Einar hopes I can get to bed early tonight but we have errands to do later and the garden to check on!

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 17

Sleep felt a bit rough last night because I suddenly developed a headache in the middle of the night, but being able to sleep in was still worth it! Einar and I hope to enjoy another day out on the water before heading back home!

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 16

The sun is starting to set sooner these days, but that doesn’t stop us from trying to catch the sunsets. Finally Einar and I are having our little getaway this weekend after being so busy. He’s sporting his peach shirt too 🍑🥰

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 15

Day 12/12. I may have had another night filled with nightmares, sweats, and pains… but today is the last of the current stretch. Einar is proud of me for making it this far when it’s been so hard

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 14

Day 11/12. I managed to get to bed at a good time because I wanted to catch up on sleep, but it was just another night of fright, nightmares, and anxiety. I’m so brutally exhausted these days and I just want a little rest 🥲 Einar tries to tell me the stretch is almost over

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 12

Day 9/12. I had some strange nightmares which left me at unease during the night. Heart racing, sweaty, and anxious. Einar felt worried seeing how much I stirred. He hated seeing me so troubled. Let’s try to get through the day

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 8

After traveling across the world (and a mishap with USPS), Einar has finally come home 🥹 As he reaches out to me, I am going to take his hand 💕

I also got other goodies from @maya_panda94 🥰 Pineapple Einar, an Einar print, and other VS prints with a 🐼 sticker! Many thanks!!!

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𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 11

Day 8/12. I was able to sleep better last night but definitely continue to just have that exhaustion where my body craves so much more rest. I’m hoping one of these days I can try to spend a little extra time in bed. Einar was so soft last night

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓮 ♡ 𝓔𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻'𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓯𝓮 @shouixeo.bsky.social · Aug 10

Day 7/12. I’ve been up for a bit but was busy. Last night was my last back up call for awhile. Ah… I really hope I’m able to sleep well tonight because I have the week left to work. Einar is trying his best to support me