Exuviae
@sickdevotion.bsky.social
25+, he/him collectively, DID
The Exuviae System group acct
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Exuviae
@sickdevotion.bsky.social
· Dec 11
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🔪 : P/D
⚰️: Laz
🩸: Mort
🥩: S
🦋 : Astor
🐇: CF
💮: Ki
🍁: Ky
📼: L
🌿: LL
🐈⬛: N
🌘: Ø
🦷: Fox
🪶: Lil
🔪 : P/D
⚰️: Laz
🩸: Mort
🥩: S
🦋 : Astor
🐇: CF
💮: Ki
🍁: Ky
📼: L
🌿: LL
🐈⬛: N
🌘: Ø
🦷: Fox
🪶: Lil
🥚 app name is exuviae. Gonna give it a try and if nothing else will use it as a private vent (other mutuals pls pls follow me there I want to be a freak like I used to be on vent again)
February 26, 2025 at 2:53 AM
🥚 app name is exuviae. Gonna give it a try and if nothing else will use it as a private vent (other mutuals pls pls follow me there I want to be a freak like I used to be on vent again)
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![Miss you. Would like to take a walk with you.
by Gabrielle Calvocoressi
Do not care if you just arrive in your skeleton.
Would love to take a walk with you. Miss you.
Would love to make you shrimp saganaki.
Like you used to make me when you were alive.
Love to feed you. Sit over steaming
bowls of pilaf. Little roasted tomatoes
covered in pepper and nutmeg. Miss you.
Would love to walk to the post office with you.
Bring the ghost dog. We’ll walk past the waterfall
and you can tell me about the after.
Wish you. Wish you would come back for a while.
Don’t even need to bring your skin sack. I’ll know
you. I know you will know me even though. I’m
bigger now. Grayer. I’ll show you my garden.
I’d like to hop in the leaf pile you raked but if you
want to jump in? I’ll rake it for you. Miss you
standing looking out at the river with your rake
in your hand. Miss you in your puffy blue jacket.
[ran out of space. poem also here: https://tinyurl.com/missyoupoem]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:qlmttkf54je7ie22kz7oymca/bafkreihnikuy5fzzvpw7ljkgr3dygapmabm2ml3wuhj3rxvepvvjbbwciy@jpeg)
Hi if you're cool you should order stickers from me. Btw.
ko-fi.com/s/202c500a52
Stickers? You want them.
Let me know if the shipping seems $$$ and we can work something out!
Stickers? You want them.
Let me know if the shipping seems $$$ and we can work something out!
New stickers - Feb 2025 - Lazarus's Ko-fi Shop
Stickers arrive with text unobstructed :)
Hand printed and laminated, top rack dishwasher safe but handwash recommended if you're putting these on wa...
ko-fi.com
February 25, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Hi if you're cool you should order stickers from me. Btw.
The way I just WAILED upon a good fan artist discovering and reblogging from my shameful sideblog..... Please no. You don't need to know this side of me... 🍁
February 25, 2025 at 9:20 PM
The way I just WAILED upon a good fan artist discovering and reblogging from my shameful sideblog..... Please no. You don't need to know this side of me... 🍁
Bonuses: nice people at the bank, nice people at my new job. Unrelated to the phone calls lol. Last thing to do is my drug test. Sigh. 🔪
February 24, 2025 at 4:47 PM
Bonuses: nice people at the bank, nice people at my new job. Unrelated to the phone calls lol. Last thing to do is my drug test. Sigh. 🔪
Love waking up extra early to make phone calls where I'm misgendered every other word :) 🔪 ⚰️
February 24, 2025 at 1:50 PM
Love waking up extra early to make phone calls where I'm misgendered every other word :) 🔪 ⚰️
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transition is the most honest thing i ever did for myself
February 22, 2025 at 2:20 AM
transition is the most honest thing i ever did for myself
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Only one day after our market and people are asking us to come sell at their upcoming events ; w ; this feels incredible. Absolutely unreal 🔪 🪶
February 11, 2025 at 3:34 AM
Only one day after our market and people are asking us to come sell at their upcoming events ; w ; this feels incredible. Absolutely unreal 🔪 🪶
Random people stop fucking liking my posts challenge! If idk you, fuck Off!
February 9, 2025 at 1:45 PM
Random people stop fucking liking my posts challenge! If idk you, fuck Off!
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BILLIONAIRE: Ive done it all. This world has nothing for me
???: I can give you the mind & soul of Dylan Klebold
BILLIONAIRE: Hm. Jack me in
???: I can give you the mind & soul of Dylan Klebold
BILLIONAIRE: Hm. Jack me in
February 9, 2025 at 12:12 PM
BILLIONAIRE: Ive done it all. This world has nothing for me
???: I can give you the mind & soul of Dylan Klebold
BILLIONAIRE: Hm. Jack me in
???: I can give you the mind & soul of Dylan Klebold
BILLIONAIRE: Hm. Jack me in
Got that kind of depression where if my animal crossing helper buddy is nice to me I fucking burst into tears I guess
February 9, 2025 at 5:25 AM
Got that kind of depression where if my animal crossing helper buddy is nice to me I fucking burst into tears I guess
Tired and angry about being scared all the time. Feeling like a beaten animal for twelve hours of my day is wasted fucking time. And I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't.
February 9, 2025 at 4:44 AM
Tired and angry about being scared all the time. Feeling like a beaten animal for twelve hours of my day is wasted fucking time. And I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't.
Sidenote I HATE working on horny art when I feel like shit. This is so unfortunate. Like I would love to be a silly little pervert about my amazing art right now but I am struggling
February 8, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Sidenote I HATE working on horny art when I feel like shit. This is so unfortunate. Like I would love to be a silly little pervert about my amazing art right now but I am struggling
I want to feel like I'm doing well again. I want to be able to see my work and my life and feel good about it. And I did, for a while. I felt a positive shift in what I'm doing and what I'm working to achieve. Why do I feel like I'm slipping? How do I stay on track?
February 8, 2025 at 3:52 PM
I want to feel like I'm doing well again. I want to be able to see my work and my life and feel good about it. And I did, for a while. I felt a positive shift in what I'm doing and what I'm working to achieve. Why do I feel like I'm slipping? How do I stay on track?
After this market, I'm putting us on a temporary social media ban. No more of this shit. No more fearmongering and anger. Nothing is helping this feeling other than quiet and meaningful time with our partner. Therapy only goes so far. Meds only do so much. Do something else now, and do better. 🕯️
February 8, 2025 at 7:13 AM
After this market, I'm putting us on a temporary social media ban. No more of this shit. No more fearmongering and anger. Nothing is helping this feeling other than quiet and meaningful time with our partner. Therapy only goes so far. Meds only do so much. Do something else now, and do better. 🕯️
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From www.tumblr.com/presentlydea... -
I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.
I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.
February 3, 2025 at 3:40 PM
From www.tumblr.com/presentlydea... -
I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.
I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.
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I love when people call things sadstuck it's such a vibrant term
February 4, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I love when people call things sadstuck it's such a vibrant term
A nice evening can really turn an entire day around. I hate being so... emotionally flipfloppy but right now, I feel good. I think that's what matters. And the good is even more important to write about than the bad. 🔪 and 🕯️ can call me sappy all they want. It's true! 🪶
January 28, 2025 at 12:51 AM
A nice evening can really turn an entire day around. I hate being so... emotionally flipfloppy but right now, I feel good. I think that's what matters. And the good is even more important to write about than the bad. 🔪 and 🕯️ can call me sappy all they want. It's true! 🪶
had a friend ask "it's almost your bday, aren't you excited?"
no. not at all actually ⚰️
no. not at all actually ⚰️
January 27, 2025 at 2:57 PM
had a friend ask "it's almost your bday, aren't you excited?"
no. not at all actually ⚰️
no. not at all actually ⚰️
Of course I feel a bit better as soon as I can talk and eat and create. It always feels so obvious after the fact. Sigh
January 26, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Of course I feel a bit better as soon as I can talk and eat and create. It always feels so obvious after the fact. Sigh
I keep writing shit up and deleting it as soon as I post it. Everything is too much. Emotional, violent, self pitying. I don't know. I feel more splintered than I ever have, to the point where we're just a blurry mush. Harder to pinpoint who had what thought. But does that even matter?
January 25, 2025 at 10:27 PM
I keep writing shit up and deleting it as soon as I post it. Everything is too much. Emotional, violent, self pitying. I don't know. I feel more splintered than I ever have, to the point where we're just a blurry mush. Harder to pinpoint who had what thought. But does that even matter?
I haven't felt like this in a long time. Resisting too many urges, too many old instincts. Just keep going. Doesn't matter. Just keep going. Forward. Forward is all there is.
January 25, 2025 at 6:59 PM
I haven't felt like this in a long time. Resisting too many urges, too many old instincts. Just keep going. Doesn't matter. Just keep going. Forward. Forward is all there is.